| help me plz :Dhellow evryoneeeeee! i shud get on this more! okai so my eating through the day reaaaaal good always healthy then the night i stil have the problem thought thats healthy but i can do without its getting better though! im going the gym sooooooooooo much and its just like maybe getting waisted at night times so i have robbed my mums sleeping tablets! they nok you out ! so anyways getting better! dont even know whats started it! o well im okai :D i have been going the gym LOADS i go before work! though yesturday i had a big gym sesh in the morning and now were in the pool we was swimming aswell man does my body feel good this morning! though im goin to the gym again in a minute LOL im going to do this now! coz i have loadsa shoots that i need to sort out and im no being fat doing them argggggh ! some one asked me to put a pic up ov the modeling so ill put some up no laffing though :( 
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| PISSD OFF WITH SELF!right ok! i didnt go to weight watchers last night but hey! i prob did shit! im still going to follow it but instead of going ther and paying £5.50 i will get my mum to weigh me and giv her £5 and she will save it for me each week and then by the end i shud have a good amount saved for new clothes! anyways my motervation last week was SHIT! i think its coz i went out drinking etc! fair play to myself i still went to the gym everyday etc though BUT its the night eating thing bolox to it ! i have now after puting my profile etc up quite alot ov modeling work i need to do and that shud be motervation right! well im tellin u now im my own enemy! silly fat cow! lol if i dont sort this night thing out it will ruin me! i have made a poster stuk it ontop of my celing so i can see it in bed with DONT DO IT and a few model pics onit and 1 fat 1 onit haha! so thats up n ill put a big drink ov water by my bed now so i shall see how well that works! CUM ON FATTY GET A GRIP! lol sorry! haha! n e ways im up early agen to go to the gym! wooooop! 7am-8.30/8.45am then work at 9am! does any1 find it really hard not to drink on the weekends? i allllllllllllways get askd to go out when i no i shudnt even bother but im going to my mates house and they still wanna drink and i no ill b like no i dont want to but coz everyone else is i will, stik to vodka and diet coke maybe? argh poop! lol will update later gym now hunnieeees! xxxxxxxxxxx |
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| hey hey hey! i still got that problem about night a little bit but i always have enuf points ! any ways! im workin 4-10.30pm today so ill be going the gym early i feel like a big workout today, my ABZ are wrekin me from yesturday haha! im on my gym ball now i just cant stop lol i looooooove exercise! good that all my job is revolved round leisure centres init! haha! so i guna get myself extra fit and hot haha! im in a hyper mood ! i always do evry mornin i have a green tea! and i end up hyper lol ! i think today will be a good day im in the mood for soup today so ill have soup for lunch and dinner! ther onli like 1 n half points! so then ill have rice cakes if im hungry ther half! wooooopy woooop! lmao! sorry :P i better have lost this week agen lol im hopin im guna loose every week with no set baks then ill be like the best looser haha :P gotta beat the grannies dont i HAHA! lol im nuts todai! 
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hey hey hey woke up earli today went to a fitness class then did a bit in the gym before work :D haha and points wise i cnt memba but its LOW :D woop woop aha! not much to say really! going to get my CD of photos tonight and see how my websites going so people can look at that and book me to model for them which is ded good! haha ! wot do i say? my jobs going ok ill be in the swimming pool soon FINALLY so ill b going the gym AND swimming then and my fitness classes shud be cool! and the weight watchers goin ded good! n im loving ma exercise wooop woooooop HIGH 5'S :D:D:D 
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| OMMMMMMMMMMMG! i did the modeling shoot! i am having my own website etc!!! i have also bin offerd to go down to wrexham! INO! to do a massiv shoot thing this was half way through my first shoot! he gave me 2 pictures to take home tht he printed then evrything else when hes dun will go on a CD ! uno he gave me the picture and my friend turned to me and sed 'rach im proud of u youve dun so well u need to do this for your confidence' and i looked at the picture and it did not believe it was me and i just cryed! was amazing opertunity and i hope i get to do more work well im determined too! was ace i had fun i didnt feel like i was doin a profesional thing i just had fun with it! anyways enough bout that! im still doing good! and working out lots go to the gym alot too :D haha yay! im guna loose this week agen im tellin u ima loose every week i mean it! lol anyways i feel my lifes changed alot since iv had my new job iv made so many more friends i have tonz of friends n i love them all :D im going out tonight with my new work buddies shud be a reaaaaaaaaaal good laf :D wheyyyyyyyyyy lol hope evry1s doin great! 
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