you guys havent subbed in forever, so i thought i would just put this out there; thanks for not subbing:[
eh, whatever; ill be gone all weeknd anyway.
one
Don't waste your time regretting all your wrongs.
Know that in the end, you'll get what your heart longs.
Try not to risk it all; don't stumble; don't fall.
Take the time to read the writings on the wall.
Hold your head high; don't be afraid to say goodbye.
Stay true and be you. do everything there is to do.
Live life to the fullest and never look back -
There is a reason for the future and a reason for the past.
Love til it hurts; laugh til you cry.
And when your life flashes before you die,
Be happy for what you've done,
Be happy for what you've overcome,
And most of all, be proud of what you've become.
two
"its crazy right? to love someone who's hurt you" -- "it's crazier to think that someone who hurts you loves you"
three
&& for once she wants to be the person to have a secret admirer. The person to be thought of 24 hours, 7 days a week. She wants to be the person that gets all those stupid love notes. She wants to feel the feeling of having someone sprung over her. && for once, just once, she wants to be told that she's loved by someone who actually means it.. without having to tell them she loves them first.
four
a good friend will talk with you about
a boy your thinking about, but a best
friend will blurt out "she likes you &
wants to bang you!" right to his face.
five
I don't want someone because I'm scared for the ending. I'm scared to fall in love again; open up completely & just get shut out. Think about it.. it's not a completely irrational fear. You give your heart away & then you just get it back.. but then one little piece is always going to be missing. Everyone you give your heart away to takes a little piece of it with him, & eventually ___________ what's left to give?
six
don't ever let a boy build you up with his
words, cause the higher you are, the
harder you fall, and trust me;; you always
fall. </3
seven
out of everyone i've met,
it's you i can't forget.
eight
forgive your enemies,
but do not forget their names.<3
nine
you're the most important person in my existence & that scares me
++ Dawsons Creek
ten
There is a difference between
knowing the path & walking the path.
eleven
sometimes I just wish someone would take the time to go past my sarcasm, my loud mouth, my smiling face, my grades and my remarks to see a part of me that few have ever seen.
twelve
I was born to be stubborn, to be a little bit bitchy, to push people, to push myself. I was taught never to take life for granted, to live a little, to love with everything I have, to never give up, to believe in myself, but most of all, fight for myself.
thirteen
It's not okay because he made me laugh. Because
I didn't have to pretend to be anything other than
who I am when I was with him. Because I don't
believe that stuff about finding your other half,
but because I do believe that what you look for is
someone who makes you a better person when
you're with them, who changes you for the better,
who makes you the best person you can possibly be,
and because I thought I had found that in him.
fourteen
I want to know exactly what makes you tick, I want to know your problems. I want to know what days you`re waking up on the wrong side of the bed, I want to know how many pillows you sleep with. I want to know why you sleep with a window open. I want to know if I`m ever needed, if I`m good enough to keep you warm at night time. I want to know if I even have a chance anymore. I want to know everything about you, whether it be fact or fiction. I want to know your past, your future, your inbetweens. Your favorite colors, your phobias ; everything.
fifteen
Dearly beloved, we are gathered here today to mourn everything worth mourning. the broken laughs, the empty hearts, the secret tears and the ones who don`t love us back. there will always be that one girl wearing green among the black dresses and the other women might stick up their noses but deep down they all know she`s the only one there who knows herself. everyone wants to be in love on Christmas, and not the kind of love that`s special like getting dressed up to see a play downtown, but the kind of love that`s special like snow on your birthday, when your birthday`s in July.
Dearly beloved, we are gathered here today to mourn the unmailed letters and the lonely decembers. the children ask, does it ever go away ? they`re asking about heartache and you know better than to lie so you answer truthfully and you say, no, it doesn`t, it doesn`t go away. one day you`re jumping in puddles and the next thing you know 30 years have passed and you`re telling your kids to walk around them. everyone is taught to look both ways before crossing the street and to talk quietly in the library, but no one ever learns anything that matters, like how to keep breathing when your heart breaks in half.
Dearly beloved, we are gathered here today to remember what it`s like to be alone and to listen to the silence as the casket is lowered and the mother starts to cry and the aunts try to comfort her and the father doesn`t cry and no one tries to comfort him and the silence shatters like a thousand pieces of paper ripping in half and the day you danced in front of the three-way mirror seems like a lifetime ago as the father starts to cry and no one knows what to do.
Dearly beloved, we are gathered here today to mourn the loss of yet another empty soul for whom death was the only way out.
sixteen
life's funny sometimes, but it's an amazing thing
things change. people change. but somewhere
along the line, you learn to deal with it.
bad things happen, you get hurt. your heart
gets broken. you lose the people closest to you.
and people you love might turn their backs on you.
you realize what true friends really are.
you finally learn to actually live life to its fullest.
just because something bad happened,
you realized how much everyone takes life for granted.
but for now, we're gonna stay young.
and live life like we're never gonna see it again.
believe in ourselves and everyone around us.
we're always gonna look for the better things.
remember, things happen. whether they're bad, good,
exciting or breath taking. don't regret anything.
because at one point it was exactly what you wanted.
just live it up, because there's no time for regrets.
seventeen
it`s amazing the things you realize when you lose someone:
you get mad at yourself for not saying the things
you could've a million times, you take for granted
the days spent doing nothing when you could have been
with them. anyone can be taken, at any time in our lives,
but we always wait until they're gone to say the things
we never had the courage to before.
eighteen
Doubt me & I’ll prove
you wrong. Tell me what
to do & I’ll tell you off. Say
I’m not worth it & watch
where I end up. Call me a
bitch & I’ll show you one.
Screw me over & I’ll do it
to you twice as bad
nineteen
Nowadays its practically impossible to be sure about anything. but i'm positive about this; I want to be with you. there's only one of every person and no matter how much alike they may be, there's never going to be another you. you're the one i want.
twenty
Relationships aren't easy. So much comes with them. No one actually realizes how much trouble a relationship is until they're in one. Yes, it may seem great at first, but are you still gonna feel that way when you realize that you can't trust them or are fighting with the?. Are you gonna feel that way in good times & bad. Most likely you aren't going to. But, that's what makes a relationship so amazing. No matter how much you can hate that person, if it's true love, it will always work out.
twenty-one
Your first love; you know who I'm talking about. The only boy you've ever really fallen for, & you know that it's true love. It's none of the silly immature love that people claim they do after a couple of weeks; you've got honesty & loyalty; you fight & yet you still love because you both know what you want. You both know that you were meant for each other so you wouldn't want mess things up. No matter how many times you fight, you know deep down that you could never truly be mad at them. To think that they were out of your life before is just simply amazing how you ever lived before at all. Not a day goes by without you constantly thinking about them & it scares the hell out of you to think, "If I'm so in love with this one person, this person that I love with everything I have, how do other people move on & love another?" You're so emotionally attached to this boy that you're so scared to love someone else. This boy taught you the real meaning of love & you never thought you had love in you until he came along & showed you. You never knew what the meaning of jealousy was until every time he mentioned a girl, it made you want to make sure that you were the best thing he has. Everything you've dreamt up of a perfect boy was nothing compared to what this boy has because it made you see that not everything you want is everything you need. You'll never forget the boy that changed your whole life because he's your best friend & the love of your life <3
©dolledupwords__x
twenty-two
When I was in grade school, they told me to write down what I wanted to be when I grew up. I wrote down happy. They told me I didn't understand the assignment; I told them they didn't understand my life.
twenty-three
Blood means you’re related;
it doesn’t mean you’re family
twenty-four
5 dreams per night.
That's like 30 billion dreams
a year. So at least one of
those has to be about me
twenty-five
Live your life so the preacher
doesn’t have to lie at your funeral
twenty-six
Sometimes a heart can’t
afford to be "just friends"
twenty-seven
we met.
i fell.
you left.
i cried.
twenty-eight
Never put a period after
"I love you" because that
means your love has an ending
twenty-nine
I want to be the girl who’s
picture is in your locker
& when you’re looking at it
your boys ask who that picture
is of & you say this is the girl
I was telling you about,
she’s the one I love
thirty
Boy she gave you so many
hints that you must've been
blind to not see them,
but then again you can't see love
thirty-one
She didn't giggle or blush
wildly when she saw him. She
didn't write his name all
over pieces of paper. She
simply lived with his
face in her heart all the time.
A kind of sweet hurtful ache
thirty-two
"If you search your heart
and listen to its instructions,
you'll end up where you belong."
- Boy Meets World
thirty-three
The best boyfriend you'll
have isn’t the best looking,
the funniest, or the richest.
Its the one that makes
you feel gorgeous,
hilarious, and like a million
dollars. He makes sure
you know he loves you
thirty-four
We're the kind of friends
that kill each other
for a handful of Doritos,
chocolate chip cookies,
or grapes, & in the end
we don't say sorry,
we say, "Haha, too bad bitch!"
thirty-five
The game of life is a lot like
football; you have to tackle
your problems, block your
fears, and score your points
whenever you have the chance
thirty-six
One day you're
gonna look at me,
and say "Wow. She was my
best friend" I'm going to look
at you, and think "Wow, that
was the first boy I ever loved."
thirty-seven
Love stinks. You can dress
it up with sequins and shoulder
pads, but one way or
another you're just going
to end up alone at the spring
dance strapped into
uncomfortable underwear.
-- Veronica Mars
thirty-eight
Relationships are worth fighting
for. But sometimes, you can't
be the only one fighting
thirty-nine
Older Sister: Make sure to shoulder-check before you drive out of the curb.
Younger Sister: So I don't hit anyone?
Older Sister: No silly, to check out the hottie behind you.
fourty
I’m not single,
I’m just romantically challenged
fourty-one
In three words i could sum up
everything i learned about life:
it goes on everything
I learned about love:
it doesn’t last
and everything i learned
about people:
they change fast
fourty-two
I flipped the cards over
& saw hearts
I shuffled them & said
"I don’t deal with love"
fourty-three
It's true.
we block out things
we don't want to remember
founty-four
All I have ever wanted is someone to understand that even though I am smiling and I tell you "I'm fine," it is killing me to see him again, and I don't want to say it.
fourty-five
Yesterday night I cried myself to sleep. I kept contemplating over the things you told me; everything. Just thinking about you made me cry uncontrollably. I hate this feeling, I really do. Honestly, I've tried to let go of you but I just can't, & I really don't want to either. I thought everything you told me meant something & I still want to believe it, but you're with her & I've never seen you so happy before. I can't deal with the fact that she's the one you're thinking about, she's the one you hug & kiss, she's the one you call every single day. I can't deal with the fact that the only person I love loves someone else.</3
fourty-six
I put my hand in his, and felt his fingers
fold over mine, gently leading me to the edge
of the floor. I was about to make some joke
to lighten things up, but he put his arms around
my waist and pulled me closer. And suddenly,
I didn't feel like talking about anything.
fourty-seven
I used to keep a journal,
but ever since I've been with you,
It's been hard. There's so much
to say and the pages are just better
being blank; I'll remember it all anyway
fourty-eight
This is to you. This is to you, his best friend. The girl who puts up with more taunting, teasing, and endless torture that she ever should because she knows he teases the people he loves the most. This is to you, the girl he always calls first to tell about his big news or just to talk to someone about the latest episode of Lost, even though he knows you don’t care, but you’ll listen. This is to you, who picks him up at any hour, at any place, when he gets into another fight with his parents, and he knows you’ll drop everything to go and get him. This is to you, one of the guys. The one who laughs when they tell you they sometimes forget you’re a girl, or when they create new nicknames for you that aren’t cute, but mean something relating to you being a whore or a slut. This is to you, the girl who was there when there was too much alcohol and too much loneliness in the room that night and things got carried away. The girl who spent the next week hiding from her parents with hickeys on her neck. The girl who never asked you about what happened and just accepted that you didn’t want anything more than that night, though that might have been just what she wanted. This is to you, who shells out endless amounts of $$ that you really can’t afford. This is to you, when you realize his best friends have become yours. This is you who set up those dates for him with your cute friends when a piece of you is actually jealous. And to you again, when you are the one who helps him through his relationship with all of those girls. This is to you, the girl who hears everything that people say about you two, and this is to you again, the girl who chooses to ignore everything they say. This is to you, the girl who never thought she would say the sentence "No, we’re just friends…" so many times in her life. This is to you. The girl who ignores the looks, the comments, the rumors, and the speculations of everyone else. To the girl who know the true meaning of friendship, even if she is "one of the guys," or if she does maybe want something more. This is to the girl who wouldn’t give up what she has for anything, because she is happy.
This is to you.
fourty-nine
"You see," he says to the girl, "you closed your eyes. That was the difference. Sometimes you cannot believe what you see, you have to believe what you feel. and if you are ever going to have other people trust you, you must feel that you can trust them, too ; even when you're in the dark, even when you're falling."
fifty
She's so beautiful that everytime you look at her, your knees tremble, your heart just melts, and you know right then and there, without any reservations, that there's order and meaning to this universe.
Pacey, Dawson's Creek<3
fifty-one
Sometimes you have to stand alone, just to make sure you still can.
fifty-two
if he's dumb enough to walk away,
be smart enough to let him go.<3
fifty-three
here's to:
the night I stood in the park.
the night I cried so hard I couldnt breathe.
the night I prayed for him to take me back.
& of course the night he never looked back.
fifty-four
interesting how people use that expression, 'life & death.'
As if to imply that life is the opposite of death,
but birth is the opposite of death. Life..has no opposite.
fifty-five
She's finally accepted the changes
& realizing nothing can be the same anymore
but she's keeping her strength up
& she's willing to try her best to never look back.
fifty-six
you told me that i was just another
face in the crowd so i told you
that you were just another jerk up
the street. maybe it was my fault to
interrupt your words, because
while you were walking away, i heard
you murmur, "another face in the
crowd...that managed to take my breath
away.." while i found myself saying,
"another jerk up the street,
that i'd die to live next to..."
fifty-seven
We're women.
We don't say what we want,
but we reserve the right
to be pissed off if we don't get it.
fifty-eight
Have you ever looked at a picture & seen a stranger in the background. It makes you wonder, how many starangers have pictures of you? How many moments of other peoples lives have we been in? Were we a part of someones life when their dream came true? Or were we there when their dreams died. Did we keep trying to get in, as if we were somehow destined to be there. Or did the shot take us by surprise. Just think, you could be a big part of someone`s life, & not even know it.
fifty-nine
Be courteuous to all, but intimate with few, and let those few be well tried before you give them your confidence. True friendship is a plant of slow growth, and must undergo and withstand the shocks of adversity before it is entitled to the appellation.
George Washington
sixty
Amy: Maybe love's like math. You don't get better at it but you just get used to it. Simple equations with the occasional variable.
Ephram: I hope not. I suck at math.
Everwood
sixty-one
Isn`t if funny how day-by-day
nothing changes, but then when
you look back, everything is different.
sixty-two
The best feeling in the world
is knowing that you actually mean
something to someone .
sixty-three
There is always one guy in every girl's life that she'll never forget;; the summer it all began, and a distance between them that never seems to disappear.<3 | 