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| Volleyball season started last wednesday! so i'm a super happy camper! =] We're gonna be really really good this year...i'm excited! I go to court in about 2 weeks, so pray that all goes well. Im still really nervous. I ran away from home 2 nights ago because the fighting and stuff was just too bad. i took my cellphone and sat in the middle of a field for most of the night. then called my best friend greg and he came and sat and talked with me all night. I don't know where i'd be without him, i love him so much. So...that's where i'm at. =] sorry i always forget about xanga so i never leave anything! Hope you are all doing well. | | |
| Hey look...i'm back! =] let's see.....life's hard. The dad keeps moving in and out in and out making it really hard to grasp everything thats happening. I still can't figure out why and it makes me soooo upset. I've been through so much since christmas. I went from being stabbed...to going to court.....to being beaten.....to not eating.....to cutting....wow. i've been everywhere. I'm a very weak person. But i'm working on getting better. It's a long hard road, and its nowheres near over...but i'll get there with God. For all of you from camp...i'm so so so sorry that i'm not working this summer. It was a really long and hard decision that i prayed about for a really long time. and i just have decided to take a summer off and figure some things out in my life. There was a point of a couple months where i was so bitter with God i wouldn't go to church even. It's not cool. But i'm better now, and God and i are all tight again. =] So yeah, im not really doing anything with my summer except babysitting ALOT and hangin out with friends and doin fun stuff!! I miss you all tons and tons. It was so nice to see sarah and matt in church yesterday!!!!!  i miss you guys SOO much. and i promise i'll be at camp at somepoint visiting. I love you all! and please keep praying! | | |
| just wanted to let you know that i have new pictures up!!! my life's crazy still, but slowly getting better. thanks for all of your prayers they have been greatly appreciated | | |
| blah*deep breath* christmas was amazing! and so was my birthday! now only...less than a year 'til i can drive and date! WOO HOO! haha. well the REAL reason i posted this was to tell you all that....I'M GOING TO NYC TOMORROW!!! haha omg i'm so excited. i'm going with my dad [[grrreat :/ ]] and i'm excited. we're going to the empire state building at night so that we can see NY lit up! and we're going to ground zero and shopping and...EVERYWHERE! haha i'm soooo excited. so pray for us that we will be safe while we are there. also, next week are mid-terms...AHH! so pray for me for that too. also pray for me...i just need prayer in general, the family situation isn't exactly good right now and i'm not taking it well. i've done some really bad stuff ...but i wouldn't be here without my best friend greg and my real father that won't ever leave...God. i'm so thankful for all of the people in my life that help me through. but plz pray for me...i need it! have a great weekend | | |
| its been a while huh?holy cow..i thought LAST time was a long time..its been like 9 months this time! haha sorry guys! lets see...my life has been so crazy its weird. lets see. i started off school this year as a freshman....yikes! scary rite? big 9th grader now ur in high school so many people everyone stabbing eachother in the back...but that luckily isn't the case at fillmore. it's an amazing school and i have the best friends in the world so everythings going great! volleyball this year was amazing...we went 16-5. we were tied for 2nd in the county and we lost in the semi-finals. uhh so sad! oh well, next year we are going to ROCK...we're gonna be even better than last year! eeeeeeek i'm so exciting. i live for volleyball....its seriously my life. i love it so much i have a passion for it. haha. lets see, oh yea. during volleyball season my friend aja moved in with us. she had a really bad family situation and her and her mom got into a huge fight and her mom kicked her out. when we heard this [[we being my sister and me]] we asked her to move in with us and she's been living with us ever since! we MIGHT even adopt her soon. :] this christmas was the first one she's had since 4th grade. yea its sad...but at the same time its happy and good b/c our family has changed her life..and to be honest she has changed our lives too. so its a good situation. i'm not gonna get into the whole parent situation..i get too emotional. if u REALLY wanna know u can ask me on aim or somethin. i'm not gonna post it publicly. okay i'll be done for now. maybe i'll start updating it regularly??? who knows. haha. ight talk to ya all later! :] | | |
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