hi..

i jus wanted to say... i cant do this anymore.. i would do anything jus to see him happy!!! even if its not with me...... i cant stop crying, i can hardley breathe... well im out.. comment me if you care.... later..

*while sitting on this cold kitchen floor, head down to hide the tears, i've finally realized that you were never meant for me...* ((dedicated))

& i got a new xanga<3 its www.xanga.com/xOx_iLl_lOve_hIm_aLwAyS_xOx gimme some love in mi new xanga!!

signed-complety heart broken..

KristinaLynn

hey everyone!!!

todays a better day i guess... i tried not to think about him</3... but he actually IMed me todai so i think things are gunna get better... like the way things use to be with us... i don want things to be like they use to be with us tho..... i want things to be better... i want us to be closer then we were.. i jus wish he would give me a chance... cuz how could he ever know who truly loves him the most if he wont give me a chance..... but he makes me feel incrediable sometimes but yet other times he makes me feel like i aint good enough... did anyone ever make you feel like your not good enough or like your worthless? its funny how the one<3 person who means everything to you makes you feel like nothing..... but the thing he dont know is that i cross mi heart nd hope to die stick every niddle in these eyes inject this air into mi veins if it would bring him to me..... doesnt he know that?....? he should... nd i probably shouldnt be tellin him this but no matter what he does im still going to be here... thru all the fights nd thru all the arguments.... thru everything he does to me... thru all the times he's a dick head to me... im jus always going to be there for him... no matter how hard i try to leave him i jus cant.... no matter what i do, i jus cant forget about him nd i jus cant move on.... from the first day i met him i knew he would be one of those guys i couldnt forget no matter what he does to me..... well i guess thats enough for todai... please keep on commenting!! it means so much to me<3!!! i love you's!!! well im out.. later.. x0x0...!!<3<3<3

&she tries as hard as she can just to forget about him...<3

xOx....i'll_lOvE_yOu_aLwAyS....xOx

KristinaLynn

heyy everyone..

nothin much happened... i jus realized he only wanted me to try nd get some... it sucks to finally know the truth but im jus glad i realized it before he got what he wanted from me... now he dont talk to me........ him nd his old crush are probably doin good again...</3 ugh i fuckin hate guys... all they do is play head games!!! nd the other him was flirting with me at brunos<3 it was all gravy but then i found out him nd her like each other... if he likes someone else why would he stand there nd flirt with me?!?!? ugh... he fusterates me sooo bad!!! i wish i never meet him.. nd for the guy i was talkin about up there.. the first one i was talkin about.. well lets jus say i regret letting mi self get close to him nd letting mi self begin to fall for him... ugh the ending sucks so bad.. so does the truth</3......... i also learned over the week/weekend that i jus need to forget about BOYS!! well not forever jus for a while... jus long enough to have something/someone good to come mi way.. cuz when you least expect it your price charming will be right there waiting for you.. you jus gotta not wait for it.. you gotta let him come to you... all guys are good for is sex!! haha... not even that.. cuz most of em jus use you to get some nd then they leave you.. then you're sitting all alone again nd heart broken.... i felt oh so strong nd then i finally broke.... mi broken heart has no more use to continue to beat... cant you break it all the way nd stop the pain you've caused... well comment me im out.. later.. love ya's!!--i miss you oh so much....!!

 If you could go anywhere right now, where would you go? nd would you miss me when you get there? There's no place that I would rather be.. besides right here next to you<3

((dedicated))

hey everyone...

awe mi xanga site is so cute lol... i jus changed it... i was on it so i decided i'd write... nothin really happend.. but on sunday night.. omg i was soooo scared!!! me nd nicole almost started to cry.. cuz me nd nicole were with kenny... omg i dont even wanna go into details... i don wanna re-think what happend that night...well anyways... i cant wait til me nd him<3 hang out again... i have so much fun with him<3... its jus too bad he dont feel the same way about me that i feel about him....... i jus wish he would want me like i want him<3..... what does she have that i dont have? what is it about her that you cant get from me... if you jus give me a chance i could be your best secret... i could love you more then anyone has ever loved you... i could make you the happiest you have ever been... jus give me a chance nd i can be that perfect girl you've been waiting for.... well im going.. comment me you guys.. im out.. later.. love ya's! x0x0

KristinaLynn

baby, if only you knew how much i truly miss you nd care for you...<3!! jus please tell me that you miss me too nd that you care for me... <3

hey everyone!!

wow... i havent wrote in a while huh? lol... i've been really busy runnin the streets with mi bestest<3 lol i was with nicole<3 most of the week nd last weekend but then we hung out with melissa nd jackie for a few days.. melissa left us a day later lol.. how rude!! haha.. but anyways... wow this week was soooo much fucking fun!!!! haha... kenny totally got me hooked on playin with the ouija board lol.. it really makes you wonder!! haha.. but anyways... wow i found something great out<3 haha.. well hopefully its true.. cuz if he's lyin to me i don think i'd be able to forgive him for lying to me about this!! lol cuz its sorta, kinda, big lol... awe he was soooooooooo sorry todai that he couldnt hang out anymore lol.. i thought it was cute that he was really sorry.. haha.. well you should know who im talking about nd since you read mi xanga ((nd i didnt know you read it)) you can comment me buddy!! lol hope to see you<3 soon buddy!! haha well im out.. keep the comments comin please!! love ya!! x0x0... later peeps..

KristinaLynn

. . . . eventually one of the
two things will happen.
he'll finally realize you're
worth it, or you'll finally
realize that he isn't . . . .

*i just need one guy to prove to me that they aren't all the same*