Is church camp a big deal?

I guess. The fun, the company, the amount of things you can actually do with your friends, yes it is a big deal. I'm upset, frustrated and annoyed that I actually can't go because of school.

We've grown supposedly much less emo-er than before, at present I feel the worst because of the never ending pile of worksheets growing (that's equivalent to files getting thicker), examinations and worst of all, the envy of my friends who got into a JC or a Polytechnic. *stabs self*

I never felt so lost, so much anger& frustration, so confused and so drained because of all these.

Never again will I speak; never again will words come out.

It's not even appreciated, now what's the use of speaking out then?

ELF (Or is it something else? GAH I forgot! Hur)

Where has all my emo girls been. I've been broken so badly, I guess I've learnt to let it go, make myself pampered and happy.

Congrats to Nat for doing so well in Cheerobics '06

Thanks Sarah for being such a cool host at the Fiesta. Though I totally lost my way around your huge school.

Let's all return to where we were and kiss our emo boys. I / Hate my EmoBoy. Way too emo sometimes. I get frustrated talking to him though.

I was kidding about the kissing part! WHEY. Teehee.

Love you girls. Miss you loads too.

I am SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO upset.

Stupid boy, I liked you but you liked my bestfriend. Go and die. I shouldn't be seeing you at all. Why did I like you in the first place?

Argh, I think I need to vent my poor anger somewhere, I might just start crying again. What the freakshit show, I want to swear now.

IHIONCIODNCKDNV He should just die.

Elf.

i need to talk to somebody. i got all my emotions stuffed into this glass jar, i cannot explain how painful it is to stop thinking about all the things that happened. no one understands why am i becoming like that, i cannot stop myself from being so selfish.

i though midweeks were the best but i was proven wrong, yet again.

i'm having a bad day, a bad week and a bad month. particularly in January. i might just fall back into reality, but i hope fantasies would end just a little later.

yeah, like totally kill me now please.

crycrysobsob.

how in the world do the strikethroughs occur? i haven't gotten them since i started xanga. *tears*

You bloody emo boy
You bloody emo boy who
You bloody emo boy who tore
You bloody emo boy who tore my
You bloody emo boy who tore my heart
You bloody emo boy who tore my heart into
You bloody emo boy who tore my heart into a
You bloody emo boy who tore my heart into a million
You bloody emo boy who tore my heart into a million pieces.



I'm soooooo not going to fall in love with any Tom, Dick or Wei Qiang.
So shut up before I sew your mouth shut!
BOOHOOHOO DAMN YOU NON-EMOS.
):

Emu.