~~~*Wake Me Up When September Ends by Green Day*~~~
".....Here comes the rain again, falling from the stars, drenched in my pain again, becoming who we are, as my memory rests, but never forgets what I lost
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Name:tiNa the Black Mage Country:Christmas Island State:Nibelheim Birthday:11/11/1988 Gender:Female
Interests:I really like movies. Maybe I should be a director someday...or a script writer....Or Maybe Participate in Making Video Games! but my goal in life is to have a real live Chocobo since i'm already a black mage-heheh
but tiNa the Black Mage shall rule the world!-muhahahha!!! Expertise:Playing RPGs. And dealing with kids(somewhat). Casting dark magic, chocobo racing, sitting there doing nothing, somewhat play teh guitar[super suck at it though]...what else...uhhh badminton? still suck at it-but i like tennis!...but i suck at that too.....oiy tiNa the Black Mage have bad talents Occupation:Retired Industry:Nonprofit
i was about to delete all my posts--but there were some things i didn't realize that i should keep forever....
so i got really lazy and started a new xanga site
i'm not posting it here because there are some people out there who knows this site and would like to trash it--and i don't want the new site ruined
so...it's a CONTEST!
who ever finds my new site---WINS.....something....like...KNOWING MY NEW SITE!.......yes i know i'm lame
people may say by creating a new site--"oh you're just running away"
maybe i am
maybe i am--but at least i'll feel better
i think i deleted too much....
so if i remember all the posts from the last 3 months....
these are basically the quotes....
IT'S ALL OVER [after AP tests]
my fish died again
........
ok i totally forgot--but oh wellz---those were the times of stress of AP tests and notecards basically and me getting a really bad score in that physics test
but oh wellz--at least i didnt delete that sojourn one---i was about to and i was like OMG [click click click] no no no no no
well some of the past is gone....some still there
but the new xanga site would be better...
more emphasis on FINAL FANTASY and enjoyment--if i have any
btw 4 NEW RELEASES FROM SQUARE ENIX this fall
1) FINAL FANTASY VII: ADVENT CHILDREN 2) FINAL FANTASY VII: DIRGE OF CERBERUS 3) FINAL FANTASY XII 4) KINGDOM HEARTS II ( yes the joy of disney and FINAL FANTASY combined)
now i need money for all those -_-
UNLESS SOMEBODY BUYS IT FOR ME FOR MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!! ^_^
It's not that I can't live without you It's just that I don't even want to try Every night I dream about you Ever since the day we said goodbye If I wasn't such a fool Right now I'd be holding you There's nothin' that I wouldn't do Baby if I only knew
[Chorus:] The words to say The road to take To find a way back to your heart What can I do To get to you And find a way back to your heart
I don't know how it got so crazy But I'll do anything to set things right Cuz your love is so amazing Baby you're the best thing in my life Let me prove my love is real And made you feel the way I feel I promise I would give the world If only you would tell me girl
[Chorus]
Give me one more chance, to give my love to you Cuz no one on this earth loves you like I do Tell me...
[Chorus]
I turn back time To make you mine And find a way back to your heart I beg and plead Fall to my knees To find a way back to your heart
[sigh] 2-13
well that was a good trip--man i didn't want to go back but i had to....
i ran out of clothes to wear--hahahha
DAY ONE-Atlanta, Georgia well the first day was ok--kinda boring cuz all we had was class--seeing stone mountain listening to Dr. King's speech echo against the walls of the confederates/birth of KKK in 1920's---but later on it got better...
DAY TWO-Atlanta, Georgia more class--oiy--but we went to the King Center National Historic Site and went around writing stuff that "struck" us
that was the first time we held hands and sang--"we shall overcome"
oh yeah--we had to wake up at 8 oclock atlanta time--and it was like 5 in the morning in sf--man that was a killer--stupid jetlag
DAY THREE-Atlanta, Georgia MORE CLASS---GARRH--learned about king and Robert F. Kennedy--do the bobby--hahha [clapping for extremely long time]--i think we did institionalized racism w/ hallett and this dude named mason
well then we went to that musuem again but i started to cry when we reached martin luther king jr's grave
"how would you want to be remembered?" "what would you sacrifice?"
i thought of that and started to cry--how would i want to be remembered? a lot of ppl remember as some annoying bragger--if they only knew me...
i don't know what i would sacrifice--i don't have anything to sacrifice because people sacrifice themselves for me--but i don't want them to....it really hurts...
hallett actually held me when i was crying-- not those romantic ones!--[geez sick people]--he gave me a talk about you can't blame yourself for not have anything to sacrifice and he said something about as a teenager you're still growing and building a reputation or whatever--i don't remember but it's soemthign that i'm still young and as i get older it's different
oh yeah--the hotel sucks--our food is always late and it was left overs and
DAY FOUR-Atlanta, Georgia-Montgomery, Alabama more class--ugh..
saw Rev. Clark Olsen--the guy who came from cali to selma for the march to help the blacks out and witness a death of a white reverend-jim reeb-which struck the nation
he was ok--i don't think he was THAT inspiring
we only gave him a bob
well learn bout emmitt till again--saw his face again--and steinberg [our teach] paused it and everyone screamed--like EEEEEEHHHHH and i remember Kenneth Ma who sat behind us was screaming--me and helen was like DUDE--HELLA CHILL---that guy reminds me of yeli--but he's more outgoing and cooler--but still weird-hahahha--but he's weird in a good way
we went to an old firestation which was turned into a civil rights giftshop--i bought 3 cotton balls for harmon, sylvia and ME--heheh--and some postcards
we met john lewis which was a much better speaker--my roommate LOVED him--he made these jokes but he didn't smile at them and i was wondering if it was a joke--it was kinda weird-it sounded if he was preaching--he seemed serious bout raising chickens O_O all i know is feed and get a shovel and bury poop and pet ^^ i loved me chicken--i wrote a letter to him about my chicken ^-^ but i miss my chicken -_-
we gave him a bobby ^_^
oh at night at the hilton--[the other hotel was a holiday inn "select"--pissh]--we played egyptian ratscrew--a new game i learned--and darn terrence was cheating--everytime he got a card he shuffled it and always put down a Jack--which was the best card and he kept taking my card--me and joanna were hitting him---and poor rudy was too slow to slap the cards--hahah
DAY FIVE-Montgomery, Alabama-Selma, Alabama when to teh civil rights memorial--it was pretty--touching the names was cool--but the writing was awful--killed by klan killed by klan yadda yadda yadda--sucky stuff man...i got myself all wet tho---my socks were like soaky--><
went to teh rosa parks museum--the bus thing was cool--made a poem--but it wasn't due so i was like gauh
went to Alabama capitol--where the selma marched ended--a bird pooped on jeff davis head--hahahha--awesomeous hahaha--saw some flags--and the confed white house--we should burn that--hahha--there was this circle of flags w/ their state rock--i took a pic of the california words--looks cool--mississippi flag still have confed flag on it--evil.....--some state flags resemble the confed flag--evil......
dude went to selma--ghost town man
our hotel was from 1850 and i bet it was haunted---we walked around selma-the lady who helped us walk around selma told us it's the south so we have to wave hi to EVERYONE so so so we did and this white dude said -chingchoncki at uus--accourding to joanna i think....
and yeah everythign was so broken down--the houses were like half built half rubble--all the paint was chipped--i never seen such poverty--we drove on the line that split the poor and the rich area--very dramatic--the rich houses look like twice the size of my house while the other side was like a described a few lines ago---very dramatic...
that lady was scary-kept yelling at us and ppl laugh--i was intimidated--O_O well i think terrence and chee were too but still-she seem like she's gonna eat us.....
there was this store that says--CALHOUN FOODS--i took a pic--i was like whoa
we went baptist churches and stuff--we were standing on the steps and the teachers had to raise their arms and cheering something i forgot and the last line were "we're ready to teach"--we have to do the same thing so we have to repeat the words again but instead of "we're ready to teach" we have to say "we're ready to LEARN" and when we had to say it some of us were like "we're ready to WHAT?" and/or "we're ready for LLLL-uhhhhhhh"
we visited a home made museum--it had a lot of pics--took lots of pics...
dude--we walked over the edmund pettus bridge AT NIGHT--IN THE SOUTH!--that's the bridge where marchers were brutally attaacked by police men--super dupers SCARY!!--the water was black and i felt that i was going to fall in O_O --imagine how many bodies are in there O_O --man you knwo my camera sucks--can't take pics at night--stupid thing--i need pics from other ppl
DAY SIX--Birmingham, Alabama class -_- children marchers getting attacked by dogs and sprayed by hoses
went to the birmingham civil rights mueseum adn did some assignment--i never finished it--but it's ok--hahaha
went to chris mcnair's photo gallery--that's the dude that lost his only daughter in the church bombing--we watched a movie that i almost slept in--oiy bad tina bad--man ever since john lewis i was sleeping O_O---i mean ALMOST sleeping---well we had more mexican food there--hahah cuadro didn't like it cuz he always eat mex food--^^---hahah [oh yeah they messed up his name tag--it says brian cuadro instead of cuadra--haheheh]
man i ran out of film so i had to buy 2 disposable ones--oiy cost me like 20 bucks---and they didn't have my size shirt for the denise mcnair shirt [the girl who died] it was soemthign like hate cause her to die or whatever and and and i wanted it but they said the smallest size is medium and i was ok--but the didnt' have medium only large, xlarge and xxlarge and i was like whoa w/ large--imagine xxlarge O_O
i think that's the first day that the Steph [one of my room mates] and her friends were singing--hahaha highlaerious
DAY SEVEN-Birmingham, Alabama went back to that million dollar museum [probably more than that] and listen to Fred Shuttlesworth talk--one of the big 3 that help change the country. he was really preaching man--he was all like god is good and he help him and stuff--i was like "......................." well i'm not religious so yeah...felt like a sunday school
we took a pic of him standing next to his statue--hold his statue's hand--awwww-hahhaha--and yeah..then we came back in and sang for a long time--at that time i was still sick so yeah--bad singing -__-
we gave him a whole robert--hahaha--after that steinberg just didnt' want to rate our applause anymore
went to the Kellar Ingham park where the kids were attacked we had group pics--hahah hallet probably taken 20 pics of all of us standing in teh same spot--hahahha--we just kept adding and adding more cameras and jumping in--hahahh
then i cried when we visit the church where the 4 little girls died--i thought of roger if he was gone...the most painful thing to think about--but really--he is gone...
our lunch was like a dinner--salty beef tho--stupid beef
visit Chaney's grave site--some black guy who got murdered with two white jewish guys--it was a pretty grave but it was so sad taht he never seen his 10 day year old daughter--suprisingly she came to the grave with us and we were like WHOA where did SHE come from--we sang for chaney and did taht jewish tradition of putting a rock on his grave and kissing our fingers and touch the gravesite
this was wrting on his grave--it was a nice quote
"there are those who are alive yet will never live there are those who are dead yet live forever good deeds inspire and encourage the living"
ate pizza for dinner and went to hattiesburg, mississippi--i think it's miss.
oh yeah mr. porthoro talked about his roommate
DAY EIGHT-Hatttiesburg, Mississippi - Jackson, Mississippi- Memphis, Tennessee met the dahmer family--they're a nice family--oh yeah i was caught closing my eyes at teh lecure before we met the family--steinberg got mad.....
well anywayz-met teh family--they are so happy going--even tho their dad got killed--oiy--they're so cheerful-it was amazing--we visit vernon dahmer sr. grave--kinda sad but what can you do...
then we went to teh clarion ledger mag/journalism place and met jerry mitchell-they guy who investigated teh civil rights cases and brought the cases back to convict the white racists--he was funny-he was insulting thos guys--he said there was this one guy who said he was so sick and disabled that he can't go to court yet he was golfing the next day hahaha [headline of newspaper--"....too sick to go to court but still can play golf] and this other defense lawyer asked Billy roy Pitts a question about who was at the KKK meeting of the murdering of Vernon Dahmer Sr. and the former KKK member answered "well i was there....Sam Bowers was there [the head KKK member]....and well YOU were there"--hahha and the lawyer was like "OBJECTION!!! uhhh uhhh uhh uhhhh"--hahhaha--funny stuff
then we went to Medgar Ever's Driveway where he got shot---oiy we had to sit on the driveway where his blood was spilled--oiyers man oiyers--i had to get a garbage bag to sit on cuz i was creeped out...-we went inside teh house which was a museum adn i looked around--ok pics of teh rooms and i took a pic of a doll monkey--NOW THAT MONKEY WAS CUTE--i've seen monkeys that are UGLAY but that one was cute--it was like a ball-hahahha
that day we had to ride a 3 and a half mile drive to memphis so we had a talent show--monique was cool--hahah--good annoucer--she was wearing steinberg's nametag too [they switched it]--we all sang--nick,wesley, chee and rudy were singin ba ba baram---haah dorks ^^ i sang 2 songs--i sounded kinda bad--the first time i was forced but the second time i came up cuz i regret that i didn't let the teacher in the front didnt' take a pic of me singing--oiy dont' like singing till the chorus man--cuz i forget the verses ^^-- i sang the first time this backstreet boy song and then i sang that mulan song [reflection]---oh yeah i love joanna's and alva's rhyme--hahah--helen sang twice-it was good but she didnt' think it was but it was believe me helen it was.--terrence sang only once--veronica's singgin was the BEST--HAHAHAH--she also sang this song with jena "ok you PEEL the banana you PEEL-PEEL-PEEL the banana and you EAT the banana EAT EAT EAT the banana then you PEEL the orange PEEL PEEL PEEL the orange and then you SQUEEZE the orange SQUEEZE SQUEEZ SQUEEZE the orange" [if you dont' get it--just think a little nastier] well most of the time Kenneth Joy from LA sang--he's a great singing --i like it when he sang mario and usher--aw man those songs were awsome--oh oh yeah---ashley and um...i forgot the other girl's name were making a story with animal crackers--they were like "no sally the sheep won't have sex with bob the bear"hahaha oh rudy is so funny " GO NICK ROCK MY SOCKS!!! ROCK MY SOCKS!!! AAAAAAHHHHAAAAAHHHHAAAHHHHH" HAHAHHA HIGHLAERIOUS--never expected a screaming rudy--hahhaha--we actually lasted for 3 and a half hours--and we went to this restaurant that suppose to have the best barbaque but all we had was chicken--WTF-WHERE'S THE RIBS AND STEAK--darn sojourn got cheap on us [YOU KNOW SOME TIMES AT LUNCH THEY GAVE US PEANUT BUTTER AND JELLY SANWICHES THAT ARE FROM DELI'S--STUPID STUPID GARR--SUPER CHEAP AT US]
DAY NINE- Memphis, Tennessee-Little Rock, Arkansa drove all teh way to little rock--slept through video again O_O--oiy bad habit
DUDE CENTRAL HIGH IS HUGE--THEY MAKE US WESTMOORIANS POOR--OMG I WANNA GO THERE--IT'S HELLA BIG 5 STORIES--I HAD TO TAKE 3 PICS OF IT CUZ TEH SCHOOL IS TOO BIG TO FIT IN ONE PICTURE O_O
well while we were over there we met MinniJean brown trickey [one of the little rock nine] she was cool--we also met Elizabeth Eckford which was also part of the nine but she was more serious cuz she suffer from this psychological trama that still affected her today--we had to wave our arms in the air instead of clap cuz it might trigger flashbacks -_-
we went outside to write and walk around--basically we learn not to be a silent witness when people make racist, sexist, or homophobic remarks [my dad still does it anyway as much as i talk--kids still talk trash]
then went to the gas station across the street which was turned into a museum and a gift shop--i wanted to buy this book about the white students' mind of the Nine but i recognized the cover and i had to use a cellphone to call my bro if he bought it and we were like "hello, roger?" "hey tina" " did you buy BITTER IN THE HONEY- the one with the white's view of the little rock nine?" " yeah yeah i bought taht" "oh ok i save 22 dollars--hey where are you?" "i'm at home, sleeping----WAIT where are YOU?" "I'm a little rock" "OH"--hehe i wanted to buy a t-shirt but all of them are like promoting the school or the museum instead of like listing the Little Rock nine's names or whatever--they are nice shirts but i'll ruin them >< i wanted to get the little rock nine pics but they didnt' sell anything--garr--well i bought soem bumper stickers for some teachers and soem postcards for me
then went to lorraine hotel where dr. king was shot--just outside only--we just listen to his eulogy--slept again O_O i think i slept at every speech taht was played O_O bad tina bad bad
OMG THEN IT WAS THE CLUB!-it was smaller then i expected but we had fun ^^ first we ate soem ribs [stupid ribs have a bloch of meat on it and the rest is bone] and some other stuff [more chicken-garrrh] and yeah at first no one went to dance--so me and kai went to dance and seh tried to swing dance with me but of course i don't dance--it reminded me of rinoa and squall when they first met and they dance--rinoa was teh one who knew hwo the dance--i felt like poor squall -_- it feels kinda awkward cuz i felt mroe masculine so yeah we sat down and then i just watched ruby and justin singing the one the country songs taht the bad played--i never heard of it and i don't think they heard of it but they sang it and posed it "i'm smoker, i'm a singer..." i forgot the rest of the words but they look funny-hahha---took a lot of pics at teh club--most of my pals--i wished i had more film tho -_-
in forgot when but ppl started to dance [probably when the band took a break and they put on rap/pop music-hahhahha] well EVERYONE CAME TO DANCE well almost everyone--helen doing the monkey-me air guitaring--hahhaha--kai's a great dancer man--break dancing--but i bet RUDY CAN BEAT HER--HAHAHHA RUDY THE BEST DANCER--he did the ocho ocho thing--HIGHLAERIOUS--hahahhaha--he did other stuff that was funny too like fliping eggs--row-sam-bow-ahhahaha--hallett dance--looks kind weird and funny at the same time-ahahhah---i didn't knwo now to dance but all you need to do is move everything [especially you ass] and you're fine hahaha [well i didn't move my ass THAT much-hahhaha] most of the time i was dancing with kamini and kai --we tried to swing dance in a group but we kept getting hurt and confused--hahahha--then we did this thing where we're in a group and the music told us where to step and stuff so tiw as like "stomp right stomp left turn around go back cha cha hop twice" and stuff like that
then we left--garrrh
DAY TEN-Memphis, Tennessee woke up and went to Lorraine motel again adn went through teh musuem adn went to this room to listen to billy kyles--i say one of the best speakers of i heard--you can tell he was a preacher--he was w/ dr. king b4 he died--yeah kyles mostly talked about dreams and making it happen---it was good--i think was half asleep but from what i heard--it was good--hehehhe
oiy the circle of testimonals....
i'm not allowed to say anything about other ppl's lives but the circle was about telling everyone what strengths they learned, who or what place taht inspired them, and how you would apply it to your life
that was a toughy--i was near teh 10 ppl and i was crying at the beginning --after hearing many stories and many strengths mention--i didn't know what strengths i could apply in my life
once it came my turn....
this was what i meant to say...but i only said part of it cuz steinberg and helen help me out of the room after i broke down on the floor, crying
i've have learned many strengths on this trip yet i don't know how to apply them in my life....how can you have strength when everything is shooting you down...how can you have hope when you don't have strength....how can you love where everyone else you love hate each other...how can you forgive when you don't know if it's true.....how can you not be a silent witness when no one listens or even cares...i try to open up but no one cares about what i say...I think i'm thinking too hard and i wish i could just stop thinking but the only way to do that is to kill your mind but the only way to kill your mind is kill yourself but i don't want to do that....it's hard to see hope in this world...
well probably like near half of it i was helped out of the room drank some water helen helped me breath--thanks helen--but eventually i had to go back in and sing the "we shall overcome" song---i missed the last couple of ppl's testimonies i wished i could hear theirs--especially his....
well after 3 hours of testimonials we had 10 mins to hug and say good bye--i walked in to get my stuff and caralisa came and hug me and i cried on her shoulders then terrence came and hug us and then alva, joanna, jonathan, kamini, maria, helen of course, ashley [even tho i didn't knwo her well-she told me she loved me--no coment--hahahha] steph sarah [my other roommate] keilin, kristine i think, lindsey, hallett steinberg some other teachers
if i miss some ppl then i'm sorry--so many ppl hugged me--thanks ^_^
i remember taht kristin came to me and talk to me --that's nice of her ^^
a lot of ppl couldnt' hear wat i said but oh wellz--what can i do
there was this one teacher [friel]while we were at teh airport said that i had a lot courage to say that and told me that i had a beautiful face yet i hide it behind my hair--i like my hair tho...
then i talked to steinberg about the letter to ourselves cuz i dindt' want to do it cuz it wouldn't make me stronger like he expected--[i wrote a lot of shit in that letter to myself which probably encourage me to committ suicide] he just told me to forgive myself for being hard on myself and be easy on myself--how the eff you forgive yourself--how can you change your mind so dramatically--it's gonna take a lot of time for optimism--he said there is always hope--i don't know about that
then we went on the plane and we had to write a letter to billy kyles til we reached atlanta--i spilled coke all over my letter and my seat and my ass was filled with coke and i had to rewrite my letter but that was the time where we were about to land.
when we got off i asked steinberg for more time but he said he's gonna leave me at atlanta--that BASTARD--that's what i mean about so many things shooting at me-- does he have ANY REAL sympathy--how can i forgive a two-faced a-hole that's hella messed up--he acts nice but he's not--you know how can i forgive myself and all that and fix myself when the people all around are two-faced and destroying me??? [sigh] i like children--you know why--they are innocent and they have one face, true face...i wish we can all be 5 yearolds again--the more mature people are--whoops i mean "mature" the much more of a liar they get....i'm sorry but it's true
well when i got home my parents grabbed me and hugged me--i was chewing on my dad's jacket--hahahha--my "who are you?" joke didnt' work--darn--that would of been hilarious--well i went hope i was starvin cuz i didnt' eat dinner and i ate a little breakfast AND lunch AND ducnhner [yes i made it up]--guess what i ate RICE--SWEET LUCIOUS RICE--AW MAN THE JOY OF BEING ASIAN--hahhahahha i ate while watching madtv w/ daddy--
oh yeah i called roger and we talked--still--i wished he was here like he promised.....
well that's my whole trip--oiy i forgot to talk to you about my roommates O_O--maybe me sleepy cuz it's 3 in the morning---well me and veronica had sarah and steph--they're great people they are both from NY and they're super smart. Sarah most of the time sleeping cuz she finishs her work early while me veronica and steph stays up--one time i almost walked into a mirror cuz i thought it was the door to the bathroom and told them that randomly and they start cracking up at me--hahahha "tina you're so blind" ahhahah that's true---that night i was trying to tilt the lamp hoot so it will cover the light bulb and steph was like "TINA what are you doign?? ahhahahhaha" then i was like " i was trying to---" then veronica and steph were like cracking up and telling me that i should be a commedian without trying all i need was objects around me--hahhaha that was a good one ^_^---and when sarah's awake she likes to laugh at me because of my confusion and randomness--one time daddy called and our room had 2 phones for some reason and one of our phones didn't work and i was like HELLO HELLO on the broken one and sarah picked up the working and she was about to give the phone to me but she was laughing so hard--she tried handed me the phone like and laughed like crazy--i was like "what? who is it?" "IT'S HAHAHA IT'S AHHAHAHAHHAHHAH--AHAHHAHAHHAA" then i made a confused/scared face and that made her laugh even more "IT'S YOUR HAHHAHHAAHH YOUR AHHAHAHHA IT-HAHAHHAHAHAHHAH" "you know what? give me that" then sarah walks off still laughing---then i had to explain to my dad waht happened--he said "wow your roommate is having a lot of fun.." i'm like "that's because she was laughing at ME!" HAHHAHA GOOD TIMES GOOD TIMES--I still laugh that event ^_^
well unfortunately it's all over--back to my problems--oiy...but it doesn't seem as bad as i thought it would be...well i think it is as bad it's just i feel a little different..it's like i just came back from a different world or something...
i guess that's all i needed---a time to get away....
oh yeah i made a xanga site for sojourn ppl to post pictures cuz some people ran out of film or their camera sucks [like mine] so go to http//:www.xanga.com/sojourntothepast2005/ it's not done yet--i'll tell you sojourn ppl the password later--right now it's 3:30 in the morning
Of all the things I've believed in I just want to get it over with Tears form behind my eyes But I do not cry Counting the days that pass me by
I've been searching deep down in my soul Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old It feels like I'm starting all over again The last three years were just pretend And I said,
Goodbye to you Goodbye to everything I thought I knew You were the one I loved The one thing that I tried to hold on to
I still get lost in your eyes And it seems that I can't live a day without you Closing my eyes and you chase my thoughts away To a place where I am blinded by the light But it's not right
Goodbye to you Goodbye to everything I thought I knew You were the one I loved The one thing that I tried to hold on to
And it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time I want what's yours and I want what's mine I want you But I'm not giving in this time
Goodbye to you Goodbye to everything I thought I knew You were the one I loved The one thing that I tried to hold on to The one thing that I tried to hold on to
And when the stars fall I will lie awake You're my shooting star
well friday sakura fest was a SUCCESS! made like 150 bucks but that's NOT including the booths ^_^
we should have one next year--if jason could host it ><
I was suprised that a lot of ppl showed up--i didn't think ANYONE will show up--BUT the club--hahah--but i guess that if one person went---their whole group went---SCORE!--HAHAHA
the goldfish game looked fun but i didn't want to spend more $$$$$$$$ cuz i have no $$$$$$$ the only thing i got was food--which i shared w/ sammi ><
haha anthony had his hand full of fish hehehehe--he's gonna have an aquarium of like 6-8 of them
well what else happened.....
jennifer kept asking me to help ppl w/ origami-most of the time she's doing it right--i think she needs more confidence in herself -_-
stupid ddr mat was hard--had to play barefoot cuz had no socks--cuz it sticks out of thos darn shoes--oh wellz
OH i bought food for Ed [badminton coach] i didn't expect him to pay me back--he asked me what i was and i told him i was from final fantasy 8 and he said he hated that game--hahahha
played some ddr w/ a teacher and w/ angelo and watched some video games cuz they charge--i play for free in ddr ^_^
well i got free fish from wanny
GUESS WHAT?
ONE OF MY GOLDFISH DIED!!! DUDESSSSSS
i told my dad to use fresh drinking water but NOOOOOOOOOO--"THOSE FISH ARE STRONG THEY CAN HANDLE TAP WATER--BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH"
the next day --one fish died
dad: "stupid fish"
it was a good fish too--i had 2--one was disabled [lost an eye and half a fin]and one was perfect
the perfect one died -__-
so me and daddy went to petmart on sat night and got some more--saw sammi there btw--i wanted one but daddy told that fish jerk 5--man that guy was a jerk--giving us evil looks and stuff
well i got a feeding fish that looks like a koi fish ^-^ sooo cool---THAT ONE BETTER NOT DIE!!!! >-<
oooooo yaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh---i took teh SAT on sat--haahhah
it was ok--i think i did ok--the prompt was bad tho---wanting creativity --i think that was stupid---i think i did bad on that tho--oh wellz--let's just pray for a better prompt next time
i say next time i must study more vocab--i studied hella vocab that princeton review gave me but i only saw a few of them--stupid princeton review--garsh
well i couldn't find a good chinese shirt for burmese club concert--oh wellzz-i'll just wear the white short dess that my mom have and where jeans under it ^_^
need a dress for snow's thing...oiy
well i should read huck now--wow 12:10! oh wellz
3/11 at around 10 pm ~ whew.....that took a load off.....
Early morning, she wakes up Knock, knock, knock on the door It's time for makeup, perfect smile It's you they're all waiting for They go… "Isn't she lovely, this Hollywood girl?" And they say…
[CHORUS:] She's so lucky, she's a star But she cry, cry, cries in her lonely heart, thinking If there's nothing missing in my life Then why do these tears come at night
Lost in an image, in a dream But there's no one there to wake her up And the world is spinning, and she keeps on winning But tell me what happens when it stops? They go… "Isn't she lovely, this Hollywood girl?" And they say…
[Repeat CHORUS]
"Best actress, and the winner is…Lucky!" "I'm Roger Johnson for Pop News standing outside the arena waiting for Lucky" "Oh my god…here she comes!"
Isn't she lucky, this Hollywood girl? She is so lucky, but why does she cry? If there's nothing missing in her life Why do tears come at night?
[repeat chorus twice]
some from michelle [absolan] some from jessica [mah] some from nikki and some i found in google cuz i refuse to finish huck--hahahha
You guys srent very high in the foodchain right now but that will change when u get older!!
Nerds
81%
Jocks
69%
Goths
50%
Popular People
25%
Middle Class
19%
"Who's Perfect For You??? (Cute Anime Pics)" - Results:
The guy you want is probaly the popular guy in your school. Which is great to me:) He's so dreamy that you'll want him to notice you so badly your do anything. Like in the cafateria you'ld trip on something infront of him to make your food spill all over you!!! Even if it's a brand new shirt or your favourite skirt!!! Oh well at least he'll notice you:)
Result of Quiz :: Which EFFED up version of the scooby gang are you?
How in the WORLD did you turn black?! It's like a reverse Michael Jackson effect! Wow.. ANYWAY.. the plus side to ur blackness is that you have more intellectual smarts than anyone on the team. If it's the best cluesolver your looking for.. look no more.
BLACK VELMA?!
75%
SOOCBY DOOBY DOO.. with EXPANSION HEAD?!
63%
UR LITTLE BOY FRED
44%
You are CHUNKY DAPHNE
31%
Shaggy....retarted
31%
"What Season Are You??? (Amazing Anime Pics)" - Results:
Your a Winter. Your playful and joyful about mostly all the time:) You love to lie in the soft white blanket of snow. The cocoa is just right it's hot but, not too hot. Perfect for a wonderful winter girl:)
"Who's Perfect For You??? (Cute Anime Pics)" - Results:
You want a sweet guy. Who'ld take you anywhere. Like Japan!!! Wow I would like a guy like that too:) Also he looks so cute in japanese clothing:)
"What Type Of Girl Are You???(Amazing Pics)" - Results:
Your mysterious..... Like you have a secret but, everyone has secrets that they don't want anyone to know. So don't be ashamed if you think you weird but, your not. It's cool being mysterious like you might have cool techniques:)
Your brain leans female You think with your heart, not your head Sweet and considerate, you are a giver But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you!
You Are In a Decent Mood
You aren't turning cartwheels, but you're having a pretty good day. Some ups, some downs, but overall you're coming out ahead. And who knows? Tomorrow could be even better!
"*UPDATED* What kind of love are you? ( COOL anime pics)" - Results:
You have an innocent love. You haven't been through it and you are a twindge of a hopeless romantic in you. You are very sweet and kind. Boys are probably dreaming to get you as thier girl!^_^
"CONSTANT UPDATING(NEW ANSWER) What kind of soul do you have? ( ENCHANTING anime pics)" - Results:
You have a lost soul. You tend to be pushed around. When you do take ur own way you seem to get lost. You can be very sweet but are drawn back when people think you are just a goodie-tushos (which sucks believe me i would know)all in all you are sweet and cute (attitude wise).
"(BEAUTIFUL anime pics) What is your soft toned intrument?" - Results:
You are a violin. You are very held back and quiet. You do what you want and that usually means something quiet like reading or writing. You are calm and perhaps considered dark to some. But you rarly talk to anyone besides your close friend or family
"What part of life do you represent? ( AWESOME anime pics ^_^)" - Results:
you represent the dreams in life. you are laid back and also dream alot.
"What Holiday are You? (anime pics)" - Results:
You are the Fourth of July!
"How much do you love? GOOD PICS" - Results:
You are the one who hates to hate but hates to love. You can't deside at all! You have a switching mind and just can't make up your mind. You like someone but then someone else comes and you think they are ugly the next day
"What is your inner magical being??? lots of results and all that good stuff!!!!!" - Results:
You are a nymph! Positive- You are bubbly and helpful. Negative- You can be poessive.
"What kind of guy are you most attracted to? (CUTE anime pics)" - Results:
You like the ones that understand you
"(anime pics) What kinda guy would you go out with? " - Results:
You like the goth and dark type. You like the guys who are different and don't care who knows.
"Who are you inside????? (LOTS OF RESULTS)girls only" - Results:
You are a water girl. You are flexable and very nice. You are quiet so people who don't know you thnk you are weird or just mean and high and mighty like. You aren't though. You like to have a good time and you also just like to relax and just enjoy the stars.
"What kind of maid would you be???? (anime pics)" - Results:
You are a shy maid. You do your job and so you get good tips or raise. You are kind sweet and well shy. ^_^
"Which FullMetal Alchemist Character Are You????? (more characters to come)" - Results:
You are... Alphonse Elric. You are a kind person and very polite. You like to be friends with everyone and you try to make things right when you're the one who did the wrong.
"What kind of friend are you?(anime pics)" - Results:
You are the comforting friend. You like listening your friends deals and advicing them...that's really nice! You are caring and is always there for the ones you like!
"Who exactly ARE you? (AnImE PiCs)" - Results:
You are all-knowing!
" what kind of girl are you?(Anime pics!)" - Results:
You are a sporty girl. You love to play team sports and beat the heck out of you rivals. Keeping in shape is one of your hobbies and so is beating people. You are a little too much competitive which could lead you into trouble
"What Kind of Girl are you? (anime pics)" - Results:
You're a Sorceress! You're not the loudest person but when you get mad. I wouldn't want to be the person you're mad at! Anyways you love to meditate and you think Silence is the key to happiness,yay for you!
"What's Your Angel Seeking For? .:BEAUTIFUL Anime Pics AND Music!:." - Results:
Serenity
Your angel seeks for serenity. Your angel is part of you. Thus, you are the kind of person who values peace and serenity more than most things in this world. You might not work well in hectic areas, but you most likely work well in quiet areas, or with soft music playing. You are calm and graceful, with a warm smile on your face a lot. In love, you seek someone who also manages to make you laugh, but can stay serious. Someone who can relate to you relaxed ways. You like to write, and read, you most likely will be a writer when you grow up! Writing a book? Message me, though I don't think I can help! =P
"What kind of animal are you? (anime pics)" - Results:
You're a kitty!
" **The ultimate Fairy quiz**(anime pics!) for girls, but if you are a guy you can take it too! !**being improved more**!" - Results:
You are like the snow fairy, she is very beautiful, she has the power to make things beautiful, but She is sometimes quite selfish, and spends most of the time she should be using her magic staring at her self in the mirror. Other than the fact that she is vain and selfish. She is a nice person, when she IS actually using her magic, her powers are great, and she is very helpful. Well that's most of the tings about the snow fairy, can you relate to some of them? You probably can, because that is what this quiz is for!
"What dark word represents you? (anime pics and 7 outcomes)" - Results:
Your word is: Brooding. You are a true thinker and often try to figure out the meaning of life, why we are all here etc. You may not be so social, and often think twice before acting but those thoughts you have in your mind never stop flowing in. Sometimes you can be so concentrated you forget about other things that you have to do. Don't change, this world needs deep people.
"Which Type of Assassin Are You? (With Anime pics!)" - Results:
PROFESSIONAL ASSASSIN: You're a pro. A soldier of death. You have a job to do, and you do it. Killing is your business, and business is good.
"Which Emotion do you represent?(AWESOME anime pics)" - Results:
You symbolize confusion. People misunderstand you and you misunderstand the world. You usually find yourself daydreaming and creating worlds to escape the chaos of reality in which you live.
"(Anime pics!!!) What kind of angel are you? (21 results)" - Results:
Foresaken Angel. You're the one who has loved and lost...You dream of a better world, even though you live in a pretty good one...
"are you bitchy? great anime pics!!" - Results:
you are definatley not bitchy. you don't like fashion,make up. or parties. you like people who are outcastes and so.
"Which stunning spirit of emotion are you? NEW AND IMPROVED! (amazingly beautiful anime pics!)" - Results:
You are the Spirit of Innocence. Always with the sweet smile of a child, you know how to have good clean fun, you have a natural vunerability about you, which makes you able to make friends very well, as they are drawn instinctively by the urge to protect you. But even though you look as fragile as a child inside you are very strong with your easy look on life. When you get a partner (because there is no way you cant!) your life will be perfect.
"Who are you?? w/anime pics!!!" - Results:
You are HAPPY! The sunlight of everybody's lives, you are the get-up-and-go that everybody should have a little of to make their lives complete. You see the good in everything and never let the small things get you down. But here's a warning: after every high, there must be a low. If you have no lows in your life whatsoever, then when you finally hit it, it will be much worse. Try not to always put a brave face on everything.
"~~What kind of fruit are you?~~ WITH ANIME-PICS" - Results:
You are something exotic. You adore going out. You aren't afraid of anything. You are a popular person and almost everybody likes you ^.^
"~~Are you a bit Depressed? Are you Happy?~~*With Anime pics*" - Results:
You're like me ^.^ You feel alone sometimes, but you will survive. Just remember that you got alot of friends that will help you get trough when you got problems.Think more positive ^_~ If you don't have friends, you have to be carefull, depression isn't far away...
Your A Fallen Anime Girl! you fell or were lost somewhere and cant get back,you feel depressed all the time because of that someone hurt you really badly and left you vunerable for the wolves so that has made you untrusting and frightened,you dont want to talk to other people because your afraid they will hurt you like others had, not all the people are monsters so try chatting to someone it will make you feel better ^_^
- the words to say..the road to take...to find a way back to your heart...what can i do...to get to you...to find a way back to your heart....--Back to your Heart
FINAL FANTASY CONCERT!!!!! tomorrow -_-
on a monday-garsh oh wellz it would be worth it---that concert probably will ruin my history score but oh wellz
hahah my history test score is like a sine wave w/ an amplitude of .000000000000000000000000000000000000000000001--hahahhahaha
welp had a crazy week--full of hw--can't really remember about much that was happen in the pass week--[you know w/ my schedule it's really hard to remember now...-_-]
well let's seee
let me try to remember
monday: feeling miserable
tuesday: thinking it was wednesday
wednesday: uhhhhhh study? and feeling miserable
thursday: feeling even more miserable--stupid test and essay due the next day
FRIDAY: well first sylivia stole my seat and i felt HELLA miserable and tired--i kinda go mad and sat in the corner and slept. then in auto--i asked mr. D for some coffee--that woke me up--then in 3rd period ms tham came in and FINALLY gave us those freakin forms--filled it out in a few mins---I BETTER GET PSYCHOLOGY AND FILM LIT MAN!---then in 4th we listened to that holocaust surivivor--felt a lump in my throat--it's amazing how she talked---EVEN YELI LIKED IT whoazas-- he said that was the best speaker he ever heard--as i read in many xangas--well ....only jasmin's--hahahah--ppl felt like crying--so i'm not alone ^_^ i think everyone had at least a lump in their throat [other ppl probably cried]---MAN IMAGINE SOJOURN---I HAVE TO BRING A WHOLE TISSUE BOX- OIYERS--then in 5th nothing much---6th--MAN 5 WHOLE DAYS of mr. punkar yapping--soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo sleeeeeepppyy
me: man i noticed that this WHOLE WEEK we had to listen to him talk
punkar [easedroped]: well it could of been worse--could of been the whole year
me: 0_0
oiy that would of been terrible
well continuing on w/ friday---went walked to seton alone--saw a big mosquito then once i reach seton i had to wait for 10 mins for the secruity to open the gift shop--meanwhile one secruity guy said that my nails look cool and we socialized---MAN--HE CAN'T SHUT UP!! i'm sorry it's just that i don't like older I MEAN OLDER men asking me questions and talking to me in a suspiciously nice way--it's creepy...but FINALLY i went into the gift shop and basically sat there...sold soem stuff....met some crazy weird ppl--nonworking-bladder lady, extremely angry middle eastern guy, this dude giving me advice
the dude: working huh?
me: yeah
the dude: how old are you? 17? 18?
me: 16
the dude: 16 huh? i remember myself working when i was 12
me: wow [nods] that's young
the dude: do me a favor and listen to my advice
me: ummm ok...
the dude: don't listen to adults--they don't know what they're thinking or saying
me: that means i don't listen to you, right?
the dude: no listen to me about this--adults know nothing--they don't know you--they're crazy--do whatever you want to do--adults can't boss you around--they are just children that are grown up
me:.....umm ok
the dude: [leavesw/ the stuff he bought] thankyou
me: thank YOU
me [aside]: uhhhhh ok......heh
welp that's my first day w/o snow at seton--she missed alot....
ahaha i was reading Huck at seton but keep getting distracted--oiy--i only read 5 chapters so far O_O oiy got 10 more to go by monday [shakes head]
well today finished the notecards w/ sammi -- after she left--paretns left for that annual party--then my aunt came and ate some pho that she brought--i asked her if she could take me to serramonte to buy a 20 dollar shirt--so me kev and jessica [tran] went to serramonte together w/ my aunt of course adn at hot topic the FULLMETAL ALCHEMIST T-SHIRT WAS SOLD OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i was sooooooo maaaaadddd--well not really but yea--hahahh--then me kev and jessica went to game stop and suncoast--my aunt wandered off and got like 3 pizzas from that italian thing [sbarro i think] at the food court for 20 bucks--i was like WHOAZAS IS THAT GAPHONG WITH TWO PIZZA BOXES???? actually it was around 3 1/2 pizzas in those boxes--i ate a lot of bread sticks--hahah--and yeah got home--slept for 10 mins while i was reading Huck [only read a page and fell asleep] and my parents came home and woke me up ciz they thought i was chatting again but actualy i was d/l some do as infinity music video--hahah--it's ok--then went to watch mad tv it was a rerun but...
OMG THEY MADE FUN OF NORAH JONES--HAAHAHAHHA
HIGH----LARIOUS
tina [not me, daniele...uhhh forgot her last name....]: man jeff this party sucks--no one's dancin--no one's drink--this is boring
jeff [bobby lee] : i don't know tina--what should i do to make this party start????
advertiser pops in: you know what you need?? [holds up CD] THE NEW NORAH JONES CD---MONTONOUS
jeff: GREAT [stares at the screen]
advertizer: DONT' JUST STAND THERE PUT IN THE DAMN CD
jeff [terrified]
[playing some mumbo jumbo that sounds like that song that starts w/ " i waited till i saw the sun--don't know why i didn't come"]
then everyone gets up and starts dancing and stripping and drinking and making out--and the music still playing --hahahhah
then this old lady comes in and starts partyign w/ them--hahahhaha
then
tina [not me danielle....uhhh i think it's fisher]: THANKS NORAH JONES--YOU TAUGHT ME HOW TO REALLY PARTY!!!!
jeff: THANKS NORAH JONES!!!--I ALWAYS WANTED TO HAVE SEX W/ MRS. BATES! [old lady slaps her]
then shows the cd and the announcer says "BUY THE NEW NORAH JONES CD MONTONOUS--GET YOUR FREAK ON WITH A LITTLE SNORE"
HAHAHHAHA
POOR NATHAN
TejasTheory (11:34:05 PM): urghh TejasTheory (11:34:05 PM): i am never TejasTheory (11:34:08 PM): watching Mad TV TejasTheory (11:34:08 PM): ever
HAHHAHAH
after the show you acually see that nicole parker pretend to sing like norah jones it was something like
....i went outside and took a walk don't know where to go then i found myself back here then i said i took a walk hrmrhrrmrrhmrrhrmrr la la la la la la la la la la hee hee hee hee heee [falls asleep] [wakes up] DAY! hruuurhghmghrhe [falls asleep]
HAHAHAHHAH
welp i have hella surveys in my email still--imma just going to do some of then--the most earliest ones i ahve ...
this is from jessica mah--for a LONG time ago--wow learned a lot from jessica....dolphins--I NEVER KNEW YOU LIKED CHEMISTRY!! I HAVE SOME SONGS THAT I CAN SEND TO YOU--if i can....-_-
Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4. Write down what it says: [grab huck] ....crossed over to the illinois shore where it was woody adn there warn't no....[if you want me to finish the sentence--it's houses]
Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first? air...
What is the last thing you watched on TV? uh...MADTV--HAHA ...
Without looking, guess what time it is: 1:50
Now look at the clock. What is the actual time? 1:46 blah
With the exception of the computer, what can you hear? the click of a mouse and the taps of teh keyboard
When did you last step outside? What were you doing? today..at serramonte...
Before you came to this website [started this survey], what did you look at? email where jessica's post was...
What are you wearing? clothes.....
Did you dream last night? uhhh last night.... i can't really remember..
When did you last laugh? laughing at norah jones parody--^^
What is on the walls of the room you are in? uhhhh nothing......
Seen anything weird lately? everything is weird....
What do you think of this quiz? uhhhhhhhh ok....
What is the last film you saw? film--or dvd--oooohhhhhh--hahahha well the last movie that i watch at the theaters was Spanglish and Meet the Fockers--i like spanglis ^_^
If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first? well i can't get to buy that fullmetal alchemist shirt.....uhhhh probably that samurai cap for roger--[OR ME HEHEHE]
Tell me something about you that I don't know: who's I?....
If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do? well i would help ppl from stop hating...hating makes hate even more... i swear---i don't wanna hate those evil ppl who hate me--i wouldnt' hate them if they didn't hate me....
Do you like to dance? DDR!!!
George Bush: HAHAHAH AT MADTV bush was like: well they could attack us but they didn't but we fear that they can but they didn't and they could but they didn't and theres a possibility that they can but they didn't and SEE IT'S SIMPLE ABOUT THE REASON WE INVADE IRAQ
Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her? Raine...
Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him? [so jappy jessica...] well i'll name my son, Terran [DON'T STEAL THESE NAMES!!! COPYRIGHTED BY TINANA QUACHERS--actually raine is from ff8 BUT STILL!!!]
Would you ever consider living abroad? of course love to travel around the world--if i can.....
What song/music: 1] Makes you want to dance: DDR/happy music and jimmy eat world's up beat songs--I LOVE "WORK" [the song the that actual thing ^^] 2] Makes you happy: the songs above 3] Reminds you of an ex-lover: lots of songs....some good ones from Utada Hikaru some rock songs like from something corporate--MAINLY DASHBOARD CONFESSIONAL--they're all about dying, killing yourself, and hating your ex-girlfriend ^_^ 4] Reminds you of an ex-friend: uhhhh that song in the FOX AND THE HOUND--THAT DISNEY MOVIE--I THINK IT'S CALLED FRIENDS FOREVER--DAMNIT--I LOVE THAT MOVIE--I ONLY HAVE IT IN CHINESE--WTF???? 5] Makes you cry: well music doesn't really make me cry but Shape of My Heart by BSB is kinda depressing to me.... 6] Makes you laugh: oh-hehehe--FLAGPOLE SITTA BY HARVEY DANGERFIELD--HAHAH--" I'M NOT SICK BUT I'M NOT WELL---AND I'M SO HOTT CUZ I'M IN HELL--I TURNED ON THE TV AND I NOTICED THAT STUPID PPL ARE BREEDING.....I WENT TO THE DOCTOR AND THEY SAID I WAS CRAZY...THEN THEY CUT OFF MY LEGS NOW I'M AMPUTEET GODDAMMN YOU!!!" AHAHHHAH 7] Makes you ponder life: well jap songs...poetic songs--some of dashboard some by something corporate..... 8] You never want to hear again: [hahah jessica you're so funny--it's the HAMSTER DANCE SONG--HAHAH---di di di di do do di da di di do..-hehhe] well for me i would never want to hear um....well i'm not sure...as long it's not random screaming or lustful rapping 9] You once loved but got sick of: i used to like SIMPLE PLAN--but all their songs sound EXACTLY the same and cmc keeps playing those songs...oiy 10] You love by a band/artist you dislike: uhhh i don't really understand the question.... 11] You sheepishly admit to liking: [hey kingdom hearts theme song is awesome!!!] i'm not afraid of tell ppl of what songs i like 12] You'd do anything to see played live: uhhhhhhh--NO 13] Reminds you of your childhood: yeah i agree--SPICE GIRLS--but more on BACKSTREET BOYS and SUGAR RAY!!! 14] Sums up your teenage years: YELLOWCARD!!!! DASHBOARD CONFESSIONAL!!! SOMETHING CORPORATE!!! 15] Most people like but you hate: I agree too--AMERICAN IDOL PPL AREN'T TAHT GREAT---maybe CLAY AIKEN MAYBE 16] You love the lyrics of: ooooo a lot man A LOT..... 17] You used to hate but now love: well i used to hate rap and jpop but now i like them...well not ALL RAP but like eminem---whatever comes from the heart man... 18] Is best played in the car: i don't know um JIMMY EAT WORLD'S WORK 19] You like to fall asleep to: pfffttt-hahhahahhahaha---NORAH JONES 20] You like to wake up to: AWESOME BOY BAND SONGS!! ^_^ 21] You like out of your parents record collection: well daddy likes LINKIN PARK and EVANESENCE --i like them [as long daddy doesn't play them like a billion times] mommy like those ucky VIETNAMESE MUSIC---uggggggghhhhhh 22] You love that you wouldn't know if it wasn't for a friend: Yellowcard, dasboard, and something corporate---THANKS HELEN!!! 23] You love the video more than the tune: uhhhh i don't know--can't think of any off of my head... 24] Is good to listen to whilst holding hands: THE REASON I LOVE YOU by WAX 25] Makes you think of sex: I AGREE W/ JESSICA --something by Britney Spears of Christina Aguilera... 26] You love to hear at clubs/bars: techno stuff and YEAH by USHER--man that song is ANNOYING!!