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| RANDOMhmmmm. school starts in 6 days. i still havent found a bookbag. ive looked everywhere. but they're all either giganticccc or north face :| & im kinda pissed that i still dont know anyone who will be in my earth science class. everyone i know has some other teacher. so that sucks. oh well w.e uhm happy early labor day. im sorry but i dont even know whats celebrated on that day. just another reason to not go to work. laziessss. summers pretty much over. ive been talkin to ppl & everyone seems to have a new look for soph yr. i think im the only one to look the same. knowing that i'll see the same bitches in school next year makes me wanna transfer. but im not willing to give up the little i've established. sorry for wasting your time if you actually read this. this is a randommm entry. from bookbags to transfering. hah what a life i lead. the end kids. | | |
| SCHEDULEok. so this is my "tentative" schedule for soph. yr. if you go to sjp & have classes with me tell me? lol i doubt anyone will but ok here goes:
Religion 10 - 207n Ms. O'Donoghue
math AB-H - 105s Ms. Moore
Nat Spanish - 120n Fr. Jorge
Health - 209n Ms. Gilmartin
R Earth Sci - 109m Ms. Koundi
Glo St H - 207s Ms. Pellecchia
Eng 10-H - 105s Mr. Fideli
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| SUNDAYnothing new. all is the same. what a wonderful summer. i cant wait til the 15th. i get my schedule then. im pretty excited bout sophmore year. i doubt it'll be any better than freshmen year. last year was horrible. it was strange being in a new school. i didnt have classes with people i knew. only two. living environment and spanish. that sucked. i hope this upcoming year i get classes with people i actually know. maybe then i would talk more and people wold get to know me. i want it to be senior year. & off to college i go. i wanna go to california, but the image scripted from shows [laguna beach, the OC, the hills] wont be my reality. i know my life wont be as fun as theirs over there, but maybe i'll make it. | | |
| CHILDISHok...so i complain alot & all. but it doesnt hurt to call stefano once in a while. i feel as if everyone around me is too fucking busy to give a damn. i hate summers. everyone forgets me & then in sept when schools back, act like everything is normal. ugh. well enough about my summer. i think i like someone. hah! how 7th gradeish girlish writting in her diary-ishly i feel... but seriously. this one girl. i've known her since the 8th grade. [yeahh i know..not too long ago.] but she makes me feel complete. she knew i used to like her & she liked me back, but nothing happened. after all it was junior high & we werent the outgoing type to ask anybody out. shes adorable & always calls me even if it is 3 times a week. shes called me like at 2 am & we talk for hours. ive lost endless nights of sleep thanks to her. does that mean something? whats the point anyways? she'll never read this. she'll never know what i feel once again. sucks being a coward. i think shes special in every way & beautiful in many more. im probably just in some phase, but....i just don't know. im so stupid. i havent really told anyone & when i feel like telling someone i write it on my xanga! hah! wow niiiiiiiice goin stefano. well thats all i guess. just a burst of emotions, even if you cant portray them thru these simple words. | | |
| ANOTHER DAYanother day has come and gone. passed me by. i do nothing. i'll waste my days away. until something good finds me. this summer isn't what i expected. i've been having deadly boring days. no one wants to hang out. theyre either "busy" or on their own vacation. this sucks. im still watching the world cup final. i hope france wins. today i ate chinese food. yummy. gosh i feel obese once more. is this normal? well im still waiting on my fone. UPS takes forever. i think FedEx is better. my camera no longer works. when i turn it on the zoomy thingy doesnt come out properly. ugh this blows. i guess no new myspace or xanga pics for a while. bleh. hope your summers are better. | | |
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