Well, I'm working a lot, hanging out with my friends when i'm not. Not much time for gaming but i think this summer should prove differently. I really wanna beat as many games as possable this summer when i have nothing better to do, when i'm not at work. I still need something more to myself, lately i've had a lot of thoughts and images of what seems to be just random stuff that never goes anywhere. I really need to go though on plans every now and then. Hopefully things will progress over the summer where i will get time to see my child more, which is a plus, also i really wish things in my life would just settle down and i could have some kind of stability (ex: stable girlfriend) but those tend to be hard to come by these days, as i very well know. Well i'm off to find more people around xanga and what not. wish me luck

-fett

So I was getting my hair cut (pics later) and in walks a group of people. i cant see who it is but i hear some familiar voices, and i hear "hey it's ben" and low and behold it's this guy i know from school...and this girl who i've had a crush on for a while now...DICKS! they are dating...oh well. not a big deal. i am gonna keep my mind off females for a while, i need something better to think about. give me one, while i russle up some pics of my new hair.


fett

so i see not many people looking at this, kinda depressing. I guess i'll have to start searching for people, but this "they must be your friend" crap is bogus cause everyone who i try to talk to randomly just will be a dick and decline your attempt at being their friend. I hope this picks up or i might be tempted to say screw it for the last time.

anyway, i've been working and it's tiring me out, at least i get to rest today and tomorrow. i'm only gonna work till Augest, then maybe quit and take a trip with my friends or something of that nature. I've also picked back up on torrenting. i am torrenting a lot of dreamcast games now. hot stuff.

anyway, you read this, i must hear from you. honestly. i want to

-fett

ok so i'm gonna start gaming again, just show a little backbone on what i do. I'm gonna keep it simple, one game per system, till i beat it. and spread my focus on systems as my attention slides. here we go

Dreamcast- Shenmue
PC- Team Fortress 2
DS- Pokemon
Wii- Brawl
GC- Paper Mario