so much has changed in my life since this... if you want to find out the newness in my life visit my myspace @ www.myspace.com/guitarchic13

see ya'll there!!

Just so you people who are still Xanga fans, you can find me at Myspace. My myspace is: www.myspace.com/guitarchic13 go there and gimme a holla! WAAAA!!!!

later...

melissa

hey hey!

Nuttin much happening my way. I've just been trying to pick up any friendships that i can...its really hard to come out of a place where you think that everyone's on your side (when you get out) to find that you truly have no one there (except you Merlyn, you've  been there :) ) But I just wanted to post to say that indeed i am alive...I'm actually with an old friend of my Dad's right now sitting at his work in his "cubicle". (its really a computer in a corner of a room...no four walls...lol) Im looking up I-POD music to buy :) YAY BUYING MUSIC... CHEAPLY!!  (Merlyn if you want any music... TELL ME AND I'LL GET IT ... 99cents a song is good... :) ) But thanks to Danielle, Joy, and Kirsten for contacting me... if you guys wanna give me a call you can! . I'll prolly be easier to find that way cause its always on me and DANIELLE I CANT FIND YOUR PHONE NUMBER YOU LOSER! lol. But yesterday was my birthday... I'm 17 now. I spent all day with Merlyn. He took me to Denny's for breakfast and played guitar for me. GOD I LOVE HIM! So this year's birthday isnt huge... but at least i get to spend it outside of cement walls of placement. But Saturday I get to spend all day with Merlyn again. :) That makes me so happy. You know, ever since I've gotten out of CAS i feel more at home and soooo happy with him. Like, I always have felt that just more so now cause i know that he'll never leave or hurt me even through the tough times. I love him... hee hee...but I'll stop... I dont know who's all reading this...*COUGH* you know what i mean *COUGH* But ok...nothing going on... i just wanted to post again... I miss being able to get on line when ever i want...NOTE TO SELF: WHEN 18 GET INTERNET! lol... but i'm gonna be fine... i cling to my cell phone whenever i can so thats my "technology safty net". so ok guys.... i better get going....talk to some of you hopefully soon...

Later....

Shout out to Merlyn: I love you so much teddybear! I hope you're having a great time over Andrew's...I'm bored but ok. If you want any music tell me and I'll get you some songs. Its cheap and maybe you can get a bunch of songs this way. But if not thats ok...I'll call you later tonight. I love you so much Teddybear! MWA MWA MWA! And thank you so much for making my birthday so special...I love you...Pickle...lol....(i just thought of it...lol)
Love ya, ~*~Baby Girl~*~

Hey hey

I just wanted to give a little shout out to my loving "Pooh Bear". I love you so much and thank you so much for all that you've done for me. Never EVER think that i'll ever hurt you and you're all mine and im all yours. I love you so much teddybear. But baby, I just wanted to give a shout out to you cause you mean the world to me. You're all of me. I love you

I love you...see you when you get back from MN...

And remember...i owe you...lol

Currently Listening Karma and Effect By Seether see related

HEYYYYYY!!!!

OK, I just wanna say that im not going to be writing much....i moved and i have no email or internet. I was put in "placement". Like a lock up type deal cause of my ex-parental units. Yup! Im not there and im now with my mommy dearest. I get to see merlyn all the time now and im so happy. Buuuuutttt....I just wanted to let you know that im alive and i love you guys cause whoever is still coming to my site ROCKS! Well stay pretty and if i ever get internet or around internet again I'll keep in touch. if you guys wanna get in touch give me a call 

Later... Stay Pretty...