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Name: Corey
Country: United States
State: New Jersey
Metro: Union
Birthday: 8/18/1988
Gender: Male


Interests: a-o-hell, aim, alkaline trio, alternative, angel, animals, band, beach, biking, blink182, breakfast club, burning things, cell phones, chilling, chinese food, clubbing, coffe houses, computers, dashboard confessional, ddr, donnie darko, douglas adams, drama, evanescence, food, freshmen...girls, friends, games, green day, guitar, hoodies, incubus, jewish food, jews, jimmy eat world, kugel, limp bizkit, linkin park, listening to music, long nights, love, lyrics, megatokyo, movies, music(any), not bensalem, nyc, parodies, piano, pj pants, psychology, pyro, rave music, raving, red hot chilli peppers, road trips, rock, sacred grounds, sarcasm, saxaphone, screaming, showers, shrek, skiing, sleeping, soccer, something corporate, sugarcult, summer, surfing, sushi, swimming, techno, usy, yellowcard, ♥
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Wednesday, August 08, 2007

An Infuriating Altercation on Personal Inadequacy

Oh god. Talking to my mother is impossible.
Abso-Fucking-Lutely impossible.
I cant stand her. I don't want to be around her,
I never ever will. Less than one month.

How many of you, college (even high school) students reading this, have an exact, or even a somewhat formulated plan for how you are going to succeed over the next year, semester even? Do you start in August, plotting out how you're going to accomplish everything, before you have even a vague idea of what it is? Have you made plans on how you're going to fix everything that you've done wrong in the past?

This is what my mother is asking of me. Is it wrong of me that I feel that I should not, can not, and will not, provide an answer fitting to the above?

Is just saying I have to do what I have to do, and if I don't then the consequences will fall upon me. just not good enough?

In addition, she is trying to force me to find a third job for the rest of summer. That is correct, the time remaining is less than one month, yet she still requires that I find more income.
Fuck.


Tuesday, June 21, 2005

Currently Listening
Still Not Getting Any...
By Simple Plan
Untitled
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I open my eyes
I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light
I can't remember how
I can't remember why
I'm lying here tonight

And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the pain

Chorus:
How could this happen to me
I've made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done
No I can't

How could this happen to me
I've made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

I've made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

 
Simple Plan ~ "untitled"

i am gonna cry in like 20 mintues... omg... so fucking much overwhelming me right now... somone come save me!!!!!!!!!!!

:'(    x    infinity... +1

 


Wednesday, June 01, 2005

Currently Playing
Take This to Your Grave
By Fall Out Boy
The Pros and Cons of Breathing
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Drama nerd

69%

Loner

63%

Goth

56%

Stoner

50%

Punk/Rebel

44%

Geek

44%

Ghetto gangsta

38%

Prep/Jock/Cheerleader

31%

What's Your High School Stereotype?
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It's EXACTLY what i expected from that.

 

im sorry I havnt updated lately, I was gonna add all the stuff from prom night too, the video's and pictures i needed to... but the computer was sucking like WHOAH, and it wouldnt let me upload them to my server. So sorry guys, ill still work on that tho.

anyway, life has been okay. summary:

girls = instant headaches
me = biggest asshole in Hagesher USY
Seashore = worst way to end a year of USY
Prom = quite awesome (last one on the dance floor)
I saw the one love of my life, it didnt go as well as i would have liked, but oh well.
parents suck
i really need to live by myself
and i dunno what else to write

i guess i will talk to everyone later, enjoy your lives.

PS: I HATE LOVE

~Zev


Friday, April 01, 2005

and now, for something a little more upbeat!

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Corey Zev Holland
Birthday: August 18, '88
Birthplace: Philly
Current Location: Springfield, the NJ one
Eye Color: Brown <-> Hazel <-> Green
Hair Color: Brownish
Height: 5'7"
Right Handed or Left Handed: RIGHTY
Your Heritage: Israeli, everything european
The Shoes You Wore Today: ratty old K-Swiss
Your Weakness: sugar cookies
Your Fears: death
Your Perfect Pizza: pretty much a supreme, w/ meat
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: get back on effing task
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: :: innocent face ::
Thoughts First Waking Up: aww FCUK, not again!
Your Best Physical Feature: . . . well, for your sake.... my eyes
Your Bedtime: weekdays 1-2AM, weekends 6-7AM
Your Most Missed Memory: cuddling w/ somone
Pepsi or Coke: PEPSI!
MacDonalds or Burger King: MacDonalds
Single or Group Dates: Single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton
Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla
Cappuccino or Coffee: neither
Do you Smoke: nope
Do you Swear: often
Do you Sing: oh yeah...
Do you Shower Daily: yes
Have you Been in Love: (un)fortuneately
Do you want to go to College: yes
Do you want to get Married: not sure
Do you belive in yourself: of course
Do you get Motion Sickness: only after staring at a computer for hours
Do you think you are Attractive: sometimes
Are you a Health Freak: not at all
Do you get along with your Parents: mom, not at all; dad, oh yeah
Do you like Thunderstorms: love dancing in them
Do you play an Instrument: Saxaphone, learning guitar and piano
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: yes
In the past month have you Smoked: nope
In the past month have you been on Drugs: only prescribed ones
In the past month have you gone on a Date: no :: sad face ::
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: nope
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: I'm allergic to Chocolate
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: YES! <33333
In the past month have you been on Stage: yup yup, WIZARD OF OZ
In the past month have you been Dumped: nope
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: unfortuneately no
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: nope
Ever been Drunk: not yet
Ever been called a Tease: ... mmhmm ^_^
Ever been Beaten up: nope
Ever Shoplifted: nope
How do you want to Die: I don't
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: psychologist, or math teacher
What country would you most like to Visit: Israel
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: Hazel
Favourite Hair Color: Any shade of brown
Short or Long Hair: the longer the better
Height: a few inches shorter than me (so 5' 1-3")
Weight: slim-ish
Best Clothing Style: i have no specific style, i dont care if my girl does
Number of Drugs I have taken: perscribed, too many; illegal, none
Number of CDs I own: probably more than 75 full CDS
Number of Piercings: none yet
Number of Tattoos: none
Number of things in my Past I Regret: many things, one that sticks out... Let her break up with me.

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Extraversion |||||||||||||||||| 73%
Stability |||||||||| 40%
Orderliness |||| 13%
Empathy |||||||||||||| 56%
Interdependence |||||| 30%
Intellectual |||||||||||||||| 63%
Mystical |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Artistic |||||||||||||||| 63%
Religious |||||| 30%
Hedonism |||||| 23%
Materialism |||||||||||| 50%
Narcissism |||||||||||||| 56%
Adventurousness |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Work ethic |||| 16%
Self absorbed |||||||||||| 43%
Conflict seeking |||||||||||||| 56%
Need to dominate |||||||||||| 50%
Romantic |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Avoidant || 10%
Anti-authority |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Wealth |||||| 23%
Dependency |||||||||||||||| 70%
Change averse |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Cautiousness |||||||||||| 50%
Individuality |||||| 30%
Sexuality |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Physical security |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Food indulgent |||| 16%
Histrionic |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Paranoia |||||||||||||||| 70%
Vanity |||||||||||||| 56%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||||| 50%
Female cliche |||||| 30%
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trait snapshot:
messy, outgoing, open, self revealing, ambivalent about chaos, unpredictable, not good at saving money, social, likes large parties, likes to stand out, risk taker, quick to make friends, does not like to be alone, rash, fame seeking, sarcastic, craves attention, social chameleon, low self control, food lover, not rule conscious, weird, assertive, not a perfectionist, anti-authority, thrill seeker, vain, likes to fit in, reckless, emotionally sensitive, leisurely, trusting


there ya go!

~Zev


Monday, March 14, 2005

angst angst angst angst angst angst angst angst angst angst angst angst angst
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so i love how i can fuck up several people's lives in just 2 days. i seem to be quite good at that. hmmm, anyone wanna hire a personal life fucker-upper? im for hire. but anyway. like i asked before... somone tie me up and throw me over a cliff, a cliff with very pointy rocks jutting out of it... please? pretty please....... with sugar on top? thanks...



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