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weepingWillows
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Country: United States
State: Maryland
Birthday: 12/17/1989
Gender: Female
Interests: Draw, play my guitar, sing, dance, and hang out with my friends
Occupation: Student
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Member Since:
6/20/2003
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| It has been a while since I have written in here. I have been going to my other site. Midnight_paranoia. It is also on Xanga. Anyways, Ben is my hero. I love him so fucking much. I never thought I would have this many feelings of one person in my life. I know that I am only 13 years old, and that I am "too young" to be in love. Well, screw whoever thinks or says that. Because, all I know, is that what I am feeling, is love. I have never felt this way before. The more time I spend with Ben, the more I get these feelings. Andrew wants me to dump him, but, screw what Andrew thinks right now. I am going to spend this whole entire rest of the summer with the only person I love the most... and of course, take a wild guess who that might be. Ben!!!! Heh... anyways, I am really bored, so I will try to put some mroe shit in here. Peace out. | | |
| I miss Ben so much. I never thought that about 5 days without him would be like hell. I have been so depressed, and hurting myself even more... I just can't take this anymore. I hate myself for doing this all of the fucking time. It hurts so bad. I don't know what to do. I miss Ben. Growl. I wish I could see him, right now. I wish he was here to hold me in his arms, while I cried... and cried... all my worries away. But, he isn't here right now, so I can't. Blah......  | | |
| I am sad, because my best friend is sad. I love her so much, and I don't know what I would do without her. She has always been there for me, and I will always be there for her. She is the greatest person to be with. Beautiful, sweet, nice, and cool. Anyways... Marilyn Manson is my lifelong hero. He is the greatest there can be. Heh... Blah. I don't know what else to write about, so...I shall go. | | |
| My friend's party was pretty cool last night. Not a lot of people showed up though. We went swimming, and my friend Sara made up syncronized swimming. Heh. It was fun... until I got another Migrane. Damn, I hate them. My eyes get all sensitive to light and stuff. It sucks ass. Anyways, I have to go babysitt now. So, I will write some more shit later if I have a chance to. | | |
| I finally got to talk to my friend, since she has been away. It has been 4 whole days since I have not hurt myself... but... It is getting harder on my friend. She is hurting herself even more. And I don't know what to do! It is scaring the living shit out of me. I really don't want anything to happen to her. I would die. I would probably end up killing myself if anything did happen to her. She is greatest person in the world, next to Ben. She has always been there for me, and I am always there for her. I just want her to be okay... that is all... | | |
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