hah. ok. let's try this ghetto work-around the lack of an ftp server  *haha woot works! windows_movie_maker(sound_recorder + paintbrush(screenshot(notepad)) only ghetto windows apps! Anyway, the irony is that I intially wanted to take a shot at writing an emo-wannabe whiny minor-key song about how aimless post-college life is, but it ended up a praise of His mercy, love and faithfulness. God's amusing. But I'm glad I'll have it around to sing when I'm feeling whiny in the future. The lyrics below for those who want to read them and not go blind. Again, excuse the rawness of it all (it sounds better if you keep the volume low! in fact, as volume ==> 0, utility ==> inf ) Sitting silent in isolation Contemplations of aspirations. Have I lost what I’ve been looking for? Entertainments of self-delusions Liberations by cynicism Have I wandered off this path too far? But in the dark, I hear you calling out to me Drawing me close within your arms And in the light, I will be dancing in your courts And I’ll sing of your great mercy and your love Repetitions of self-indulgence Consequences. Condemnation. Can I squander off this boundless grace? Resignations to indiscretions Comprehension of apprehensions Can someone tell me when this struggle ends? But in the dark, I hear you calling out to me Drawing me close within your arms And in the light, I will be dancing in your courts And I’ll sing of your great mercy and your love And in the night, He’s been there always holding on to me Guiding me on with His love, Oh cometh the day! When I am fully dressed in righteousness Forever singing His mercy and His love! Psalm 138:8 (New International Version) 8 The LORD will fulfill his purpose for me; your love, O LORD, endures forever— do not abandon the works of your hands.
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