yea so .. its been a minute, haha! a little mad right now, so Ashley called me and asked me if i would come in bc she didnt feel good n wanted to go home so i went into work .. and she called this other person and next thing u know they come .. and i am already clocked in and everything, i was pissed!! also pissed bc the fuckin picture place in walmart is fucking me round .. we went and got Jr.s xmas pictures done .. and i was suppose to have them by now .. uh imma go and rase hell, lol!!! but yea... nothing has really been happening, just getting ready for the holidays .. cant wait till xmas! aww we got this oh so cute little santa outfit for Jr. aww hes gonna look soooo cute! omg its gonna be a bussy day tho, so many places to go! speaking of work and xmas .. imma be pissed if i work .. bc the one store i always work weekends in the morning .. and if i work in the morning ill be good .. but if its after 12 i wont fuckin work .. i dont see why she cant get sumone else .. shes so fuckin over staff and outta all fuckin people she picks ME! jsut like on turkey day i had to work .. kinda pissed me off a lil! but if i do work ill tell her i cant work .. and if she say i got to then i wont go in, and if i get fired i get fired .. im lookin for another job anyways .. but yea!

Update on Jr. .... well, he can crawl but he rather roll, haha, and he is standing on his feet well, like he will hold on to the couch and kinda walk along it, gosh and hes getting so big :), and he wants to talk so bad but cant, i know he really wants to lol!! hes just such a happy baby, and i love it!! spoiled tho, lol!

Update on Big alan and i .. we are doing GREAT .. hopefully after xmas .. we are gonna start to make a move or sumin .. i really hope we do, i kinda wanna get out on my fuckin own, ya kno??

Well imma get going .. i gotta get doin school work .. or imma fail, i have to have soo much shit made up by the 12 its crazy i got sum all nighters to pull which i can do .. but damn its gonna catch up to me reallllll fuckin bad and imma end up sleepin for lik a week straight haha .. its happened b4, its crazy shit yo! but yea..

ROXIE .. DONT WORRIE ERRYTHING WILL BE AIGHT AND I AM HERE .. WHATEVER IT IS YOU NEED .. EVEN IF I AINT GOT IT I WILL GET IT AND GIVE IT TO YOU! LOVE YOU BABY!!1 <333