| hey. so I realize It's been about forever and a day since I last updated, I completely forgot about this site.
cw :: 110
Honestly I have so much going on anymore & I dont stress too much about my weight anymore.. until lately.
I came across the greatest guy in the world.. but I dont think he's that serious about me hopefully that will change soon. It seems so weird how much I care about him bc we've been dating for like a month and a half, but there's somethin about him. Idk.
anyway I had become completely confident in myself until I found this really old picture he has of this girl who is a lot smaller than me and I think is ten times more gorgeous.. ughh it's been in my head for awhile, even though he says he loves everything about me.. guys are definitely confusing.
I had a job but quit.. I hate working, they always freaked on me for not eating even tho I was seriously never hungry there nor did I have money for food.
I am looking for a new job now, and have been partying with my girls who I absolutely adore.
I got really bad into drinking and smoking this year but recently stopped bc it got to the point where it wasnt fun. Not to mention when you start going to school high you know you have to stop at least for me. And the last time I did it, I was fucked for days I hated the feeling that I was going to fall on my face at any given moment and I couldnt speak clearly.
Idk, I have changed hopefully for the better if not who cares rightt
well anyway that's enough of my life for now I will have to post some other time.
I <3 You all!! |
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| cw:: still 119
Im not eating anything today I need to lose
Idc what it takes anymore, I am completely commited and serious now.
I will be 95.
thats all for today I think.
<3
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Told you I would be back lol
I just had a glass of water.. it made me sick??
oh well I refuse to eat until that scale says anything lower than 119
gunna go, comment time
post tomorrow I hope. |
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| hey wveryone, sorry I havent updated in forever.
I weigh 119 now-a-days.. but I am gunna be 95 before next April.
How has everyone been? I guess you could say I have "something" with this guy but he's not that great looking but he makes me feel great.. and it encouraged me to lose so he would like me more even though he likes girls "with a little meat on their body" so I guess I will just have a LITTLE meat soo 95 will work lol and if he doesnt like it screw him.
Anyway that's basically all that's been going on in my life..
Update soon <3 |
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| hey everyone how are ya'll doing? I am not doing too bad I guess
cw : 126
intake : 5 crakers - 60 cals
1 baby carrot - like 10 or less cals? Im not really sure
3 bottles of water so far
Oh yeah I think I am going to start weekly goals so like this week will be 122
I think I am going to try a 3 day liquid fast starting tomorrow but I havent made up my mind yet so I will let ya know well post later |
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| Im so confused...
Last time I had weighed myself I was down to 126 AGAIN of course
then I ate Subway for... Dinner? and I weigh 128 wow! that's fucking crazy
I hate how my weight shifts back up and down but it never gets below 125 anyway next time I get any money I am going to get Trimspa because they have it at shopko for like 15 dollars
School starts soon and I havent reached any goals really so I think my next aim is spring break and next summer so I can look hot in a bathing suit and now I have along time to achieve that goal so lets see...
post later though some one is home now.
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