Been a long time since i've been on this thing. Life has been weird. No idea what's going on, in just about all aspects. My bf has been acting weird, really weird. Well, if somethings coming to an end, I can't stop it. Whatever. I don't know what to do about anything anymore. I feel like i'm walking through life, just viewing it as an outsider. I'm an outsider to myself, that's not how I'm supposed to feel. Maybe it is time for a change. *sigh* I hope not. . . this change would hurt entirely too much.

~Sarah

        Tired . . .    band camp was interesting enough this year. I might put more if i feel it is needed, but I just really want to sleep now.     

*YAWN*

       Ok guys, how's everyone's summer going? Good? No? Too bad, get over it, lol, j/k. So, Chris has been gone for 4 weeks now, only 6 weeks left. He graduates on the 24th, and I'm going down to Mossourri on the 22nd with his family so we can all spend family day (the 23rd) together. So yayness, I get to see him on the 23rd! (possibly the 22nd, but probably not). So, yeah, I'm gonna miss the first 2-3 days of school. That sorta sucks, but not really cause those days should be pointless, and I get to see Chris.
       He's been writing letters for a while now, so if you want to write to him let me know and I'll give you guys (individually) his address. He'd like the letters, so yeah. Well, I feel like sleeping. Nighty all! See some of you at band tomorrow I guess. Laterz

~Sarah

Again, long time since I updated. Not a whole lot to say. I love Chris, and we've been goin gout for a little more than 10 months now. My sister's getting married in july, so that's kool, but Chris won't be able to make it cause he'll be in basic training. That sucks, so now I'm going to my sister's wedding without anyone by my side, as the maid of honor. Isn't that depressing? So yeah, I figure I'll just take a friend. Chris says that he's alright with that, so now to just find a friend who wouldn't mind going.

I can't believe it's already been 10 months, and yet, it seems like so much longer. I love him so much, and I can't wait until the day that he gets back from basic training in August. I could wait forever until he leaves, though. I know too well that June 12th is going to come much too soon. This summer is gonna suck, compared to last summer. It was awesome, almost every day I saw Chris, and I was so happy.

Well I'll write more . . . eventually. I gotta go to bed, I have work in the morning. Oh yeah, everyone go to IHOP!

I love you Chris!

*~Sarah~*