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Wednesday, April 16, 2008

  • What does romance mean to you? Are you a romantic person?



               Romance is an exclusive jargon for people who have heart. to those who have not, romance is never understandable. But, of course, romance is not only when you see two people huggin, kissing, or exchanging sweet words. But, generally to those people who understand and feel love.Ü

               And to add, romance is not actually purely fiction, as other would regard it. but it's also about loving while tearing the pages of fiction books and putting oneself into reality.

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Wednesday, April 09, 2008

  • Ballad for a book. Freestyle rhyming.

    You were created. You were made for a
    purpose. You were published to be
    exposed and to be appreciated.


    Yes, you are like a book. indeed, my
    favorite book. i once ignored you. a
    book that can be found in a bookstore. a
    unique book. but never, before, have you
    grabbed my attention. it's not that
    you're not attractive or not good
    looking at all. in fact, you, among
    those books have the most catchy cover.
    it seems like you were covered with gold
    wrapper that even my best friend would
    want to buy you. but, i think, it's all
    because, all i know is that you're
    expensive. you were on the bookshelves
    were expensive books are placed. you are
    unattainable. i thought you were too
    unattainable.

    i remember, you were my first favorite
    book. a book, that till now, i never
    stop reading. never get tired of reading.

    whenever i get into that bookstore, i
    admit that even if i ignore you because
    you're unattainable, i still give a
    glance on your cover. just like a funny
    comic book, you make my day. just the
    glance to your cover make my visit to
    the bookstore worthwhile.

    then on, i started reading you. trying
    to avoid my best friend for i kept
    reading my favorite book that she once
    favorited too. (poor me, anyway! haha.)

    then i bought you because you seem not
    only to interest me, but to make me love
    you as well.

    afterwards, i realized that im not only
    reading you by cover. i got to know your
    content through your pages and episodes.
    and all that, through the beginning to
    your downfall, i become your number one
    subscriber, number one reader. never to
    let a day without reading a page of you.

    and from that day on, im enlightened
    that im no longer alone, the book that i
    bought, i own, is helping me in a way. i
    learned a lot from you, my favorite
    book. i've seen reality from a
    once-fiction book like you. you move my
    emotions, from the sweetness to its
    downfall - you move me.

    My favorite book, i never wish your
    chapters to end. you are never be
    misplaced .. never be replaced. because
    if that'll happen, i know that im only
    faking myself. like reading fiction
    book. fake. unreal. ideal.


    you know i keep you, dress you, put
    different designs in your cover that
    once attract me. keeping each pages
    safe. leave it untouched by other
    readers. keep it. love the pages. may it
    be giving me different emotions at
    times. because, you're a book, and
    that's part of being a book, to have bad
    pages that's being left after read. like
    bad memories, forgotten, left out, but
    still a part of you.

    i believe that ill be reading you for th
    e rest of my life. i'll never grow tired
    reading a special book like you. to
    others, you may be uninteresting, but to
    me, you're everything.


    and now, it's funny to realize that i'm
    a part of a story in this favorite book
    that i'm reading. :) I love you. =)

Tuesday, April 08, 2008

  • Disloyal Best Friend.

          

        Have you once asked yourself why best things aren't always free? Have you asked yourself why all we ever wanted comes with a price? Why there should be consequences and not pure satisfaction? If until now, you havent found an answer to those questions, then let me introduce to you, my best _____ friend, Pain. My ever best "disloyal friend, Pain.

           Pain... is instant. He's always there. He has always been with me even if i don't need him. He's just one stupid act away. I've tried calling pain several times, and as what i expected, for he as well is my best friend, he never fails me. When I broke up with my boyfriend, he was there, instantly. . . constantly. When my wants and desires arent met, instantly, he's there. He's within my unconscious mind, and without even calling him, instantly, it appears to my conscious mind.

        My disloyal friend, pain. I used to hate him too. Disloyal. I thought I am his only one. But suddenly realizes, that my best friend has always been a part of somebody else. I thought I was the only one whom he accompanies, whom he approaches after a stupid act or an inconvenient feeling.

        He's disloyal. But I wonder why he's dying to be my best friend.

        "I hate you pain!" I once shout that aloud.

       But i just laughed. Realizing that that nobody's around while I uttered those words. Nobody else but silence. And at that time, silence didnt help me, nor advised me anything. That's when I thought that silence and pain are good friends. They are accomplices. Silence occupied my room. I didnt hear anything and realized that I'm with his accomplice, my ever disloyal friend, Pain.

     Afterwards, silence left my room. It's just Pain and I alone. By that time, he was in my conscious mind. Thinking about pain, sensing him around, feeling pain. Then, another good friend of his arrived.

     "Tear here!" - words that I insanely heard from else where. It was tear. I expected tear to come, just like how I expected him to come in some same instance like this. And tear, literally tearing my eyes, departed my eyes. And to tell you, that was the only time that I realize that I'm already crying.

        After I cried, I felt that Pain is gradually leaving my conscious mind. I felt a new me - brand new me. I thought I never needed him, my ever disloyal friend, pain. But now, I substantiate that pain, may be disloyal, may be considered as a consequence, may be the price of stupid acts, may be the reason why best things are not always free, but in the end, you'll consider pain like a strict intelligent professor, may be tough, but surely, teaches you a lot.

         Well, nobody's pain-free after all. And to think, it's better to welcome pain rather than feeling nothing at all.
     

       

Sunday, April 06, 2008

  • How do you resolve disputes with your significant other?

       Love Surpasses Hatred.


         How to solve conflicts with your significant other? Well, that's simply unsimple to begin with. But these are the things that I normally do when I just had a fight with my boyfriend. Usually, when I'm mad, I get in to sleep. Then when I woke up, i know things will be sort of clear. So, sometimes you just need to rest your mind. Often reason why lovers fight is that they are sometimes being fed up of all the things that's happening between them. All you've got to do is to unwind and relax. But unwinding doesnt mean that you'll forget your significant other, but I think that's one of the best way to get over the disputes and stuff. It's just the first step anyway. The second step needs a 'pride-depressant'. If you happen not to know the word sorry in your vocabulary, then I guess you dont also have the right to get into a relationship. Humility is a good policy - next to honesty, perhaps. Saying sorry is one best step to resolve tangles. And in our case, (my boyfriend and I) - and for many people too, word 'sorry', of course with sincere feelings is something that could resolve the dispute. And lastly, understanding must be considered as a factor of dealing with conflict.. You got to comprehend your partner and make him/her feel that the dispute is over and you guys shall move on. :) To the fact that we know that there's a thin line between love and hate, we shall contemplate too that there's simply unsimple steps that would make love surpass hatred.

       

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Saturday, April 05, 2008

  • Once in a Lifetime.




    Been thinkin bout you baby
    And I dont know what to do
    All I think about is you
    Seems everything around me
    Things I've never understood
    They all make sense when I'm with you.

    ~Refrain~

    Oh, I've heard it before
    Finding so called love then you leave it behind
    But now I feel so sure
    I'll listen to my heart this time
    (So I'll put it on the line/ put my heart before my mind)

    ~Chorus~

    I know that what I've found is once in a lifetime
    (and) I know there's no way out
    Coz its once in a lifetime

    I've always been so lonely
    No one there for me to hold
    And every night was just so cold
    Oh don't get me wrong i've been around
    But i've resigned myself to thinking
    Mine is just another story often told

    (Repeat refrain then Chorus)

    ~Coda~

    It's not like im runnin' outta time
    I'm takin' everything in stride
    It's just i never thought i'd find
    what would make me change my mind

    (Repeat chorus)


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