| Graduation is tomorrow and I leave friday morning. I was just reading back on some of my entries... I don't really hate California. I am going to embrace it. Bye everyone on Xanga. I don't know who you are... so I am really writing to no one. BYE. If you ever go to California... come visit me at UC-Berkeley. PEACE OUT HOMIE! |
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| Happy Birthday to me!!!
Big Ol’ 17!!! |
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| ANGELICA I NEED YOU TO GET ON TO HELP ME!!! Thanks! |
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| Recently, I had a crush on this guy that goes to our school. He has the best personality ever and I knew him from an activity I did. When I first met him, I had a small crush on him and all of my friends were trying to hook me up with this guy but I refuse cause I was scared. Then as the years go by I realize really really really like this kid now! Because I finally have found someone who is not SUPER gorgeous but really cute... like the all american guy or guy next door who has the FUNNIEST personality in the world!
So then, today... I was logging into my myspace and looking around and I see his site... and there he is... with another girl... and he thinks she is the best looking person ever...
There was this huge Lump in my throat that taste like Moe's... it was so hard to swallow... my heart is smashed with a gavel and thrown in a trash can...
Its all my fault for not making a move or giving a sign... whatever I hate all my lovers... I have no chance with any of them!
I can't tell you who it is because one of my lover already knows. I have to save myself from humiliation and crawl in a armadillo hole and sleep.
rejection is a fag... crushes are whores... my life sucks!
WHY CAN'T HE EVER NOTICE ME?!?!  |
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| Just to let all of you people on xanga know... I am moving to
California right now. I hate my parents! I am not flying back to
Orlando. So my precious senior year is going to be spent here in a
retarded BLUE state! Not that it really matters I JUST PLAINLY
HATE CALIFORNIA!!! So i cant say goodbye to all of you personally! I
just hate my parents so if you want just leave your number and i will
call you in tears. I have been crying alot for like 2 weeks so if you
dont want to hear me cry then dont leave a number! I love you guys and
i miss you already!

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