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Wednesday, July 16, 2008

Wed, 16 Jul 2008 20:42:56 GMT

He broke up with me.

I came home from Portland to find a letter on my porch, part of his graduation gift returned, and money to pay for the part he didn't give back. He still owes me 20$ for it if thats the game he really wants to play.

He had the nerve to tell me to drop his hoodie and stuff off at his work.

The only thing that kid's getting from me is a bullet to the brain at this point.

Once I cool down it won't be as bad. I'd like to keep him at least as a friend. Right now I'd like to see him shot, but under normal circumstances I care about him a lot and enjoy his company.

Hell at this point I'd like to see myself shot.

this ALWAYS happens to me.

EVERY GUY I DATE. does this shit. lies, leads me to believe they care, ignores me, abandons me. It's not just THIS one time that has me so pissed off, it's the fact that this happens EVERY TIME.

whats so horrible about me? do i even belong here?

Friends

Sun, 06 Jul 2008 00:07:04 GMT

what exactly does that MEAN.

Friends are said to be an extension of your family. The part of your family you get to choose,

I've always thought of friends as being people whom you can spend time with, talk to, who care about/love/like you to some degree at least, or at least put up with you, and accept you for you, because, afterall, why the hell else would they be considered friends?

if this is so then...how is it people "lose" friends?

"i screwed up i lost a friend" ...how does that work? Wouldn't that not make them friends in the first place?

Is it not our jobs as "friends" to accept our friends for who they are as people, forgive their mistakes, and understand that we don't have to agree with everything they say or do to still. befriend them?

even if they do something to offend or hurt you....is it not our job to forgive, and look past their faults as human beings? Even if they're not wanting to continue the friendship, is it not our job to still be there for them should they decide they need us or change their mind? Is that not our duty as human beings?

Once you accept somebody into your life as your friend and take on the responsibility of being there for them and loving them as a person, you can't abandon them. That's like backing down from a commitment, you can't do that. That's not fair .

how the hell does the whole friendship thing work anyway?

unconditional love and caring anyone?

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

Tue, 20 May 2008 20:59:09 GMT

So i'm 1/2way done my dreads and have to have my mom section the back so i can finish.

they're all fuzzy and poofy right now, but with time and some love and care they'll calm down and lock up nicely. They've got rubber bands on the roots and tips right now to help them form but in a couple weeks they'll be tighter and band-free

I'm excited

now....i just have to find somebody who will hire me with dreads....

especially baby dreads...

yikes!

Snowboarding with Perry

Sun, 10 Feb 2008 02:21:09 GMT

ohh jeez.

Perry holding me the entire time while snowboarding backwards as we went down the mountain.

lots of falling.

running into people i KNOW looking at us like we're "not quite right"

at one point i took off my pants and snowboarded in shorts with leggings underneith.

it was awesome until my knees kept hitting the snow and freezing,. and my butt too.

One sled ride just because we were "on a trail about to be closed" and another cuz the air was just too cold and my inhaler was being uncool.

an hour in first aid making fun of a terrible band, oh. and Denmark.

"Linny, I see an award in your future"

hahahaha

yeah i was THAT bad.....

amazing times

We'll get pictures next time

Jordan's Cerealized Hoodie.

Thu, 22 Mar 2007 05:22:04 GMT

I remember it well. One day back in October, a mere 2 days after i had been sent home from the hospital after the infamous "removal of the appendix/discovery of a tumor and suspicious ovary" adventure, Jordan and Justin were at my house seated on the love seat in our living room (the "sibling love" seat mind you..). We were just sitting there chatting; Jordan had been quiet for a few minutes, and then he sniffed the drawstrings on his hoodie. "That's weird," he said with an odd expression on his face. "They smell like Waffle Crisp." It was so completely random that my mom had to ask him to repeat what he'd said because she couldn't believe her ears.

I then requested to smell them myself and confirm his conclusions. He was right. They DID smell like Waffle Crisp. We weren't sure if that was very hygenic or not, so we all arrived at the decision to make sure Jordan's hoodie got washed as soon as possible. . Especially since I had already become the owner of what was once his other hoodie, a grey old navy one, thus he could not simply choose to wear that one until the smell of his red hoodie wore off.

After the Waffle Crisp incident, my mother and I agreed that since i'd aquired Jordan's old hoodie, it would be nice of me to replace it for him by purchasing him a new hoodie so that he had the option of wearing one that did not smell of waffle crisp. Thus how his brown "Element" hoodie, came to be known as his.

The funny part is?

It's a 1000000000% true story.

Saturday, December 09, 2006

Sat, 09 Dec 2006 13:05:55 GMT

Ok.

1. EVERYONE should have a "hunting backpack" containing bonoculars, a tube tent and or tarp, rope, pocket knife, matches ect. even if you do not hunt. These items are more than useful in regular household emergencies. .

2. Lack of a shower curtain is most DEFINITLY considered a household emergency, especially when one can actually smell themselves when just sitting there breathing. I do NOT recommend attempting to bathe without a curtain, since this could cause bathroom flooding, and if you don't have a working lock on your bathroom door you could be opening yourself up to the possibility of a younger sibling, or other family member walking in and catching you scrubbin' down. I don't care how many times you attempt to explain the concept of good hygene, you will forever be known as "the kid caught scrubbing their rear" to anyone who catches you without a curtain. (thank goodness i had that tube tent just in case. . . )

3. It is completely unacceptable to remove the shower curtain without giving all stinky members of the household fair warning that you are taking away whatever hope they had of bathing while you vacate the house for an hour or two without giving them the location of the spare curtain. However if you do fall victim to such an act of cruelty, you may continue to steps four and five.

4. A tube tent, or tarp, draped over the curtain rod and secured with hair clips, shower curtain rings, or even clothespins makes for an excellent makeshift shower curtain. Being resourseful is a MUST when there are obstacles trying to prevent you from maintaining good hygene habits.

5. Removal of a shower curtain without warning is punishable. One WILL be expected to tolerate looking at a bright orange tube tent or ugly blue tarp that does not match their bathroom decor for as long as the formerly (well.....HOPEFULLY formerly....) stinky family member sees fit.

yeah. there's a bright orange tube tent being held to our shower rod with hair clips and shower curtain rings. . . . i had just showered a few hours ago but my hair just didn't look right so i decided to start from scratch and shower all over again. . . . . yeah. I consider that an emergency. especially since we're going out of town today. . .