well i got a new phone, and most of my numbers back, but if you call me, don't be surprised if the first thing i say is "hey . . . who is this?"
so it's been a tough few weeks . . . i'm not going to go into any detail, but the combination of several different things has put a lot of stress on me, and worse than that, it's begun to pull my focus off of what i'm really trying to do this summer - better myself for His purposes, and not my own . . .
that's so much easier said than done, and i realize more and more each day that it's the people i surround myself with that end up having the biggest impact on my life and how i act and the decisions i make . . . i may once again need to re-evaluate myself, just take a step back and ask myself, "hey, is this really who i want to be, or is this who i think i need to be?"
it's going to be alright though, because through it alll . . . all the mistakes and heartaches cannot compare to the comfort and peace that can only be brought about through a right relationship with our God . . . so i can talk the talk, but can i walk the walk? it's time to find out . . . say a prayer for me, if you will . . .
"Do not seek revenge or bear a grudge against one of your people, but love your neighbor as yourself. I am the Lord."
- Leviticus 19:18
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