seriously.

So i was on youtube today and finally got to watch the final dance battle for ACDC v M&M (whore n whorest crew) ok, ok i know "what the hell is faye doing watching some miley cyrwhore dance battle?" well i only kept track of it because of ADAM SEVANI and CHRIS BROWN!! theyre so cute with all their dancing and stuff... anyways, i soooo wanted acdc (adam s and chris b team) to win!!! THEY EVEN HAD JABAWOKEEZ!!!!! and M&M crew only had some LL cool J fool. UGH!! seriously! watch the videos everyone! you'll know what im talking about! seriously ACDC was hot! they were sooo good in all the videos, and Miley and Mandy cant even dance! like they busted out with all these other b-boys in their crew and the two of them (miley and mandy) only do some lame choreographed stuff that wasnt even close to what Adam S and Chris B do?! just coz that Miley "I love taking pics of me in my underwear" Cyrus is famous, she wins even tho their not better dancers??!! LAMEE!!!!!! Chris B is hot btw

    So i have 5 days until the 11th which is when Law come back from tapeworm/hepatitis land, oops sorry i mean, dirtlyville, oops i meant the Jungle... oops sorry, i mean the Philippines. (hahahah i bet the "Filipino Pride club" is having a heart attack right now, haha its my race i make fun of it all i want! haha) So i'm actually conflicted. I'm really excited that he's coming back, heck knows i missed him like crazy (especially the first week! I was dying!) but for some reason, part of me somehow around the second week started to like the fact that they're not home. I mean if Law was to come back by himself i would be happy, but thats just it. I want HIM to come back, but i don't know how i feel about everyone else being back here. I was feeling really lonely at first, no one to talk to, sleeping alone in such a big ass house, doing everything for myself, I mean really the first week it was overwhelming, i was sooooo lonely and i hated it. But sometime around the second week, i started getting into my own groove of things. I had my own schedule that i followed without even thinking about it, I learned to wake myself up and go to school, I did my own laundry, i cleaned my room, I watched my shows, I mean sure i had no one to talk to but it was OK being on my own for a while. Now that they're coming home in 5 days, I started thinking about how, when they come back, there's gonna be drama again. There's gonna be a hater hating on me again for no reason, someone "NAGPAPARINEG" (saying things outloud so i'll hear it instead of just telling me straight out) to me whenever she can. someone complaining every weekend that i don't clean. Then theres gonna be some one annoying me with all their neediness to my boyfriend. I have to compete with family for attention. I'm gonna stress out because when were on a date people keep calling him about things and he can never say "no i'm on a date" I'm gonna be frustrated coz i'm gonna hear high pitched "what are you doing now!'s" from outside. I have to be stuck in my room and keep the door closed again. I have to fake being polite, I have no say on anything. I'm gonna be stressing about our financial situations, and problems that we worry about constantly. (it was nice to have a break from thinking about that stuff everyday) OH MY FRIGGEN GOD!!!!! I DONT WANT THEM TO COME BACK!!! (except for  Law of course) DAMN!!! Now i'm gonna be stressing out for the next 5 days thinking about how crappy its gonna be when they come back. OMG!! I JUST REALIZED> OF COURSE THEYRE NOT GONNA BE GOING BACK TO WORK RIGHT AWAY, THAT MEANS THEY'RE GONNA BE STAYING HOME THE REST OF THE WEEK TO REST!! THAT MEANS IM SERIOUSLY GONNA HEAR HER COMPLAINING ABOUT HOW I DONT CLEAN GOOD ENOUGH THE WHOLE WEEK!!!!!! AHHHHHHH!!!!!!! *passes out*

Seriously though, i feel so bad that I don't want them to come back but c'mon who can blame me really? It's not my fault shes a total hater, and hates on me every chance she gets.