update....
   
&& I always fall for the one guy who is just out of reach..but close enough to make it hurt.
   
I hate how it happened so long ago, and it still seems like yesterday.
   
&& After awhile, it doesn't hurt anymore..the truth is, it starts to kill.
   
True friends will be there even if you refuse to talk to them because they know deep down inside, you can't stand the silence.
   
She saves his voicemail so whenever she's lonely, she can hear his voice.
   
Loving him is the best thing yet. Missing him is something I'll never regret. Losing him will be hard to accept. But seeing him with her is the most painful yet.
   
Any guy can love a thousand girls..But only a real guy can love a girl in a thousand ways.
   
In this weird, twisted way I know you miss me. Not because I want to believe it..but because you know you'll never find another girl that will put up with you like I did.
It's those things you hate about yourself that some day, someone will love about you.
Everytime I tell myself to move on and forget you..I remember how much you mean to me.
The strongest person you see all day may be the one who cries theirself to sleep every night.
I know you didn't mean to hurt me, but can't you see I love you..need you..adore you? And there you go..running off with my best friend.
When a girl breaks up with a boy for no apparent reason, it's because she's scared. Scared to get too close..scared to get hurt..scared to be too vulnerable. Realize that she just wants to see if you care enough to do something about it and never let go of her.
The reason God made spaces between your fingers was so another person's hands could fill them up.
A real friend isn't the person that is nice to you to your face..it's the person that is nice to you behind your back.
I think about you all the time, and if I'd have known missing you would hurt this bad, I never would have started loving you.
Don't smile at me if you're not truly happy. Don't hug me if you're gonna let go. Don't kiss me if you're just going to run away. Don't call me if you're gonna hang up. Don't say you love me if you're going to take it back.
But when I look in the mirror, I see a girl who has been through so much. Yet, she still finds a way to smile at the past. She still loves with all her heart..or what's left of it. And when you see her walk down the hall, I can guarantee you she'll have her head up high, faking a smile just one last time at all those who try and break her but never will.
promised myself I would try to move on and forget you..but we both know I was never good at keeping promises.
I hope everyone who sees us together, sees just how happy we are. I hope they see the sparkle in my eyes. I wish they could feel the butterflies. Then they would understand why I can't see my life without him in it.
You've always been that boy that's my friend. The boy I can run to when my boyfriends hurt me. But now..you're so much more, and I wish I could have realized earlier how much I love you.
I want to thank you. Thank you for always listening to me when I just needed to vent. For understanding what I needed, and for being my best friend. And for not giving up on me when everyone else did.
I feel like an idiot searching for you in the halls, and then when I finally see you..I turn the other way.
I still get my hopes up everytime. Hoping that, just this once, you'll care. But you don't. You never do. And it crushes me everytime.
I guess what scares me is knowing that at any moment you could rip my heart out and step on it..and I'd just pick it up and hand it right back to you.
There's always gonna be that one guy, that no matter what happens between you two, no matter how long you go without talking, you just never stop loving him.
Sometimes, I wonder why words can mean nothing and silence can mean everything.
But there's just something about him that made me like him ever since the day I met him...something about him that made me go absolutely crazy for him.
As serious as life can be, you always need those friends who you can be completely stupid with.
Ever since I met you, it just hasn't been the same. All I've been doing is putting hearts around your name.
He's the one boy that actually got through to her heart <33.
People ask me all the time why I like him so much. Honestly, I don't know. But there's just something about him, and I just can't let him go.
One of the hardest things in life is letting go of what you thought was real.
Experience is a hard teacher. It gives you the test first and the lesson later.
As hard as she tries to make herself move on, he always seems to make her fall again.
&& He acts like he doesn't care, but we all know he's falling apart without her beautiful smile.
To every girl who gossiped about me in corners of parties, to those who were my slap in the face, to the close minded or misunderstanding, to those boys that broke my heart, and to those friends who turned out to be back stabbers. You all challenged me to become the person I wanted to be. I am stronger because of all the stupid things you put me through. No matter how much you have done to me, you have unknowingly done so much more for me. So, thanks. | 
