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Interests: Music, art, theatre/drama, literature, poetry/prose and essays are how I bleed.
Expertise: Cold. AFI. Murder by Death. Thursday. Lacuna Coil. Thrice. Cursive. Azure Ray. Taking Back Sunday. The Blood Brothers. From Autumn to Ashes. Coheed and Cambria. Opeth. Joni Mitchell. Static-X. BoySetsFire. The Wallflowers.

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Member Since: 1/9/2004

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Monday, February 23, 2004

	Weird... Hannah and I are in the computer lab singing "Smooth Criminal" and dancing and stuff. Hannah's going to get a Xanga right now. Go me. Cold concert: March 03. Mandea and I are so there.
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Tuesday, February 10, 2004

Currently Reading
The Holy Qur'Aan/English/Arabic
By Maulana Muhammad Ali, Publishing Ahmadiyya, Maulana Muhammed Ali
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I'm reading the Qur'Aan (Koran to you all) and the Book of Mormon to become more enlightened. It's so funny how people bash Islam without knowing a damned thing about it because of 09.11.2001.

I'm in an extremely awkward situation. First of all, I'm grounded until March 01, which is really funny because in 2003 I got grounded for the entire month of February. At least it's the shortest month of the year, so it's not as bad as it could be (say, March?). Last year March 01 was Liberation Day(!!) and this year it's gonna be the same. Mandea and I have to go see a movie like we did last year, with Meagan. BIGGG ol' reunion with us and Meagan. Last year, it was "The Hours" (excellent by the way). This year: we don't know. How about a Monty Python/Jay & Silent Bob marathon at my house?

I resigned my position at the Fine Arts club yesterday, because I felt like I couldn't handle things. I decided to not audition for the same reason. Ms. B made me assistant directior, which I can't do because I'm grounded now. I'm really pissed. The reason why I got grounded was so incredibly stupid, and I don't want to got there at the moment. All I know is that I didn't deserve it... for a change.

Nothing I do is good enough for them.

Another thing: my musical tastes are branching out. Screw Evanescence. Screw Godsmack. Screw System of a Down. Screw even Metallica (did I say it?). Screw Manson. Screw "Year of the Spider" by Cold (self-titled and "13 Ways to Bleed Onstage" still rock so hard). Screw "nu-metal" and "hard rock". I still love Opeth though... but the rest of it? It's all so fake to me now.

I'm really digging on Azure Ray. AFI. Jack Off Jill. Moby. OutKast. Black-Eyed Peas. The Deftones. Thursday. Thrice. REM. Simon and Garfunkel. Trance. Punk. Screamo... I don't know how it happened. Hey... I even enjoy Justin Timberlake & Christina Aguilera's new stuff. I think I want their CDs. What have I become? They were once "guilty pleasures". Their voices are great... and it's "feel-good" music.

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