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oh man. its amazing how much i missed for not bein at school for like.. 4 days. blah. ha. i have like.. 5 quizzes and a test tomorrow. i think.. i dont even know! and now it's like.. 12:21 and i cant call anybody cuz its too late. i guess we have a test in math tomorrow but the sheet says we dont have it till like.. monday or somethin. who knows. but i have way too much makeup stuff. mm.. fun. ha. but ya, it's cool.. it was worth it. 100%

so ya, umm.. life's goin good. cha know? i dont have any reason to complain! ya know.. i'm just takin it one step at a time. it turns out like it does. ya know? if i mess up.. it's okay. God has a plan for me.. i just have to work hard. ha. speakin of which.. there's a chance i might actually get into college! ha.. i didnt do terrible on my report card. but.. i mean.. B average isn't shabby. so we'll see. i only have a couple days before apps are due but ya know.. kinda swamped with everything right now.. who knows what'll happen! sigh. it's just kinda crazy right now. i dont know what im gunna do. but.. it'll all work out. whether i end up in fairfax or on the other side of the world. it'll all be okay.

i dont know what it is about stayin up till like.. 130 in the morning.. i just love it. i work so much better then. come home, take a nap for a while.. keeps me runnin till late. no sweat. ha. till it gets to be the next morning and i wake up at 7 and dont want to get up. oh well.. ha. anyways.. so.. just felt like givin a little update since i never write anything in this thing anymore. i need to.. do somethin bout my xanga. it's lookin pretty sad. anyways, doesnt really matter.. nobody really reads this thang anyway. maybe i'll go back to doin what i started doin forever ago. i used to write my journal in microsoft word.