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*sigh*.. i still love hood.. dunno if i'll ever grow out of it.. but alas.. if i get the job at the cpa firm in gaithersburg then i may be moving down there.. full-time job + >30 minute drive = less visits to hood =/ meaning less ping pong :-O and less random hangouts and such... oh well.... we shall see... hope everybody's enjoying the beautiful weather =D
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| *sigh*... another one of my friends just got engaged... and though i'm so incredibly happy for him since he's like.. the happiest man alive right now and he's so in love with her.. there's that part of me that longs, desires, and yearns to someday (sooner rather than later) have that man to share my life and my love with... to be united/unified in a world where there's so much division.. to be joyful when there's so much sorrow and pain going on.. to simply be and exist without having to worry about anything... or maybe i'm getting caught up in fantasy.. jesus christ is all i need, yet i hope for so much more... i think i need to get my life reprioritized... again.
Be Still by Storyside:B
I remember all the times
the good times and the bad
I'm still holding on to you
some days I wanna run
sometimes I come undone
but I still belong to you
that's how I know that
[Chorus:]
when I feel like caving in
my heart, my soul is wearing thin
I just want to give up
nothing seems at all to add up
can you hear me Lord?
my face is down upon the floor
it's then you whisper in my ear
be still and know I'm here
I see a side of you my friend
the same struggles that I have
my heart goes out to you
I know it's hard to feel alone
and this world's so unforgiving
I've been feeling that way too
but I can tell you
[Chorus]
Is that you?
Is this me?
It's sometimes hard to believe that
I am not alone
it's not just you
and not just me
we all need to believe that
we are not alone
[Chorus]
(We are not alone)
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| may the words of my mouth
by Terry Butler (1995 Mercy/Vineyard Publishing)
may the words of my mouth
and the meditations of my heart
be pleasing to You
pleasing to You
may the words of my mouth
and the meditations of my heart
be pleasing to You my God
You're my rock and my redeemer
You're the reason that i sing
i desire to be a blessing in Your eyes
every hour and every moment
Lord i want to be Your servant
i desire to be a blessing in Your eyes |
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| umm... so getting back to school mode is much more difficult than anticipated... and taxes are way more complicated than i had imagined (which was pretty high on the confusion rating)... but anyway, i love my friends... old and new.. near or far... i had that song stuck in my head the other day... that old donna lewis song.. i love you, always forever..... umm.. yeah.. anyways, i kinda feel bad for my parentals... other than them sorta letting me come to MD... i feel bad cuz they went to evict their tenants but the tenants peaced out and moved all their stuff aside from their trash... dunno.... kinda sucks. anyhoo.. time to eat. peace out ppls. hope everyone's doin well and happy belated chinese new year and valentine's day
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| i'm kinda stressed... and struggling.. to not get to the point where i just give up or i just stop caring about what anybody says. with that said.. i guess i'll keep tryna look up heavenward cuz it's a lot more comforting and redeeming than lookin around here
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