HEY GUYS!!! sorry long time no hear!

not alot is going on, just working, seeing people, going out...

the usual! lol

call me and we'll all chill some time!

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I MISS YOU ALL SOOOOO FUCKING MUCH!

herm.... much going on, just no idea how to say it all... ya kno??

wo0o0o0o!!!!

 i'm running off of 3 hours of sleep this entire weekend! ooo absafuckinlutely fun!!! lol. but i had a damn good weekend! =P mass casualty on saturday. met some really really nice firefighters and paramedics and then ran rescue last night *oi what a long night*

anyways... uhmm... not too much to say this time. school's sort of almost over! w000! lol. *cough*....

must be off though, lovers. call me sometime and we'll chill

i can see it's going to be a fantastic summer... :smiley:

MAY 20, 21ST

SPRING DANCE CONCERT

7:00 PM WELLS THEATRE

ACROSS FROM THE MCARTHUR MALL

::be there be there be there::

Currently Playing Laid By James see related

not much here, honeys.

last week was fun. wo0o0o. the end of the week was the most... herm... what word.. i dunno extreme? i suppose?

LAUREN GOT INTO A FREAKIN CAR WRECK ON THURSDAY.

(which is pretty ironic if you look at the last song i was listening to in here and what came on when i got into my car to go to the hospital *the blood brothers-love rhymes with hideous car wreck* tell me that that isn't true!)

damn near cost her her life. the vehicle is totaled.  truck rolled. seat belt didn't lock. air bags didn't deploy. she went dancing all over that damn truck.

so after spending like all of thursday with her in the hospital, lucky me got to go to the doctor on friday. i actually like my doctor for once! lol. she was a sweetie... and on the note of  people being sweet...

some of the people @ squad are lil fuckers!! the guy that dropped down and proposed to me the 1st day i was there has decided that "children should not be on a medic" i was laughing and having fun at squad so now, of course, i am titled as a child. honestly some of the people up there are just bullshit! i'll throw a damn bullshit flag on them. geez!

anyways, i'm going to go on up to obici because someone decided that even though she was just in a car wreck, and screams in pain when she turns her head, she's going to work in the ER. *shakes head* geez!

Currently Playing Love Rhymes With Hideous Car Wreck By Blood Brothers see related

uhmm... not too much going on...

ran rescue last night. ooo that was fun. 7 calls. it doesn't sound like much, but each call takes anywhere from 30mins-2+hours. everytime i layed down to sleep, we got another call. and to make it even better, at 5:30 we had a call for a trailer park fight. w000! the guy was beat the fuck up! he was lying on the ground with a sheet over his body.  i was like, there is no way i'm taking a dead person on the medic and sitting back there with him! well, this guy wasn't dead, but he was bloody as all hell will get out! scratches, lacerations, a broken jaw, and a broken nose. blood was just freakin everywhere!(and this guy smelled horrid as well). well, we get the lil fucker in the medic, and i said, okay, Thomas, now i'm just going to reach down and buckle you into the stretcher. okay? he shook his head yes and when i went to reach to get the buckle, the lil fuck jumped at me screaming what the fuck?!! and he raised his left arm to take a swing @ me and lauren and greg grabbed his arm and the cop told him that if he hit me, the cop was going to knock him cold. that's the 2nd time that a drunk had tried to hit me!! i honestly think that it's because i'm a blonde female(i'm the only blonde in the group i run with, and i'm the shortest female/person there). but, anyways, i thought it was pretty damn funny how the bitch stopped after the cop held up his flashlight or nightstick or whatever. i didn't get a good look... i don't care how much trouble i get in @ squad, i still <3 it

anyways, midterms were this past week. they weren't too bad... i have rehersal everyday @ gsa now. we're really into the crack time, man. like,... yeh. we have 10 mins of a 45minute dance completed.... shows are May 20 and May 21st (or whenever the friday and saturday dates are)... we're on crunch time. so, yeh. certamen was yesterday. didn't get to go, though

so, uhmm.... what is everyone up to? i haven't really seen anyone in like, flipping forever! I MISS YOU GUYS!!

Currently Playing Take It Easy (Love Nothing) By Bright Eyes see related

whew. loooong day.

so, turns out my granddaddy is really really sick. he's asleep right now, though. hopefully they'll have a full medic, ya kno? lol. just kidding.  but i am really worried about him

anyways,...

showed up a lil late for work today. no big, really. but i stood in the lobby with the front desk people staring at the lights which were turned on above the pool. (don't ask).  then joe and i went out to angelo's for dinner. what a funny place! lol. i feel bad that i couldn't stop laughing, though.

tonight was prom. and guess where i was. on the deck of the pool trying to breathe.  i was swimming and all of i sudden it hurt very very much to breathe. i had to stop at both ends of the pool. the 2nd time i just stopped completely and stood up trying to breathe. so i had to sit/lay on the pool deck while they monitored my breathing and what-not. what loads of fun.

so, caroline got me in trouble yesterday. i mean, i totally admit to it being my choice to go somewhere else, but what she did was wrong.

anyways, i am going to crash.

so much for going out tonight, right?? *sigh* this whole not going places is really killing me.

call the cellie if you want

i'm going to be out sunday with krystle. goddness i haven't seen her in forever!

LAUREN IS COMING HOME SOON! lol. i'm begining to think that i've become so attached to her because caroline has nick so she's gone bitchy and fake, and everyone else seems like they don't have time. but lil miss lauren always has time for me it's the little things in life, ya kno?

please ignore the next few lines cuz they're directed at you:

i can't always be waiting on you

i can't always be playin your fool

In the past 48 hours, have you...
01. Cried: yes
02. Gotten sick: felt like it
03. Sang: yes
04. Eaten: yes
05. Been kissed: yes
06. Felt stupid: hahahha. it's me! most definately!
07. Wanted to tell someone you loved them, but didn't: nope
08. Met someone new: yeh. a lil girl named alexis

09. Moved on: every day's a new day, a new beginning, no regrets
10. Talked to an ex: yep
11. Missed an ex: no
12. Talked to someone you have a crush on: i dunno what the hell i'm feelin, so no
13. Had a serious talk: yep. with miss chelsie
14. Missed someone: extremely
15. Hugged someone: yeh
16. Fought with your parents: uhmmm hello. of course
17. Dreamed: i dont do that

Social Life:
01. Best chick friend: lauren, april, chels
02. Best guy friend: i really dunno. there are a few...
03. Boyfriend/Girlfriend: ha. definately not. i hold on to the title of "undatable" sorry, guys
04. If no, current dating partner: dating partner, thats a new one. uhmmm i went out to eat with joe today. but i go out w. people all the time. so....
05. Cell Phone: 757-876-2281  =)
06. Are you the center of attention or the wallflower: depends
07. What type of automobile do you wish you drove: toyota celica GT-S
08. Would you rather be with friends or on a date: friends,  dates are always friends too
09. Where is the best hangout: random places. parks, homes, boats, 7-11 on park avenue. lol. just kidding
10. Do you have a job: 2
11. Do you attend church:  yes
12. Do you like being around people: most of the time, but we all have our lil alone moments

Who:
01. Have you known the longest: my parents... uhmm sara, madeline, celia, caroline, leah
02. Do you argue the most with: the parental units
03. Do you always get along with:  uhmm.. no idea. april and i haven't ever been in a fight...
04. Makes you laugh the most: april, joe, lauren
05. Has been there through all the hard times: lauren, april, chels, becka
06. Has the coolest parents: uhmmm chace or jerimiah. whitney as well.
07. Has the scariest siblings: uhmmm.. i dunno. do my friends have siblings??
08. Is the most blunt: i really don't know..
09. Is the smartest: we're all smart in our own lil ways.

Personal:
01. Who is your role model: i have one of those? i guess it's not a who but more of a person who does and doesn't do things, ya kno??
02. What are some of your pet peeves: ignorance, racism, scrapeing metal with metal or teeth, telling me i'm too young...
03. Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: who hasnt?
04. Have you ever cried over the opposite sex: i dunno. probably.  "the one who is worth your tears wont make you cry."
05. Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: ehh.. sorta.. it's kinda scarry if i go through some things i just found out, ya kno? chels should know most of this, we just had a talk about it. lol.
06. Have you ever lied to your best friend(s): i don't think so. i don't lie to my friends
07. Ever wanted to get revenge on someone because they hurt you: heck yes "revenge is sweet"
08. Would you rather be dumper or dumped?: eh. i don't really care. the important thing is that it's over.
09. Rather have a relationship or a "hookup": hookup
10. Want someone you don't have right now: perhaps?
11. Ever liked your best guy/girl friend: i dunno
12. Do you want to get married to someone someday: perhaps
13. Do you want kids: yeh. perhaps..
14. ???
15. Do you believe you know the person whom you will marry at this point: HELL NO!!
16. What is your favorite part of your physical appearance: i have a fave? i didn't know that i liked any of me!
17. What is your favorite part of your emotional being:  i'm chill with many things... and i like my whole hippie aspects going on here. i like how i want to help people. and most of my mentality(??) ya kno?
18. Are you happy with you:  i don't understand me, but sure. no one's perfect.
19. Are you happy with your life: well, it could be better or worse. but this is what i have. and i obviously have it for a reason, so yes..
20. If you could change something in your life right now, what would it be: why i can't understand a damn thing when it comes to certain topics! lol. but i suppose that is the way it is supposed to be.

[ Current Clothes ] sleep pants, really old cherry shirt
[ Current Mood ] cold, confused.
[ Current Music ] uhmmm bright eyes, madonna, soundtrack to queen of the damned
[ Current Taste ] salt
[ Current Make-up ] i'm goin comando with the makeup
[ Current Hair]  straight&curly&wavy. it hasn't made up it's mind yet.
[ Current Smell ] gapbody- dream more
[ Current thing I ought to be doing ] painting my nails, watching a movie
[ Current Desktop Picture] my dream car: blue celica gt-s
[ Current Favorite Artist ] i do'nt descriminate. lol.
[ Current Favorite Group ] again, none
[ Current Book you're reading ] fereinheight 451, catch 22, and then i'm reading a book on the starving children in africa
[ Current CD in CD Player ] mixes
[ Current DVD in player ] Gone With the Wind. i don't care if i'm a dork. i <3 that movie
[ Current Color Of Fingernails/Toenails ] fingers: regular?? toes: dark dark red
[ Current Refreshment ] saliva?
[ Current Worry ] i don't think i have enough time in the day to name them all.