| Why hello all,I really am soooooooooooo BORED IN THIS FUCKING TOWN HELLLPPPPP! !!!!!! Shawnda AKA wakem_up |
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| I got a monkey on my back HELLOOOO ALL,I am doing much better than I had anticipated and I am determined that this mishap will not bring me down.Although there is a monkey on my back that I cant shake even though I got past the fact I lost my man and he took everything I owned and left me without a place to live or even wipe my own ass.....I GOT BEYOND ALL THAT THE THING THAT EATS ME UP THE MOST IS THAT I TRUSTED MY BEST FRIEND WITH MY LIFE SOUL AND EVERY CELL AND ATOM OF MY BEING AND SHE TOOK MY LOVE TRUST HEART SOUL FOR GRANTED AND IN VAIN AND THE PATHETIC THING IS I STILL LOVE HER AND I CANT EVEN FORCE MY SELF TO BE IN ANY SHAPE FORM OR FASHION TO ALLOW ANY ANGER OR ANOMOCITY TOWARD HER AND SHE DOESNT EVEN HAVE THE SLIGHTEST BIT OF REGRET OR REMORSE FOR THE LUDE INCONSIDERATE DECEIPTFUL HORENDOUS AND MALUICIOUS ACTS THAT SHE HAS PERFORMED....... HOW SICKENING IS THAT THE MONKEY IS ON MY BACK AND I CANT TURN IT LOOSE IGNORANTLY YOURES, SHAWNDA AKA.....WAKEM_UP |
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| Bestfriends And BoyfriendsWell,hell I thought I was actually going to get the chance to live a happy little life after all that I have incurred Now I have lost my boyfriend to a person whom I once trusted with my life and she was supose to be my bestfriend you know what FUCK THAT friends like that I definately dont need any damn enemies and LOVE AND LIFE ARE BOTH OVER RATED!!!!!! slowly dieng Shawnda | |
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| I am aliveJust wanted to post a little update I am back from texas and My mom is alright now So if you wnat to leave me a message on here and let me know how to get ahold if you then I will give you a call or something if you leave a number till then be safe and God Bless! Shawnda | |
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| TRYING TO DEALWELL,IM ON HERE TO LEWT YOU KNOW THAT I AM GOING TO TRY AND FIX THE ISSUES THAT ARE NOW IN MY LIFE AND NOT GO ABOUT IT IN A IGNORANT MANNOR I NEED AS MUCH AS ADVICE AS I CAN POSSIBLLY GET AND I DONT REALLY NEED YOURE FECESCIOUS REMARKS ONLY GIVE YOURE ADVICE IF IT IS GENUINE AND SINCERE I APPRECIATE ALL THE INPUT I RECIEVE SO PLEASE DONT FEEL AS THOUGH YOURE COMMENTS HAVE OR WILL BE UNNOTTICED OKAY I WILL HOLLAR AT YOU AL LATER . SHAWNDA BAKER AKA. WAKEM_UP |
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