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Name: vivian
Country: United States
State: California
Metro: San Jose
Birthday: 5/31/1983
Gender: Female
Interests: food, sleep, that feeling you get after achieving success at the end of a stressful quarter, takeshi kaneshiro, shopping, pink, munchkins, cozying up to a book in bed, God, good friends
Expertise: stressing out, yeah, I'm quite good at that. Oh..and also being mean to Yuji, I'm good at that too.
Occupation: Student
Industry: Legal
Message: message me
AIM:  vivianthao
MSN: vivichan@hotmail.com
Member Since:
5/25/2005
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| I NEED MY SPACE. I think he's right, something is definitley wrong with me. I need to grow and be a healthier person. I don't want to be dependent on any one person or thing. I want to be an independent woman who knows how to love, care, and be vulnerable at the right times. i need to learn HOW to be happy and WHAT makes me happy.
I think now is the time to focus on my future and career (well, when hasn't it been the "time"). I've always needed someone there, been dependent on something. I feel like I need to think for myself, take care of myself, and be strong financially AND emotionally. It's my life and I can finally make my own choices. It's not puppy love time. i don't even think its relationship time. It's not high school anymore, and its passed college. I guess i'm greedy, since my dreams get bigger and bigger.
It's hard. I get lonely, depressed, sad...but it's all for the better.
I can do this myself w/ HIS blessings. give me a fresh new start.
maybe i'm finally growing up... | | |
| JUST FOR RENEE...I had decided to stop writing in here...well not really DECIDED..it was more like the lack of time in my life rendered me no choice (by the way...if I start saying silly things like.."void" and "reasonable" and "rendering" and "please put it in writing"...just excuse me...) but to not update it...
BUT, I feel like updating today because a very special friend..oh by the name of RENEE WADSWORTH..will be moving back to Maryland. At first I was shocked, sad, upset, and thought she was surprising me with some kind of a sick birthday joke. But no, she stood her ground, she's serious.
I jsut wanted to say that I support her in her decision and that I will miss her very dearly, as I am sure all her west coast friends will. Also, you East Coast people are very lucky to be getting a peice of that ASS (and boobs...). Till the day you come back Renee...
On a much HAPPIER NOTE (you can tell I'm escited cause it's all in capital letters) YOSHIE IS COMING BACKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!! | | |
| ...watching lots of movies, eating, and working. That's what its been like so far. The upside is...i LOVE my job. I've been blessed =). I had a wonderful christmas and new years...thank you to you. I'm not sure if I will have time to maintain this from now on, but I'll try so that Yoshie and co. knows I am alive over here and doing well.
BTW...pho night was awesome. again shall we? ok, its twelve...and my youthful body, which once was able to pull all nighters and stay up at least till three is about to die. good night. I will post more pictures later...PROMISE.
peace out.
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| It's really good to be home again. That's all I can say.
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| BEAUTIFUL woMEN (HAHA, GET IT?)...
I've been very blessed to have friends come visit me during this trip to D.C. I figure since I couldn't go to them, they came to me...it worked out perfectly. One friend in particular, Dennis, came to D.C. upon his return from Europe.
Dennis and I had the great fortune to attend the annual drag race here in D.C. I thought they were very beutiful people.
PlayBOY bunny...
Rainbow brighhhttttt...
Lickey Lickey:
These gals were BOOOOTIFUL:
Dennis, Brandy and I having dinner (below). Guests are always good and welcome =).
Oh yeah...it's snowing here.... . Till next time, stay warm!
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