Sometimes I feel like I'm getting too old for things. Sweet stuff is already making my teeth cringe.

So...lately I have realized that I have being overly-concerned and overly-caring about things will just end up making me feel frustrated. I have been frustrated a lot lately and I don't need to stress myself out over things that will make me feel taken advantage of or unappreciated. Sadly to say, I really have to change my approach to things. I guess this mean I have to grow up and stop dwelling and start acting. Lately, I have trying really hard to get myself onto a healthier schedule and maybe I'll start to see my priorities in life.

I was telling Lon last night....does anyone notice how in reality tv shows with competitions, there is alway some sleazy, ruthless, do anything to win contestant that manages to make it to the top 3??? Why is that? Somehow this tells the world that being sleazy will always get you to the top, however fortunately for everyone, the sleazy never wins. Usually the intelligent contestant that knows how to outbeat the sleazy ends up winning. So this means...in order to win and succeed you have to be sleazy and be willing to do anything to make it up to the top. And once you are at the top, you'll know how sleazy works and you'll just have to knock down any other sleazies out by being smart.

Sad isn't it? The world is not ready for a honest, considerate, and caring person. Freaken bs....