Is church camp a big deal?

I guess. The fun, the company, the amount of things you can actually do with your friends, yes it is a big deal. I'm upset, frustrated and annoyed that I actually can't go because of school.

We've grown supposedly much less emo-er than before, at present I feel the worst because of the never ending pile of worksheets growing (that's equivalent to files getting thicker), examinations and worst of all, the envy of my friends who got into a JC or a Polytechnic. *stabs self*

I never felt so lost, so much anger& frustration, so confused and so drained because of all these.

Never again will I speak; never again will words come out.

It's not even appreciated, now what's the use of speaking out then?

ELF (Or is it something else? GAH I forgot! Hur)