wow I just found this after almost a year, man. now I'm one Livejournal at Chenresig if you want to read me

peace out homie G

sooo
to heck with people who dont appreciate me right?
easier said than done...
della was wicked awesome about it (the boy situation):

 he should and if he doesnt then hes a fool for missing out on a great friend (and possibly more) like you

and she told me I should move on to someone more deserving of me if he doesnt wise up
heh
wicked sweet.
I'm just ready for change...in that respect of my life...and I'm having trouble finding it.
ah well
we'll see what saturday brings...
I hope tyler's alright...he better get better..

You're Mexico!
While some people think you're poor and maybe a little corrupt, you know where it's at, enjoying good food and nice beaches.  You like to take things a little slower than those around you, and you really wish the air were cleaner, but sometimes compromises must be made.  For some reason, Chevrolet keeps trying to sell you Novas as well, even though they don't really go.

take the country quiz at http://bluepyramid.org/ia/cquiz.htm

personally, I'm going to take it again, I'll let you know what happens

sooo...

there's this boy... :)
i dont know him well at all. I just see him maybe twice a week at most. but, he's adorable. and from what I hear a nice guy. I also believe he's freshman. and even though I tried to care.... i just couldnt. I dont care what age he is.
I talked to jackie about it. I just want a companion. Someone who i can do stuff with. chill. talk..other...stuff...ahem.
I just miss that sort of closeness. and I'm not looking for like a husband or anyhthing...just, something fun.
I had a broad range of possibilities for a while....but now, it's getting narrowed down.
I want to get out of Hiram. Meet people I can be with. not too long...not too long...
help?
signing off...

I know its been a freakin long time since I've written, but that just reflects what I've been going through here...

NOTHING

I'm sick of there being nothing....I cant WAIT to get out of Hiram. I'm going to miss my friends like crazy, but i'm just going nuts here...
I feel like none of my classes are acomplishing ANYTHING

i'm sick of school, hiram, people, stuff....
I'm going to be a hermit.
I want to go to california!
bah.
Maybe I can take a year off, then apply for grad school?
I'm just not ready for more schooling like that...
Well, that's in the future.
quote of the evening: "but it looks like she's figuring out that walking backwards has a lot less hangups when you wear a lampshade"
words of wisdom courtesy of sean
Anyone have any advice on what I can do?
I'm fishing for ANYTHING
that's the word of the night...
well...
Signing off....