Wow this is amazing. I didn't know people still used xanga... much less read mine. Interesting indeed. I suppose I will input a semi-real entry in that case. I'm not really sure how to pick up where I left off.... not that a lot of stuff has happened but just that... it hasn't, so I pretty much don't have to pick up anywhere to tell you the truth. My name is still Mary Beth, I still hate lady bugs with the firery passion of a thousand suns, and I still almost died due to a piece of metal in my processed "meat" pattie at school. So pretty much.. theres nothing to tell.. and now I am just being redundant. Anyhoo

I decided to catch your attention by pressing enter several times. Hopefully that did the trick. I hate how my mom is always like "be home at *insert early curfew here*" and then shes not even here when i get home or either shes completely asleep. But then if i ever tried to break the curfew ofcourse that night she'd be waiting up for me. I'm not a bad person, but I keep getting caught in not good situations. Oh well that is growing up I suppose.

Lately, every decision I make seems to be the wrong one or the one that hurts me in the end. Why can't decision making be up to someone else.. it might not be the best thing for me but atleast I wouldn't be at blame for the decision made. Ok well my mater is now yelling at me because it is late. Farewell.. and you better leave comments foo.

CLIPPY SAYS HELLO! SAY HELLO TO CLIPPY FOO. HOW BOUT ER DON'T! I'm having taco bell withdrawals.. or withdraws.. however you spell it.

Peace out foo.

What to say.. what to say..

Well life in general really confuses the hell out of me. I think I have it partially figured out one day, but oh how I am proved wrong so many times. I suppose I will have to accept the mysteries of life for now.

Acceptance can be tricky. One day, I'll "accept" something as it is.. even if it I wish it was different.. but really it wouldn't be accepting, it would be settling because if it was actually what you wanted it to be, you would be satisfied and the acceptance would be complete. So I'm thinking if something goes a way you wish it not to go, then you just have to settle with it. But on the other hand.. if it were to go your way, then you'd accept it greatly. From now on, acceptance refers to something great and settling refers to something not so great in my book.

Wow. I just rambled on about pretty much nothing. I hate not having control over things. I really do.

Ok well I'm not in a good mood right now so I think I must exit the premises.

Peace out foo.

It is time for another entry people.

Let's see.. not a lot has changed since my last post. Life has been quite mundane, I haven't used my brilliance to invent any fancy contraption, and school/work is taking up my time.

Brian and I are writing a book about a nomad named Kwame. I predict a Nobel Peace Prize coming on.. wait.. that is not a prize given to books as I have just been informed. I believe I am thinking of the Pulitzer Prize. Yes that tis it.

Didn't Ghandi get a nobel peace prize? If so, that is some serious lame-ness. Ghandi beat his wife. Oh the irony. And just because that is accepted in his religion doesn't make it right to those who attempt to prove a valid point by stating that ignorant fact... I mean it is like those people in Asia who have full contact with birds.. such as ringing their necks and such and then serving them after the people haven't cleaned their hands with proper disinfectants or cleansed the birds in proper surfactants which resulted in tons of people catching a flew-like virus that has the potential to become the next PANDEMIC since we are not immune to the sickness... I'm forgetting why I tangented on about Asia.. and their pandemic making ways.. oh yes so just because that is accepted in Asia doesn't make it right because BELIEVE ME, YOU DON'T WANT TO DIE DUE TO A PANDEMIC.. ofcourse that would be quite a while from now before it actually took place.. but it is definetely possible. I feel like that by this uber long paragraph I have lost your interest. I think I'm going to go ahead and double space now so I won't overwhelm you with my long paragraphs.

So yes.. IT MUST BE WINTER BECAUSE I'M A HAPPY CAMPER!

^^^^^^^^^^^^That is for you Sarah and Josh^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^

Me- Hey man, what's up?

Dumb Kid 3960702385762- Hey Mary Beth, not a lot really. You know what.. you have a double name.. that's cool.

Me- I suppose it tis.

Dumb Kid 3960702385762- So what is your middle name?

Me- It's Beth

Dumb Kid 3960702385762- Oh so you're name is Mary Beth Beth Baxter?

Me- *long pause*

Believe it or not.. I'm still pausing, not only at that dumb kids ignorance..(I am aware of my redundance) but the fact that it's happened more than once...

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Tacos are the picasso of my life.

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I am not Muslim.

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peace in da middle east foo.

-MBBB