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Name: Ouri
Country: United States
State: Washington
Birthday: 8/8/1985
Gender: Male


Interests: Religion/Presbyterian Music/Hip-Hop, Rap, R&B, K-Pop, Contemporary Christian Music, Ballad, Jazz, Classic Sports/Soccer, Basketball, Tennis, Pool, Golf, Snowboarding...etc Designing/T-Shirts, Layouts Fashion/Scrub, Baggy, Clean-cut Hip-Hop, at times Casual ...and a girl named Mi-Hee
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Tuesday, April 06, 2004

Everyone says, "finding the right person..."
Would that really satisfy someone?
Finding the person of your dreams, someone just for you...
How far do you think you could go with that person if you do find him or her?
So..........what if the world had adjusted to you and you had nothing against it. 
When you succeed (a definate thing since the world is perfect for you) would it really mean a lot?
When you find that one person is the love, the vibe, the connection going to be true and genuine?
Is it going to keep the both of you happy? Is that how you want it to be? Is it worth it?

I of all people...probably dreamed to find my perfect future.
I know what it feels like to strive to grasp someone like that.
But is that what I really wanted?
Is that what anyone really wants?
I doubt it...I slowly realized that its not finding the perfect...
But rather making and finding the perfect in someone, or even in anything.
So, what if the rest of the world isn't in your shoes and doesn't see or experience what you do. 
Does that mean what you see and experience is fake?
...........................................................................................................

It just occurred one day...
It occurred when I noticed that, in my opinion, a lot of odd couples were together...
It then hit me...it hit me that (once again)
It is not about finding the perfect person, but it is more about finding the perfect in that person you are with.
Becoming fond of and altering perceptions.
Replacing her disadvantages to advantages in YOUR eyes.
Noticing her weaknesses that everyone else sees, and portraying them as her strengths through you.
Seeing the unseen, hearing the unheard, and...
Loving the unloved by everyone else, and being able to live by only what others may think is negative.
Loving someone not through the same ways and methods that every person could offer, but loving that person through ways of which no one else could even imagine...providing the love that one could only find in you...in someone that accepts every aspect of that person being loved.
Once you have done that...that is when you have found your perfect person...that is when you have started loving someone...

Compare the differences...
Finding the girl, that you considered average, plain, or even below all that.
-or-
Finding that one perfect girl you've always day dreamed of, as if a your dream had come true.

If the love journey had been a set rating of 1-100, the average girl would score a 1 for beginners; however, the perfect girl's rating could start with numbers that may even reach the 90's. (Depending on how perfect the person is to you.) 
So what?...after the start...now what?

- You and the perfect girl may live the perfect life together...great.
The love journey rating may increase from a 90 to a perfect 100. Cool. 
....But....
- You and the average girl may or may not live the perfect life...ok...
But the love journey has the potential of reaching a 100...Incredible.

The difference? 10 to 99? Limit to Potential?
I don't know...this is hard...(sarcasm)

What you see in a couple is not what they see in each other...
How long are you going stay by their side to judge their lives together? How long are you going to date each one for each other?
How do you plan to find your perfect one...through your eyes or the world's?

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Maybe not...how could it?
She's neither average nor perfect...
She's just for me...
For me to find see and accept everything that no one else understands...±Ù´ë ¾î¶»°¡Áö? ¹ú½á ´Ù À̻۴ë? ¤»¤»

Holla at ya boi
Ghost!

 

 


Monday, April 05, 2004

I always thought I have no reason to be angry You.
Even though I felt it, I kept patient, never expecting You to be the One to bring forth burden upon my soul.
But there is only so much that one could take.
I really thought I could be different from others.
I thought that I could actually come forth with everything You've wanted...I trusted in you, I believed You.
But how am I suppose to do that when the outcome is this?
When if feels like You turn your back everytime I take a step in closer?

.........................................

I'll go to church...I'll pray as well...But don't expect more from me...
Cuz I will give no more to You...
 


Sunday, March 28, 2004

Sonja left today...
I felt like shit...
Just standin there in front of Greyhound station like I have nothing else to do...
I'm pretty bad with a good bye, I guess...
Feel like a lil kid still always wanting to hold on who and what I have.

It kinda made me wonder what satisfies me.
How close do I have to be with others to keep that happiness.
Or is it just me?
Reminds me of a horrible parting from Mi Hee...
Just didn't know what to do...
On the plane...just sitting there for a half a day thinkin about one person...
It hurts...I really hate accepting things.
But sometimes I guess you go through pain for the best...
But sometimes I just wish that I could pass on the best to avoid the pain.
...I just wish that I never felt that part with Mi Hee...

Boo...the sky's beautiful here...
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Miss you so much...
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Friday, March 26, 2004

Sonja and Jennifer (roomate) are up here visitng for spring break.
It's a good vibe seeing a good friend and witnessing wit your very own eyes that your friend is doin' good, rather than through word of mouth.
I'm not that fond of Seattle myself, but with all my effort I tried my best in being their personal tour guide...I quit though. I quit on my second day.
My tourists complained about my poor sense of direction in my own city.
I blame it on the rain though.  
I believe I did a fair job of being enthusiastic though.
Haha...It was all good times.
 
I realized though...its never going to be the same.
There are times and phases for everything.
Although I miss high school memories, its a vibe that will never come back, but only echo in my head.
I remember a lot of stuff the three of us, Scott, Sonja, and I did during high school, and realized again it was never going be there for us no matter how much we could be there for each other.
It's a sad thing but it's the truth, I guess.
I just thank both of them for lettin me have something to hold on (memories) even later on down the years.
I say its never going to be the same...but it doesn't mean I'm gonna give up on it. Even like yesterday, I'll make the best out of even the smallest reunions hoping that further down in life I'll say the samething about today, as I said about our days in high school..."It'll never be the same..."

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Tuesday, March 23, 2004

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Problems? What I think? How I feel?
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