holy molyy.
i miss xanga..
hahaha

So, I was looking up some words on pearsonsuccessnet.com right? and well.. i suddenly wanted to check xanga (procrastination begins) , to see if anyone still uses it. Haha, and alot of the posts on here are some pretty deep stuff. haha.. well continuing my procrastination.. I'm going to tell you basically what has been going through my head lately..
When school first started i thought it was going to be awesome and that it  was going to be the best experience of my life. But the week after the first week of school. I was thinking to myself.. where in the world is cari, jenny and carolyn and everyone
And it finally hit me that they don't even go to JV, so basically..  i was in my breakdown point for a few days because.. each day things that happened in school was getting worse.
Me and my friend was getting in arguments, people were changing, I was failing a few of my classes, It was hard for me to make friends with some of my classmates, I couldn't see my friends i talked to all the time during middle school as much and most of all i REALLY wanted to talk to my one friend that hung out with people i really didn't like all that much but i didn't have the courage to cause i thought she was sick of me and everything and it seemed like she was fine not talking to me anyways.
But.. then.. i guess i started making more friends in all my classes and things got better but i still miss my old friends.
And rethinking about the people that made an impact on my life. Even though i might not have liked them much and they probably didn't like me as much either. I have to say they helped me alot and I thank them for that, I just hope that I become better friends with them.. haha. i really really do.
Man.. i know that some of this stuff that i put down really didn't make sense, but i'm half awake yo. haha
haha i really need to continue my homework..
so  yeah.. time to end the procrastination..
haha by the way.. Mr. Salinas bugs the crap out of me..
he is so gay.. literallly.
haha yeahhh. just had to say that
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 Small group outing pictures!!