| I'm sinking to the ever-deepest misery of my life.................I fail in everything...........................I can't do anything.............................................................
oh i hate life, why am i here by the way?
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| Feel so lonely.............:( |
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| so.....i'm starting med school orientation....and it's hectic!
moving in, meeting tons of smarter and richer looking ppl, learning
about med school curriculum and their daunting nature, the medical
board exams, instruments, labs, physical exams, buying stethoscopes and
other medical equipment (which are so fucking expensive! a stethoscope
is one hundred fucking forty bucks!), getting hundred pages of notes
for the first week of class (i'm not kidding!), getting 25
credits/quarter for my MD-PhD program, getting used to driving my stick
shift in chicago, still organizing and working on my home, and getting
used to the humid
weather..........................................................................damn
it! med school seems so hard. and if i don't stay above B, i will be
kicked out of my program!
anyways, the white coat ceremony did make me remember why I'm here, why
I want to be a doctor. We are considered a member of the medical profession the moment we put on the white coat, and the moment we sworn the Hippocrates Oath (see below). The responsibility is huge, but it feels great
to be called a Dr...no, it's just the greatest profession in the world
to be saving ppl's lives. But the deal is, if ppl stop smoking and
drink less, they don't need doctors (not as much). Anyways, that was my update! I'm starting school next week, seeing patients for the first time (I heard) and dissecting cadavers (again, my favorite part!)! Oh and starting to memorize those 50,000 terms and reactions...
 
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| It's hard to express my feelings...
I want more attention...I want more words...coz very soon it will be so hard for me to see you...I'm being so sentimental now that I couldn't understand myself...I want to be calm and secured but I can't...
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| It's hard to express my feelings...
I want more attention...I want more words...coz very soon it will be so hard for me to see you...I'm being so sentimental now that I couldn't understand myself...I want to be calm and secured but I can't...
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