So latly i have been really depressed and i have to say things are pretty much down in the dumps latly and i know my frien ddi this before and im gunna do it too

Person number1- What is wrong with you. You used to be so awesome you used to always be there for me now look at you. Your such an ass to me you think your the shit. you think the shit your doing is not hurting me but it is .. it really is and i hate you i hate you like this. You used to always call and hang out now your whole like is about drinking and drugs and shit. WHAT KIND OF LIFE IS THAT. You have no idea you have no idea at all how much i dipise you and everything you do. You get every one on your side and make me look like the stupid one.....and idont even know how.

Person number 2- you used to be tight. over the summer you were the coolest person i met. Now you never talk to me and blame me for it ... wtf im not good enough for you and i dont care any more. You always brought me down making me think i was nothing. I feel like im always the one that gets hurt with you.

Person number 3- Hmm lets see you go see your girlfriend and i ask you for a number. You wont reply what is up with that "Yeah i did miss you alot your my bestfriend blah blah blah" You have the best way of showing it.  You already put me through hell thinking it was okay. When i said forget about what happend in the past i didnt mean that i was okay i hate you i hate everything you have done to me.

Person number 4- You are the biggest fake in the world so many chances so many and get you ruin each and every one of them. your crazy thinking you will ever ever EVER get another chance ever. You are the biggest jerk i have ever  met and i hate you i hate you so much you have done nothing but always make me upset for the past 2 years makeing me think you ever cared about me, Guess what im through you dont have me fooled ne more never again will you have me wrapped around you fingers.

Person number 5- I have dont nothing but be there for you and care about you and like you. And i d ont know why you are being this way to me after making me happy. Im sorry i cant live up to your standards... and i will never know how much it kills you will never know. Im sorry im not perfect im sorry ill never be the girl any one has ever wanted im just sorry.  The fact i would have never in my right mind would ever ever treat you like your past have. You dont know me if you think  i would.

Im sick of all this crap. what is up with every one these days how about we all waste our lves away with drinking and smoking. LETS ME SMART AND DIE THAT WAY Sounds just wonderful to me !

OMG SHE IS UPDATEING.... why is my background green

Sooo pretty much things have been awesome whoa. Tim and chris came over friday we watched movies i was with tim. HE IS SO AMAZING. He is so sweet man oh man is he sweet he is a christian and he is a gentalman. He is cute ( thats a pluse) and he says sweet things and will cal you for no reason. What a dreamer. Any ways they came over friday and lets see umm stayed for ever and then left. Tim came back over sunday and stuff we spent the day together.

Now for my week

BACKSTREETS BACK ALRIGHT
You have no idea how great that concert was lol i went with melly and danny i missed him . I miss melly every momenty im not with her.I cried when backstreet boys came on oh man oh man i just wanted to hump them. WHO CARES ABOUT THE PUSSY GIRLS THEY ARE SO GAY. I loved will smith what a babe he is awesome........ I WANT MY BOYS

Then on thursday i wnet to my moms christmas banquet.......lets just leav it at..... MANY DRUNK ONES THERE

Me: JOSH I SAID NO MORE DRINKS
Josh: I KNOW.. i got this forrrr... youuu

Okay and mellys mom flashed me.

Friday tim and chris
Saturday kayla and i went to the mall i missed that woman. Then i went to baby sit with my mom and it was so fun lol oh it was funny. Then i sunday tim tim tim tim

Okay so serioulsy i doubt any one has the best frined i have i really doubt it.

MELLY AND I WEEKNDS

Best friends i think yes