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Name: Joel
Birthday: 9/4/1984
Gender: Male
Interests: Shannon, Starflyer 59, Stavesacre, Zao, mewithoutYou, Squad 5-0, Oboes, Ghoti Hook, Blindside, Dashboard Confessional, Saxophones, Dogwood, Final Fantasy VII, Five Iron Frenzy, Plankeye, Hopesfall, MxPx, Starcraft, Warcraft, Norma Jean, Outer Circle, Project 86, Rainchildren, Relient K, Marathon, The All-American Rejects, Thursday, Joy Electric, Metal Gear, The W's, Coheed and Cambria, Duke Ellington, Louis Armstrong, Count Baisie, Movies, New Found Glory, Splinter Cell, The Rime Of The Ancient Mariner, Death Cab For Cutie
Expertise: letting people down
Occupation: Artist
Industry: Nonprofit
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
Member Since:
5/4/2003
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| Thanks for the year: God first and foremost for being there when I wanted nothing to do with You, when I was angry with you, when I needed You most; my family- Mom and Dad for their support and patience, Caleb for, well, doing what brothers do best, my sister for staying out of trouble...for the most part; Phil Erichsen-a greater friend I couldn't hope for, for Tecmo Superbowl, and enlightening conversation about $24.99 oil and filter change, and well needed advice; my Jamie Raich-thanks for putting up with my whining and other such shenanegans; Joel, Mike, and Dave- we'll get there soon! get to recording! I want to put my part in when I get back and go directly to mixing!; Amber and Melissa, its been a great semester, more fun to come next semester; Shannon-for teaching me love and loss; Becky- once again, Joy is the most appropriate middle name for you, thanks you for your smile; Tommy Boy, Wade, Ben, and Brian- I'll be home for summer, you can count on me, Wade...I've got my eye on you; Bill, Murrow, and Crotty- we gotta hang out sometime; Jen- being blond isn't permanent..oh wait, yes it is, thanks for believing in my car; Dr. Sanborn- for caring enough to confront; David Thornton- You are amazing, don't ever forget it; Josiah- for some great laughs, even if they were at your expense ;) ; Brian Mayes- we don't often hang out, but they are quality times when we do; Brandi- you keep that man under control and, uh, we need to think of some connection group activities...; thelastsafeplaceonearthJustin- thanks for lunchtime TimeSplitters and making my day with your gas mask; Corey Drake and every other Growth Group Leader who has nobody attend growth groups; Andrea Mather-Stowe; Todd and Cathy- such a blessing to work with you during the summer; Alan, Dave, and the rest of the crew at John Shelly's; Solid Snake; Cloud, Aeris, Tifa, and Barret; Sam Fisher; Master Chief; Mijolnir Recon Unit 54 who owns them all into next year; the air so I can breathe; Lenny and Green for cleaning up the streets of New York, R.I.P. Jeffery Orbach 1935-2004; all the idiots who participate in this so called "reality t.v." for making me feel better about myself; every b-list actor in every b-list made for t.v sci-fi movie I ever saw; Jason Martin and Starflyer 59-a song for every occasion; Coheed and Cambria; Stavesacre; New Found Glory; Death Cab For Cutie; Coldplay; Dashboard Confessional; Further Seems Forever; Hopesfall; MewithoutYou; Benedetto Marcello; Norma Jean; Outer Circle; Plankeye; Rainchildren; Taking Back Sunday; Underoath; Thrusday; Yellowcard; And a special thanks to everyone I forgot and an even specialer one to all of you who read this whole thing.
This will be the last post on this site. Thank you to all of my faithful readers. | | |
| Can you feel your heart beat racing?
Can you taste the fear in her sweat?
You've done this wrong
It's too far gone
These sheets tell of regret
I admit that I'm just a fool for you
I'm just a fool for you.
Here is where we both go wrong
Tonight's your last chance to do exactly what you want to do
And this could be my night
this is what makes me feel alive
Makes you feel alive
Here is where we both go wrong
So tie me up and toss this key cause for now we're living
In this momment that we both ignore the truth
It's all over
It's all over
I feel your heart against mine
So take a breath and close your eyes
Your lungs have failed and they've both stopped breathing
My heart is dead, it's way past beating
Something has gone terribly wrong
I'm scared you're scared, we're scared of this
I never thought we'd make it out alive
I never told you, but it's all in your goodbyes
It's all in your goodbyes
We'll look who's dying now, slit wrist, asleep with the girl next door
I always knew you were such a sucker for that
It doesn't matter what you say
You never mattered anyway
You never mattered anyway
In this momment that we both ignore the truth
It's all over
It's all over
I feel your heart against mine
So take a breath and close your eyes
Your lungs have failed and they've both stopped breathing
My heart is dead, it's way past beating
Something has gone terribly wrong
I'm scared you're scared, we're scared of this
I never thought we'd make it out alive
I never told you, but it's all in your goodbyes
it's all in your goodbyes
Don't shake, I hate to see you tremble
trembling
You've lost your touch haven't you?
And I'm so addicted
so addicted.
Your lungs have failed and they've both stopped breathing
My heart is dead, it's way past beating
Something has gone terribly wrong
Your lungs have failed and they've both stopped breathing
My heart is dead, it's way past beating
Something has gone terribly wrong
I'm scared you're scared, we're scared of this
I never thought we'd make it out alive
I never told you, but it's all in your goodbyes
It's all in your goodbyes
I never thought we'd make it out alive
I never thought we'd make it out alive
I never thought we'd make it out alive
It's all in your goodbyes
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| God, I don't know what to think anymore. | | |
| Worked on my brakes all day today. There was a seal broken on the inside of the brake drum, and the entire thing was soaked in brake fluid. No wonder I wasn't stopping. Jeez... | | |
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