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Friday, March 07, 2008

Currently Reading
Girl With Curious Hair (Norton Paperback Fiction)
By David Foster Wallace
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Masks, Reality, Expression, Screens: Things that David Foster Wallace chooses to educate the reader about through his story in Little Expressionless Animals.

Author: Christine (yes, that's me)

 

 

 

“Stares straight ahead,” (3), “her face hangs loosely,” (3), “everything about her is sort of permeable,” (13), “Julie sits staring at herself in the harsh makeup mirror… her face loose and expressionless,” (17), “’I continue to worry about my smile. That it’s starting to maybe be a tired smile. Which is not an inviting smile, which is professionally worrying,’” (19), “the faces remind you of the carved faces of pumpkins,” (35). David Foster Wallace’s short story, Little Expressionless Animals, is a story that is engrossed in how people’s expressions are given and received Julie’s struggles with her own dislike of blank and loose faces that hold no expression at all and her love for Faye is when her face is in motion, “That’s when I love you… is when your face moves into expression,” (41).

Expression plays a key role in television as seen in “JEOPARDY!” Television images are invested with human features, therefore indicate a blur of the boundary between images and real things. But this blur has a more philosophical side to it: as television images become more humanized, real human beings are increasingly treated only as objects that we watch. Wallace has many examples in the story but one that is most intriguing is when Dee is watching and conversing with the television. Julie and Faye watch her through the remote viewer in Faye’s office, and by doing so, turn Dee into an object that is just watched and discussed, not treated like a human in suffering. Julie tells Faye, "It's mean to watch her like this," (9) Julie senses that by spying on Dee they somehow have reduced her of her individual features.

Another passage in the story discusses screens and how people view things through them. While trying to come up with stories as to why Faye is a lesbian, an idea about a college boy who gradually turns his girlfriend into an aesthetic object comes up. He makes her diet or gain weight, exercise, and supervises her haircuts and make-overs. During the night he watches her naked body lifting weights in his room. Finally, he watches her from outside his window. He has literally put a screen between him and his girlfriend, and thereby turned her one step further into an object. Yet, there remains some form of exchange between them because he can see her and she can see him and then is broken the moment he invites his friends to stare at her too. This imitates a TV-like situation; a gaping crowd outside and a dehumanized body inside. The exchange between the girl and her boyfriend is now only one-way. He can still see her, but she cannot distinguish him anymore in the midst of the faces outside, which remind her of carved pumpkins whose faces do not move in expressions but stay in one, like a mask.

Masks play a key role to Julie and her struggle with people who choose to wear them. Julie explains time and time again that when a person puts on this mask there are no holes to grab onto, “Tell them there are no holes for your fingers in the masks of men. Tell them how could you ever even hope to love what you can’t grab onto,” (32). When people put their masks on they separate themselves from reality. Television stars often do this to allow for a more agreeable (or disagreeable, whatever the stage calls for) character and therefore hide their own true character in exchange for the more acceptable one. In Trebek’s case his smile plays a key role in his performance on JEOPARDY! “I continue to worry about my smile… that it’s not an inviting smile… which is professionally worrying,” (19).He is in constant worry about his appearance and makes sure that he is always inviting and friendly to the crowds who in return that only see his “expressions” and base his “character” off of those. The crowd still views him as an object but they need to be engrossed in the object(s) so they won’t turn off the television. “’I’m just glad he’s on the inside of the set, and I’m on the outside and I can turn him off whenever I want,’” (31).

Julie sometimes slips into a loose or expressionless face, especially when she is on air with JEOPARDY! This is an odd case because usually audiences don’t like expressionless people on stage. They eventually conclude that, “her expression, brightly serene, radiates a sort of oneness with the board’s data,” (17). Given no character they assume one for her and love her for it. She is a mystery to them and they want to learn more. Wearing the mask during taping she then takes it off when the cameras stop rolling. Tears spill out of her eyes and she becomes human again with real emotions, not just some robot-like person who can spit out almost every answer that JEOPARDY! throws are her. Trebek makes an observation about her smile that troubled him because her smile breaks him out of his own fake reality behind his mask and realizes the reality outside of it. “Odd girl. Something odd about her. When she smiled things got too bright, too focused. It took the fun out of it, somehow,” (21). By smiling with so much emotion people could tell she was not wearing a mask and accepted reality at that moment. It was trouble especially at a place where people needed to wear the masks to obtain higher ratings from the viewers.

Julie’s dislike for expressionless faces stems from her being abandoned by her mother near a cow. “Tell them the cow stood there all day, chewing at something it had swallowed long ago, and looking at you…the cow’s face had no expression on it… it stood there all day, looking at you with a big face that had no expression… A cow watches you, standing, the same way it watches anything,” (40). While this may seem a bit extreme, the reader must put themselves in Julie’s shoes when she was a child. Her mother left her and her autistic brother standing in a field with their hands on a fence post all day. She told them she would come back for them, she never did. Children tend to associate things with emotions or situations and in this situation the cow stood there while the children suffered, indifferent to their situation. While looking for something to reach out to and be comforted by, Julie was met with an expressionless animal who continued to watch her as it would anything.

With so many references to expression and the stress that is associated with it, it is no wonder that people choose to put masks on and not deal with the reality of their emotions or character. Expression plays a large part in society and everything that people do. It allows some to climb the corporate ladder and others to fall down it or people to be loved by the crowd or hated by the crowd. People revolve around their emotions, how they can hide or express them and the effects it has on others. Little Expressionless Animals shows the reader this and allows them to examine his or her own mask and true reality.


Thursday, February 28, 2008

Currently Reading
Girl With Curious Hair (Norton Paperback Fiction)
By David Foster Wallace
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I like math, I always thought it to be amusing but I never thought I would put it to good use until yesterday.... There I was, innocently drawing some pattern in my art class when I found myself without a protractor and in need of a 90* angle!!! Thankfully I was supplied with a compass and remembering my geometry professor's wise words about how to construct such an angle I carefully applied the correct circles and marks and came out with a perfect 90* angle.

Latest news however... I took up Muay Thai and Kali/FMA this month. Its been amazing and I've come along with my bag work, punching/elbows/knees/kicking. The teaching style is different then my ninjistu class but I still enjoy it.. Also three of the guys in my Dojo got promoted to black belts! Which is amazing, they totally deserve it. Hopefully I'll be there someday.

School's going well... although I should be studying for my statistics test right now... I really hope I don't get slaughtered... :gulp: And spring break is going to be uber amazing because Nick is coming out! I've got alot planned to show him how amazing CO is. And of course we're going skiing... I just haven't been in quite a while and I hope I don't biff... :cross fingers:

Ok.. back to studying... I really need to update this thing more. lol.

Blessings!


Monday, January 21, 2008

CloverField

So I went out to watch this movie with an open mind. I wasn't expecting anything, just saw a preview once and needed to pick a movie because I was going out with a friend and I'd seen the other good ones.

 

Now I think since I went with an open mind and wasn't expecting anything it was fairly good. The way they shot the movie was a bit awkward at first and I found myself tilting my head to make up for the video camera angles at times, lol. It was a great way to bring out the story though.

 

The beginning was a bit slow but set up some background stuff for the characters of it. I think they chose some interesting people and they all did a good job.

 

It’s not a movie I'd watch over and over again but it was decent and I'm glad I saw it on the big screen because that helped with the camera views.

 

Anyway, I'd give this 3.5 out of 5 stars. 5 out of 5 stars for their awesome advertising.


Tuesday, January 01, 2008

Currently Reading
Basic Writings of Nietzsche (Modern Library Classics)
By Friedrich Nietzsche
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New Year Resolutions

A comment to someone I have recently had the privilege of talking to.

 

I do not mean that everyday is nothing to celebrate. I am saying just the opposite. Sorry if it came out differently. I guess to rephrase it… I am not against New Years’ celebrations because as you said, it is an American tradition. I just dislike how many people wait for the New Years to make their “Resolutions.” I believe that if someone truly wants to change they should not wait for the “New Year.” I believe that each day can hold as much promise as a new year. “The journey of a thousand miles must begin with a single step.” I see a New Year as a thousand mile journey and the days as a single step. Especially since I have to take many many steps to get that far as such are the days with the year.

 

I think many people set themselves up to fail with the New Year’s resolutions because they are thinking about the thousand miles first and not the steps like it should be. “There is no sudden leap into the stratosphere. There is only advancing step by step, slowly and tortuously, up the pyramid towards your goals.” (Ben Stein) “Great results cannot be achieved at once; and we must be satisfied to advance in life as we walk step by step.” (Samuel Smiles)

 

Each day holds new promises as well and if people live life one step at a time their change is stronger because they have taken the chance to build each step well. A house with a foundation of sand will fall much quicker then a house with a foundation of rock. (Reference to Matthew 7:24-27 but not with the Christian application.)  You have to start with a good foundation before you can build a good house.

 

Lol. Ok so my argument is still not totally thought through but that’s my two cents. I’m just kind of writing this on the fly and flow of my thought. Which isn’t always a good thing. Lol.

 

I guess on the flip side as well it helps many people to look at the horizon more then just each step. “Never look down to test the ground before taking your next step; only those who keep their eye fixed on the far horizon will find their right road.” (Dag Hammarskjold) They can get miffed if they think of the many steps a thousand miles takes or the 365 day obstacle course they have to live through to complete 1 year. “The heights charm us, but the steps do not; with the mountain in our view we love to walk to plains.” (Johann Wolfgang von Goethe)

 

~Christine~

 

“Everyday is a new opportunity. You can build on yesterday’s success or put is failures behind and start over again. That’s the way life is, with a new game everyday, and that’s the way baseball is.” (Bob Feller)

 


Tuesday, December 11, 2007

Currently Listening
From Under the Cork Tree
By Fall Out Boy
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So pretty sure life is kinda confusing right now. Lots of emotions about different people, lots of thoughts on religion, who I want to be, who I was, what others want me to be. Bla. Can make a girl crazy. Wish I could just shut off my emotions for a week... or forever. That'd be good.... or not. I don't wanna be a psychopath. =/  I really just need to go lose myself in the wilderness for a week, forget about people, my life and reclear my head. I'm not suppose to feel this way near Christmas!! Maybe its just finals getting to my head and lack of sleep... I'll ATTRIBUTE it to that. ()



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