BuMp-En: StiLL BaLLin - 2pac [[ stacy's influence ]]

GruBbin: WuZ on DeM CoOKi3z... [[ GiaNT CommUnioN OreOz ]]

FeE-LinZ: SoO GuD... [[ smiLez ]]

ThinKin: Mai Babe3 and Of CoursE LenA she waNTed me taH upDate This ThaNG... =] thanks fer da reminder

[].[ YeS-Ter-DaE ].[]

Well...last night me and my babe3 had an argument... I mean it this time... it wasnt a fight... just a quarrel... (( I understand if you can't believe me on this because I know we're known for fighting about the little-est thingz [[ but u gotta remember we always get over it, sooner than later]] He'z wONderphuL )) well here's how it went...

I guess it was my fault for not being in a happy mood after he said he might go to ******* Birthday Party... I've been dropping hints i was pissed fer an hour and half already but he was really good at keeping his cool then:

Sin: Its so hard being your girlfriend

Haku: THEN WHY DONT U FREAKIN BREAK UP WITH ME DEN!!!!!

Sin: *tears* (( sob sob )) [[ sniff sniff ]]

Haku: (( sob sob )) my stomach is hurting...

Then it went quiet for a long time...and all of a sudden the phone suddenly played its dialtone...I thot he hung up but he kawled my cell and...:

Haku: What Happened?

Sin: I ono

Haku: Are you Mad?

Sin: Why, Are You?

Haku: No

Sin: How do you feel?

Haku: Sorry cause I shouldn't have said that its just cause you said it was hard to be my girlfriend

After that it all blanked out... Its weird I remember a few last things... I know that at least a few times b4 everything went completyl blank.. he told me he loved me and that he was sorry... I apologized and then he said he loved me so much... and i replied with an i love you too... and Earlier i couldnt fall asleep but then knowing that he does care and knowing that i feel strong enough for him to apologize and accept his apologies makes me feel so satisfide... like he's worth fighting for and all this trouble is just something i have to go through to have somebody as wonderphul as mai babe3...

Hopefully, you don't think I'm obsessed or bragging but I Love Him and He Loves Me... and I guess everytime my heart was broken there was one reason... and that is to Lead me to AJ and Make-up all the pain I went through... I LOvE YoO Babe3!!!

Haha its long... SorRy Lena, hope it doesnt bore you.. =]

Its 6:45pm and I'm just sittin around...I guess its kinda funny cause I should do homework...I promise after my entry I will cause well yea... I started this already... might as well finish it... Today was pretty good for a monday... I miss mai babe3... My only DuCky!!! I'm gonna go... I gotta write something in mai otha xanga... something much less happy than this one... I LuHv YoO feR thoSe of YoU [[ allowed to have this xanga listed ]]... everyone else can... @*#&$& !!! ...

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Its 8 ish... sittin here talkin tew AyE-JaY... he emailed me...and it was such a sweet email...and It was a good part of the day... I'd c/p it but I've changed my ways...keepin all the sweet and romantic things in between me and him... so ppl dont be jockin are *uniqueness*... yup =] and I lost my cell phone privelages...but I'll do my best to talk tew aj...as much as I can... I love the boy... what can I do?.... well... I'm on the phone w/ him...so gotta go... much luhv... tew PaPah, oToTo YoshI boShi -san, and my MaMah!!!!

Well…this is my first entry… I guess yesterday was a bad day but hopefully today will be different…I miss him so much…he’s watching a breaking video and askin his dad if they’re goin anywhere today…He probably is…Him and his family are like bizzy beez… Mine are like slow snails…well except for me…I want a to be a bizzy bee but my family… I’m hungry, Its almost lunch and I haven’t ate breakfast yet…hmm mcdonalds?… I ono maybe not… My family is having financial problems…why buy food when you can make something up of what you have at home…but there is no food at home...I asked my mom she said she doesnt know...*sighs*

But I’m gonna do my best to make this a good day…Maybe I should kawl StacE up and see what she wants to do…I’ll do that later…that girl is probably sleepin still… haha [[[ Stacy ‘n’ Mark!!!!]]] shhh… haha… Well I’m talking to mai babe3 now… so I don’t need 2 talk to u anymore…haha jk I’ll write more later…soOnz