help

me girls

i need you

:(

comments please

hola loves

well the boyfriend was home all week

so as you probably can already guess this

wasnt my best week ever.

but he doesnt come home again for a while
so i can fast during the week && barely eat
on the weekends.

i'll update tomorrow

♥

I came up with a plan...

On weekends: try to eat as little as possible.
During the weekdays: Fast.

I've been super busy this weekend;
I'll update tomorrow!

I love you girls,
Stay strong <33

well today is the last day

Well today is going to be the last day of my fast for sure
I have to go to my little brother's hockey game && than
probably out to lunch after. Ugh... I honestly have been
fasting for so long I forgot what it feels like to be full and
have food in my mouth, just thinking about it makes me gag.

Hopefully the whole... "I dont feel well..." thing will work.

Hours Fasted:
1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15
16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30
31 32 33 34 35 36 37 38 39 40 41 42 43 44 45
46 47 48 49 50 51 52 53 54 55 56 57 58 59 60
61 62 63 64 65 66 67 68 69 70 71 72 73 74 75
76 77 78 79 80 81 82 83 84 85 86 87 88 89 90
91 92 93 94 95 96 97 98 99 100 101 102 103 104
105 106 107 108 109 110 111 112 113 114
115 116 117 118 119 120 121 122 123 124 125 126
127 128 129 130 131 132 133 134

<3 stay strong darlings, I love you girls.


The blonde standing up is gorgeous <33
P.s. I feel skinny today!

EDIT//
Well my fast ended, I am so mad at myself.
i just had the longest fast of my life but I am
so mad that not eating at Chipotle even crossed
my mind. I just ate. Ugh anyways..

I weighed myself and with clothes on im 125
So thats good but I just ate alomst a whole
burrito bol from chipotle, fat fuck.

Ugh... Cheer me up?
Saty strong <33

so sleepy

haha I didnt go to bed last night till like midnight
I was supposed to be doing homework but I was
so cold so I decided to take a hot bath instead...
I have 3 tests today and I didn't study for any of them.
I'm basically fucked.

Hours fasted:
1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15
16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30
31 32 33 34 35 36 37 38 39 40 41 42 43 44 45
46 47 48 49 50 51 52 53 54 55 56 57 58 59 60
61 62 63 64 65 66 67 68 69 70 71 72 73 74 75
76 77 78 79 80 81 82 83 84 85 86 87 88 89 90
91 92 93 94 95 96 97 98 99 100 101 102 103 104
105 106 107 108 109 110 111 112 113 114
115 116 117 118 119 120

that is soo perfect, god i want that so bad!
stay strong my darlings, i love you
<33

p.s. i will reply to everyones comments after i
fail 3 tests and watch a movie at school haha

:)

-Nat

p.s.s. this is the first time during my fast that i have
being sooo hungry that my tummy is growling....
weird...

EDIT//
I'm on thanksgiving break :)
and I'm still fasting!
I had a little granola to take my vitamins
with but thats it, couldnt be more than 20 cals.

How are you girls doing?

EDIT///
work was lame... as always
but i am still fasting.... i do not
even understand how i am doing
this but i feel like shit right now
and im sooo tired so i think im
gonna go to bed. im gonna be forced
to eat tomorrow :( so i'll update how
many hours i really ended up fasting
for.... love you girls<33