so i contemplate back on a quote i picked up a lil bit ago and posted:

"I still end most days wondering what I should be doing.  wondering if I am wasting my time"

and when i look at my life, hy i am here, what am i doing, and where am i going, i see that i am wasting soo much of the time God has given me on this earth. where did i go wrong to lose the entire focus of the reason i came here? distractions and other meaningless interests have clouded my vision and have diverted me to a lazy empy and goal less persuit in this place. i have never regreted coming here, but the decisions i make and how i spend my time and thoughts i do regret and it does me no good to just regret but to move on keeping focused on what i need to, and thats Christ, and everything i do, for Christ alone.

so dont expect many more entries....i may post some pics that you can check out here.

eh, well i gatta redo everything on my computer, so i dont wunna write alot now. wolbi is goin well, have a dandy day!

"Did it ever occure to you that it never occured to God?" unknown

so i have been super stressed out....my computer for one thing, thats a whole story i dont want to go into, and just trying to get back on this time zone.....arg, but hey that weather is AMAZING out here, like 80's with a cool breeze! love it

welcome back jenny!