| | Man, its been awhile. Anyways .. sheesh, nothing is the same anymore .. i miss the way things were, everytime i think bout my past, it makes me cry, i want things the way they were. Ever since i had alan, nothing has been going right, i love my son so very much, there nothing in this world i wouldnt do for him. I just wish things would go easy, and good for me for ONCE in my life, but i dont think thats ever happening. I have no one to talk to anymore, and some times its hard for me to talk to big alan, i barely talk to roxie anymore, and i dont even talk to kristi really. I miss my friends, my dad, my brother, and my cat, and halo. I feel like everything bad thats been happening anymore is my fault. I honestly cant remember when ive been accually happy. my family think im still going threw Post Partum (sp), but i know im not, its just i have alot on my mind anymore, i dont know wat to do. for my fuckin schooling, i dont know whats gonna happen really, im sayin carlisle fucked me over big time, bc of them i had to re-do all the shit i did in carlisle in my school now, and i am doing my 2nd half of 10th grade, im not in 11th yet and i am suppose to be, and it pisses me off, im not gonna grad wit my class, and if i dont i will be fuckin pissed! work is just sucking anymore, i need to go out and get another one, but i put apps. in and then i get nothing back. i miss knowin wat goes on with my dad and my brother anymore, its like im in the dark, and i hate it. imma go, i just cant update anymore, it hurts late </3 |
| | Posted 9/5/2005 3:54 PM - 1 comments
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