heres a few songs tellin how i been feeling lately .. i have no body to talk to anymore .. i dont talk to my 2 bestest Roxie and Kristi anymore .. i miss them .. im tiered of always holding my feelings and pain i all the time .. and im tiered of crying .. when am i gonna accually be able to be happy again? the only thing that makes me smile is my son .. and i thank the lord everyday for him .. bc is he wasnt here today .. who knows wat trouble id be in .. or if i would still be alive or not .. hell i miss everyone i feel so left out anymore .,. and it hurts so bad to not talk to my friends i miss them all .. roxie kristi jessica kristen ali rissa megan jes jess crystal jackie and so many more .. the other day when i was at my dads .. i was lookin threw old pics when i was growing up .. it hurt so bad knowing that all that has changed and those times ill never have back .. imma just name sum songs .. if ya bored look up the lyrics or unless u already know the song .. but these are the feelings i have anymore ..

Simple Plan- Welcome yo my life

Smile Empty Soul- Bottom of a bottle

Smile Empty SOul- Silhouettes

Smile Empty Soul- With this knife

Vivian Green- Wish we could go back

----theres more i will put on here then .. i just wanna go and get a bath .. i might finish it up tonight .. depends i got work in the morning .. so byes </3