i'm virtually broke.
bills, car, gas.
broke.
not entirely, but close.
if something doesn't change....if i don't get more hours at work
or my business doesn't take off once i get it up and running
i could be in a wee bit of trouble.

please pray for me.
for my current financial situation.
i feel kind of scared right now.
i'm also supposed to be saving money for a trip coming up
and i'm afraid i won't have enough money for that either.
so please, if you are a praying person, say a prayer for me.
its greatly appreciated. thank you.

i just read a friend's blog about how she met her husband.
it brought back something Kourtney had once told me:
"mandy, you're never going to find love when you're out looking for it"
and this was very apparent in my friend's story.
so thats it. i'm done searching.
why would i want to hunt down my future husband anyway?
wouldn't it be more fun to just run into him?
God has him for me, and it'd be so much more fun having it be a surprise and falling for the guy that was planned for me than picking the guy myself and having him be a disaster.
does that make sense?
it does to me.

a good friend of mine recently wrote about how he really likes xanga again.
and i couldn't agree with him more.
i feel such a freedom and peacefulness here. i've met great people and i love just spilling my guts in a blog.
i swear, i'm about to have a mental breakdown from all of the application requests on facebook.
and the ads on myspace could corrupt Ghandi.
but i really like it here. a lot.
and my friends here.
if you're reading this, you are a beautiful person and i love you dearly.