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Monday, October 06, 2008
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It's a New Week....
... and it's off with a bang! :)
My children are officially doing their best to make me insane. I don't know how you moms do it that don't have a regular daily naptime for the kids, because when I don't get those couple hours of me-time, I feel like screaming and running around throwing things. Bad idea, eh?! :) Probably not the best example for my lovely little angels. ;)
Today, as well as last Friday, and Sunday, Gabriel and Zachary have laughed and played and banged and whined their way through naptime. I'm pretty sure (and as of this afternoon, Victor agrees) that Gabriel is the main culprit--he instigates the trouble. Today Victor got home for his free afternoon time just as the boys were starting in, so he offered to stay home and sent me off to Barnes & Noble to read books on photography. His orders. How could I turn that down?! :) So off I went, although I have to say that I'm not a good book-picker, because I didn't really learn anything amazing in my readings. I did note a couple of things in the D50's ummmm "field guide" I think it was called that I didn't realize my camera could do. So that was interesting. Got a couple new pose ideas. That's about it! But it was blessedly quiet!! And when I got home, Victor was coming out with the kiddoes and the soccer ball for a walk and playtime in the field down the street, so I went with them and kicked the ball around too. In my long corduroy skirt. Very lovely it was. :)
Friday evening we met back up with Azael & Becca to take some motorcycle pictures :) which we weren't able to take the first time around - the only problem was that we got a late start and lost the light before we got any STUPENDOUS pictures. Isn't that what a photographer is always looking for - THE shot??!! I don't really feel like we got THE ONE, but we did get some pretty good ones. :) Victor and I were both taking pictures at different times, so I'm not entirely sure who took what, but if you're interested in bikes, you might like these: :)
I'm certainly not into motorcycles, but even I can appreciate a nice Harley.
Is "nice" a word you can use to describe a Harley? Probably not. Victor gets a little drooly every now and then over Azael's bike, but I honestly don't expect him to get one. But WHO KNOWS!!! I shall not make predictions.
This weather is Hot. That is with a capital H on purpose. I turned the air off a couple of weeks ago when a brief cold front went through, and I am resisting turning it back on, although it would feel SOOOOO GOOD. Yes, it was in the 80s today, and has been all week. *sigh* I do miss fall. Oh well! I will enjoy the weather in ummm November maybe??!! :)
Happy Monday night! I'm off to catch up on Ugly Betty!! :) :) (SOOO enthralling you know...)
Thursday, October 02, 2008
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Trying to get caught up!
My poor house. :)
My poor *family* who live in this house!!
I have been struggling all week with my motivation to keep the house in order. Actually, I haven't really been struggling - I've just been ignoring the mess. *AHEM* I've been busy with other things and just haven't bothered to care! Today I finally got down to business and washed (most of) the dishes and made up a batch of baby sweet potatoes. Two smallish-to-medium-sized sweet potatoes cost me exactly $1.71 and made nine jars of baby food! Buying the Gerber (or BeechNut or whatever) would have cost about $4.50. *Pats self on back* :) So thrifty I am!!! *ahem ahem* :)
I have finally washed my hands of the photo sessions of two weekends ago.
I just still have a hard time accepting how long it takes to go through and edit! I am soooooo thankful/appreciative to those two
couples for letting me practice on them - and with Jake and Jessie, it was actually the first time with my new lens, so that was *really* practice! I had a little bit of difficulty figuring out settings for the lighting that first day, so a lot of the pictures were either a little washed out or a little dark.
Some of that I could fix, but not all. Next time.... :) I'll post a few of my favorites from each couple at the end of this post.
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I officially won "Horrible Mom of the Year" this morning. I've been walking to work because it's so absolutely gorgeous these days, but this morning I was in a terrible rush to get out the door with enough time to drop the boys off at their daycare and get to work on time - so SOMEHOW I totally forgot to buckle Zachary in his stroller. And of course, we go down two little steps on the way to work, so the poor little guy fell right out of the stroller onto the sidewalk. I felt HORRIBLE, and to make matters worse there was this guy who happened to see it and kept staring at me with this "HOW COULD YOU" expression. I was like, GO AWAY AND LET US CRY IN PEACE!!!
I'm sure he wasn't trying to be annoying - probably trying to be helpful - but it didn't feel like it at the time. Poor little guy! And of course, Gabriel was his typical self: *pause* "She crying." (He's been confusing he and she lately.) Thank you Gabriel for that information! :) Anyway, I felt dreadful leaving him at the nursery after that, but he loves his "teacher" (not sure what else to call her), so that made me feel a little better. He got very happy when he saw her - probably thought "FINALLY, someone to protect me from my mother!!"
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I'm finally reading a book that Victor bought me a while back - it's called Why We're Not Emergent (By
Two Guys Who Should Be). We've been doing lots of thinking and talking lately (meaning the past 5-6 months) about the "emergent church" - not sure how many of you will be familiar with that term, but it's a pretty big movement in Christianity these days. We're finding it hard to define a specific set of beliefs that "emergent" Christians hold to, because it really seems to vary. So far in my reading, it seems like one of the main characteristics is a move away from the traditional denominational church setting into a much more open, accepting type of "universal church" feel. Doctrine is not at all emphasized other than faith in Jesus Christ. Anyway, it's been an interesting read. I have to admit that part of me is really attracted by a lot of what the whole movement seems to be about, and another part of me says NO WAY, and the last little part of me just doesn't know what to think.
So yeah. But it's an interesting read so far. I may write a little review when I've finished my book - but I kind of doubt it, because I think that I will still be far from having a grasp on the issues.
Getting late. Pictures:
J&J
Thursday, September 25, 2008
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Fun times, busy times.... :)

I really don't have much time if I want to be at all coherent tomorrow morning
, but I wanted to post a quick update on the Gtz. family life! :) I mentioned in my last (?) post that Victor and I were looking at new lenses for our camera - well, Victor TOTALLY surprised me and bought me an even better one than we were planning to get, on sale, in time for the Weekend O' Pictures!!! :) I looooooove it and am so excited to learn more about its capabilities. I started off diving right in with pictures of our friends Jake and Jessie on Saturday and then engagement pictures for friends Azael and Becca on Sunday. I can't get over how much work goes into editing once you get good pictures. I'm learning a new program for that too, one I didn't even realize we had - Adobe Lightroom. Pretty awesome! I'm also watching a tutorial on color-correcting using Photoshop. (It's a Photoshop for Photographers series by somebody Orwin or something like that. Victor says he's famous.
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Anyway, I've been doing lots of playing with my new lens, so I thought I'd share some of our pictures from this past week. Victor took the totally cute picture above of Zachary - not sure exactly what he's looking at, but I just love the whole package! :)
In a park on the bay (where we also took some of the engagement pictures - those will be coming later).
Little Zachy wasn't sure what to think of all that grass at first (I should mention that our yard is mostly sand, weeds, and fire ants, so he doesn't get down and dirty much here), but he came around. It motivated him to actually crawl rather than belly-scooch! :)
Remember the days of trash=treasure??!!
Looking for - you guessed it - hermit crabs. :)
Showing off his catch - and not very pleased that I'm taking pictures of him.


The poor little feller was a little camera shy - but he's in there!
Oh yes, and Zachary is officially pulling himself up on basically everything - crib, couch, Gabriel's tricycle... :) This was when we discovered his new ability - around 9:30p when I walked by the bedroom door and, hearing noises, peeked in - to see him staring at the door just waiting for me, apparently! Doesn't he look pleased with himself?! :)
I REALLY want to include a few of my favorites of Jake and Jessie (ahem... just had a thought... 'scuse me!) BUT since they do not yet have the CD of images, I guess it would be sort of jumping the gun... Neither one of us can find a blank CD! Jessie knows for sure she has them but isn't sure where they are, and I don't know why we wouldn't have them, but sure don't know where they would be. SO. Unless I get the OK to post pictures on here before, it'll be a little bit before those go up.
Off to bed before I turn into a raving madman. Woman.
Thursday, September 18, 2008
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Gabriel
Life with this boy is getting more eventful by the day. I had hoped that (somehow) he would escape the stubborn, strong will that I was blessed/cursed with
, but it is not to be. Every time I think we have conquered one little upspringing of naughtiness, another one bursts out somewhere else. What does that verse say?-- Foolishness is bound in the heart of a child--and it is so true! *BOUND* as in, it doesn't want to come out... Of course, I am WELL beyond having foolishness in *my* heart... AHEM.... We are still waiting on the results spoken of in the rest of that verse.
It reminds me of all the stories people tell at church whenever I go "home" to Kzo for a visit. "I remember when Larry had to carry her out of here kicking and screaming!" "She was a little fighter!" "You used to be so ornery!" I'm glad I give everyone such good memories. :)
I was looking around in cyberspace :) yesterday for the means to create one of my cookbook cover ideas (inspired by momwithfourkids - thank you very much!) and came across a totally unrelated site called shedoeshair - it seems to be totally dedicated to hairstyles for little girls! So very cute and unrelevant to my current life, but I really enjoyed looking around! Also another - Heather Bailey's design site. So cute and bright and fun! Can't believe she actually designs fabric. How do you design fabric, anyway? And who do you get to actually make the fabric once you design it? Anyway, I like what she says about creating: "I'm spreading the word on how fulfilling and necessary creativity is to the human soul." I think that mirrors my own thoughts, in a way, although I'm not nearly as far along in my "creative processes" as she is. I was starting to stagnate. Or something.
I am babysitting again this afternoon, so I cannot stay to meditate on stagnation. Instead, I will meditate upon laundry, dishes, toys, aaaand unmade beds! Inspirational stuff, that.
Cheerio! :)
(My coworker had to call London for copyright permissions yesterday, so now I have [supposed] "British" words stuck in my head.)
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
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*heaves a sigh of relief*
OH . . . . . . . WOW . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
I'm perfectly happy to be sitting in my comfy little mini chair with peaceful music playing just loud enough to mostly drown out the sound of Zachary crying/whining/talking himself to sleep down the hall.
A huge disaster was just averted! Gabriel has been quite the little stinker lately, and tonight was no exception. I had finally gotten both boys in bed after quite a process of bathing and potty and feeding and ETCETERA, and had taken myself off to the bedroom to fold laundry, when here came Gabriel out of bed once again, playing with his bedroom door. (??!!) I marched him back into his dark bedroom where Zachary was crying (Gabriel had woken him up), put Gabriel in bed, and turned around to the sight of Zachy on his knees, holding on to the edge of the crib, leaning over the rail with a desperate look on his face. Reminded me of a bridge-jumper. We had left his crib on the highest level, even though he's been "scooching" around the house for a few weeks now, because he scooches on his tummy and doesn't (didn't?!) pull himself up. Needless to say, I paged emergency maintenance (Haha! That's Victor, btw....
No really!) to lower the crib ASAP. That involved lights and tools and mattresses and bumper pads and all the trappings, so of course any sleepiness that HAD been in two little boys was fully gone by the time everything was set straight. Good times.
So now they're back in bed, the laundry is folded, the lights are low, the music is playing... and my mind is back in a whirl! Tonight we went lens-shopping. It wasn't really shopping - more of lens-playing, or lens-testing. :) We went to three different camera stores in town to look for/at a lens we're thinking about buying for our camera. The first had nothing like it in stock and recommended another store, which didn't have the exact one we wanted but did have a very similar one (which only cost twice as much...) AND another AMAZING one (which only cost 4 times as much)! So we played with cameras and chatted with the store employee who was very helpful and knowledgeable and full of ideas of things for us to spend much money on! :) The third store was a "bust" - I believe that's the technical term. The only interesting thing they had was the new Nikon D90 that can also take video - and the battery wasn't charged, and they had no power adapter. Strange.
ANYWAY, all of this lens-looking is related to some new developments, although we've been talking about expanding our lens collection (of one) for some time. Last November, a friend of ours took some family pictures for us, and I told her at the time I'd gladly repay the favor if she ever wanted some pictures of her husband and her. So she brought it up a few weeks ago and I offered to take the pictures, which will be coming up this weekend. Then a friend of Victor's got engaged, so I asked if they'd be interested in getting some (free) engagement pictures - which they were really excited about; so excited, I guess, that they asked if I'd take pictures at their wedding alongside his (the fiance's) brother-in-law, who is also getting into photography. I was and am TOTALLY excited, and of course agreed, but I have to admit I'm doing just a teensy bit of freaking out. :) I believe the other guy will be "head photographer" so the responsiblity will really be his (thankfully?!), but I'd hate to not get the kind of pictures for them that I would want if it were my wedding. Anyway, all of this has sort of brought our lens-discussion to the forefront again, so we're probably going to be getting another. I was really amazed at the quality of the pictures we randomly snapped at a dimly-lit store counter. Soooooo exciting!
All I've been doing lately (besides um work, cooking, cleaning, and other housewifely stuff as well as keeping track of two very mobile boys - did I mention Zachary scooches basically anywhere he wants to go? Very quickly?!) is think photography this, camera that, idea file the other thing.... Fun! But my brain would like to remember things like - Zachary's sheet and blanket were sent home yesterday from daycare; that means he needs a clean set sent in today... Important daily-life things like that.
Oh, I'm getting back a teensy bit into design as well - well, almost. Not yet really. My parents' church is in the process of producing a cookbook (my mom is the very efficient and talented organizer/production engineer), and someone asked her if she'd ask me to design the cover. I'm really excited about that too - just honestly have no ideas about what to do! They haven't decided on the title yet, but according to my mom, it's basically just a homey style of cookbook, nothing too gourmet; it includes a full range of categories (from appetizers to desserts along with some fun recipes like edible playdough, etc.), though she says the largest categories are probably main dishes and desserts. I'd like to put photo(s) of some sort on the front - not sure of what - orrrrrrr maybe a nice pattern broken up in sections..... if that makes any sense.... Anyway, I'm putting this info out here because I'm WAY open to suggestions! Anyone have any good ideas about a cookbook cover? Please speak up if so, because I need help! :) :) (If you're from Temple, you didn't just read that. I have everything under control at all times.
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I ALSO keep wanting to do more in web design. All of that got put on hold when Zachary was born, and I realized the other day, thanks to my ever-remindful
mother, that I never actually finished one last thing on my dad's site. I couldn't get the server to accept the flash file, and when I wrote their customer service, they sent me back all of this gibberish that I couldn't make heads or tails of, so I ended up putting the original layout back up until I could figure out the flash dealy. Which I never did, and remained happily ignorant of that until just last week, I believe. So now I have guilt along with mental whirlings. :) Better than being bored! Add that to (still) thinking about designing a website for myself, and you have - officially - too much to think about. I need mindless activity. I'm off to make more yummy pretzel-stick-thingies. :) (Honey-wheat pretzels dipped in almond bark - deliciously nutritious... at least that's what I like to tell myself!)
Good night! Enjoy this cooler weather! I was SO thrilled to walk outside this morning and feel temperatures under seventy degrees! WONDROUS!!! (Yes yes, I know all you northern people don't care. **I'm** in heaven.)
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I'm a full-time wife and mother, part-time proofreader, aspiring photographer/designer/organizer/coordinator/crafty-sewing-etc.person who usually tries to do too many things and therefore doesn't finish many of them. I'm going through a crisis of everything - self, life, image, belief, duties, perceptions... I'm not sure where I'm going, but I'll be happy to get off this crazy ride and arrive! Mostly I write about my husband and boys, but occasionally I delve a little deeper. You never know what you might find out!




























