Tell Me You Need Me Dear
Tell Me You'Re Sure I Souldn'T Fear
Lies Lies Lies
Choke Choke Please
Have Another Drink On Me
My Love Humiliation
I Gave You Every Chance To Leave
And You Stayed Just Long Enough
To Bury Me

I'm like a broken record
I've got a needle scratching me
It injects the poison of alcohol I.V.
I don't blame you for walking away
I'd do the same if I saw me
I swear it's not contagious
I swear to God it's not contagious

And our hearts break in tune with the seasons.
No real reason, but today just isn't mine.
A bunch of words all mixed up, for you.
Spit them back at me if you want,
it's the least you could do to prove
once and for all that I am nothing.
And I'd give anything for this winter to be over,
it's drained the little energy I had left.
And my heart is colder than the snow
that looks so ugly unless I look at it when I'm with you.

And you'll choke on those words
no one can swallow that much pride
and my contentions all ring true
every word you said was a lie
and I thought we were friends
but you changed that in time
you're to caught up in the trends
and your ego's on the line

Every day I wake up and it's Sunday
Whatever's in my head won't go away
The radio is playing all the usual
And what's a wonderwall anyway?

I really dont know if i can live one more day. and in the papers the cause of death wouldnt read suicide. Because no one would believe it . Cause they just dont know. Cause i dont let them.

i think i'd be lying if i said i didn't enjoy this.. waking up soaked in sweat wondering who you're lying with



so it's safe to say that we've been here before, heart torn out, down for the count & still come back for more


These fifty or so pills look so appetizing right now; I hear them whispering my name, egging me on to do what I want to do so badly. Why do I resist? Why hadn't I swallowed these pills last week, month, or even better, last year? What am I still doing here? There really is nothing to live for, but on the other hand, I ask myself, is there anything worth dying for?

I wear pink cause all the
pretty girls do. How about
you? Transitions are smooth
with a hand up my skirt. Sex
sells more records than
rock. So let's fuck & forget
about the background hum.

And once again she sat there to wait
Just looking out the window for something great.
She closed her eyes and wished of a life
Without the sorrows and pain and strife
But this she knew would never be
The perfect life is not for me.
She stood in the corner while they all passed by
These people with the look of love in their eye.
No one knew the things she would hide
All the emotions bottled up inside
She couldn't keep back the urge to cry.
With each passing day, a part of her would die.

I spend my nights dead face down on my floor.
But the drugs aren't really working anymore.
The nights are mostly just depressed.
From staring at my open chest.
I'm bleeding & I'm heartless, but I'm yours.
& I'm scratching down every blurry scene on the mattress where you used to sleep && dream.
I'd rather chew on broken glass.
Than keep on living in the past.
Wasting time on words I know you don't mean.

The bottle holds no answers
His lips can only sway
Chemicals imbalance
Who needs them anyway?
Desire is close at hand
Her lips can only sway
There's more to life than this
Don't give yourself away.

We're too cool for love and romance, baby.
We don't need to spend a night under the stars,
or a bed with scattered rose petals.
Who needs a candle lit dinner, when you've got a drive-thru
and a back seat?
Because that's what we are, beautiful, we're the epitome of backseat lust.

You dont know me like you knew me
You stopped listening
The moment I needed you most
You cant see me like you saw me
So I scream cause it hurts
Your every word cuts me
And leaves me worse
Maybe you dont love me
Like I love you
Baby, say goodbye.

I was waiting for a cross-town train
in the London underground when it struck me
That I've been waiting since birth to find a love
THAT WOULD LOOK AND SOUND LIKE A MOVIE.

We fall like shooting stars and autumn leaves,
Stay up later than the streetlights
Promising what never could be.
I can't be anything without you.
I can't be anything without you by my side.

Turn down the static, we'll make it clear.
Crawl into the backseat with the stale taste of beer.
Baby, we dont need the music,
We'll make it all on our own
'Cause these anthems that we're making
Are like buying love from a payphone.

So here we lie in this beautiful mess
of tangled sheets and beads of sweat.
With my heart in your hand
and my neck in the other,
should I be scared or should I come closer?
But it's still beating and I'm still breathing.
You haven't hurt me yet.