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Wednesday, February 22, 2006

Before....

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After.
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Yeah, so I cut my hair. My Guam Hair. Hahah.
I told you I don't look pretty anymore.
I only look cute now.
So I guess I have to settle for that for a while.

This is like my newest update
Because I went on strike for a while.
But after hearing about Lyn in her e-mail,
I was encouraged to update.
So props for her... and me. ^_^

So school life is more hectic this year.
I know I haven't talked about my classes yet...
So.. here's the boring part about school.

The CNA program this semester made this semester more
"interesting yet intriguing yet hectic"
Basically, just think of detailed and vigorous community service in St. Dominic's.
I've started doing clinical and been actually learning
by working and being assigned to patients.
Pretty scary but educating.
Then you have all these muscle cramp on your legs
and your back at the end of the day.
But I only blame myself.
I now know the importance of Body Mechanics
Haha
Ending here now. Just because I don't think people will even read this usefull nonsense.
Kisses...in French


Saturday, January 21, 2006

School starts in two days.
I'm hella-anxious.
Can't wait to get out of the house.

Going out of my mind
for missing everyone
so god damn much.

One evening:
He: Do you know the muffin man?
She: Yes, I know the muffin man. He lives in Drury Lane
He: Oh, well in that case, he has a message for you.
She: Really?... And what might that be?
He: "I love you."

One morning:
He: in a sing-song voice* I have a girl friend.
She: whispers while hugging him* ...and she loves you.


Thursday, January 12, 2006

Things everyone has to learn before they die...

1.
It doesn't matter to everyone if you can't dance well. Just Dance.
2. You should never confuse your career with your life
3. You will NEVER find anybody who can give a clear reason why we observe daylight savings time.
4. Your friends love you anyway.
5. Once you love someone, even though through time, that love will change a bit or increase/decrease, you will always love that person.

...and here endeth the lesson.

So here's the unimportant stuff. Haha.
Finally got my Nevada liscence
... it's actually by luck.
I took the written test without studyin
and I passed borderline.

School starts in a week.
It's kind of hectic with the CNA program.
Gotta run around town to do all the stuff required of me
Uniforms, CPR certification, vaccination, drug test, skin test
blah blah blah...

I finally touched my scrapbook again.
after so long.
... went to Micheal's and bought stuff for it
I could never stress this enough
Micheal's is damn expensive
...after a while at least.

So how's me?
2 words: Emotionally disfunctional
My current situation sucks.
Mom, Haezel and Don gone... far far away.
...but at least I still have Ro who checks up on me
so often like everyday-ish. ^_^
but I'm surviving. Life's just a damn peach.


Thursday, January 05, 2006

Finally... an update.
Trip to San Diego rocked.
Got to see Ro and Ricky and Don again
yay \o/

I now think there's actually something in Starbuck's for me
I got to see the pacific ocean again|
only this time, it's colder.
We walked around a man-made lake
We went to a Japanese garden
We got to visit Alex
We got to kick back with Von
and he turns out to be "acquanted" with my boyfriend.

Since I got back,
nothing's ever been the same
I could say that going there changed me
and had a major effect in my life.
It's really great...
recieving the gift of a second chance
Thank you


Also, my mom and Haezel is now back on Guam.
Don's back in South Carolina
I realize that I'm going to have
to learn to be independent. For reals.
I moved back into the old room I had
before my mom and Haezel was here.
Just started settling in and my closet's a mess.

I'll post up some pictures later.
I'm too lazy. All for now.


Sunday, December 18, 2005

Looking Back Once More

1) Was 2005 a good year for you?
One of the better ones

2) What was your favorite moment of the year?
when new people entered my life and played important roles in it.

3) What was your least favorite moment of the year?
-at one point, the BevRoJen became a Bev    Ro     Jen.
-when my world began to crumble
-when I left the only world I've ever know.


4) Where were you when 2005 began?
...on my bed- asleep. Or i think i was grating coconuts

5) Who were you with?
my stuffed animals

6) Where will you be when 2005 ends?
San Diego

7) Who will you be with when 2005 ends?
possibly with Don, Ro and Rick.

8) Did you keep your new years resolution of 2005?
... somewhat. I actually worked it during the middle of the year.

9) Do you have a new years resolution for 2006?
     Yes, lose weight. Oh and get an A at least in ONE of my classes.

10) Did you fall in love in 2005?
    ...I'm getting there

11) If yes, with who?
take a wild guess

12) If yes, do they know?
i'm hoping they will when i do

13) Are you still in love with them?
...you assume like I said "yes" on #10

14) You regret it?
I don't think I will. But I hope I won't.

15) Did you breakup with anyone in 2005?
er...no.

16) Did you make any new friends in 2005?
yeah. I bring out my "people person" sometimes

17) Who are your favorite new friends?
-Annette who shared a similar intrest in Buffy with me... and is somewhat the new and improved version of me. The bitch. The slut. only smarter and cuter.
-The rest of the "Juniors" who are now seniors in Sanchez
-Rox and the trig study buddies who helped me pass
-Amaranth who shared her sandwhiches and the juniors from anatomy
-The Oedipus at Colonus group. You guys seriously rocked. Even though we worked within the boundaries of time limits and the unbearable hot "shooting set"

18) What was your favorite month of 2005?
June

19) Did you
travel outside of the US in 2005?
...Okay, I left Guam. Went to PI and I finally arrived ON the US

20) How many different states have you traveled in 2005?
3... Nevada, California, Arizona. My neighbors. Haha

21) Did you lose anybody close to you in 2005?
Yeah. It was something I've never experienced before.

22) Did you miss anybody in the past year?
Yeah. But I miss more people this year. Homesickness season.

23) What was your favorite movie that you saw in 2005?
I don't know about favorite but memorable, it was the last movie I ever watched on Guam. `Cause Charles and I were the only ones yelling throughout the previews.

24) What was your favorite song from 2005?
The Best out of my favorites... "Hollaback Girl" - Gwen Stefani. Why? Lots of memories.

25) What was your favorite record from 2005?
You mean CD's? Phantom of the Opera Soundtrack.

26) How many concerts did you see in 2005?
 Three major boring ones. My music class required for me to see.

27) Did you have a favorite concert in 2005?
Out of the three... The most entertaining, the "Holiday Concert." Chrismas songs (common and classics) played only in guitars.

28) Did you drink a lot of alchohol in 2005?
Oh... FCUK. YEAH.

29) Did you do a lot of
drugs in 2005?
well...er... *blush* not a lot. Just once. pot.

30) How many people did you sleep with in 2005?
around.. ten or more.

31) Did you do anything you are ashamed of this year?
Somehow ashamed. But mostly regretting.

33) What was the worst lie someone told you in 2005?
"I'm just joking."

34) Did you treat somebody badly in 2005?
Yeah. I was like bitch of the hallway. Bitch of the circle. Bitch of the everything. and everywhere.

35) Did somebody treat you badly in 2005?
Yeah and it changed a major aspect in my life.

36) How much
money did you spend in 2005?
a lot.

37) What was your proudest moment of 2005?
Well I'd first say Graduating from High school... but then, I actually cried in front of Mr. Hu when I found out I just passed his class. Thus, graduation here I come.

38) What was your most embarrassing moment of 2005?
My period actually leaked through my skirt on the 2nd day of college life. And I walked to and out of my last class not knowing about it.

39) If you could go back in time to any moment of 2005 what would it be?
No, no going back. It'll change the its ripple effects of the now.

40) What are your plans for 2006?
Become a CNA. Start saving money. Learn how to be somewhat independent. Get good grades so I can get into the Limited-entry Radiation Therapy program.



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