Soo it has been a very long time since i have written somthing in here so im going to up date it right now. Since my last blog entry i had dated the most amazing girl in the world for 10 months I had thoughts of marrying her and still do she is the best thing that has ever happened to me and I fucked it up and now im paying for it, Im on the sideline tryen to get back in the game we still talk and still have the same feelings for each other but its taking time for things to get better and it sucks cuz i want her back in my arms right now. I have gone threw emt basic school and now am in paramedic school and enjoying it for the most part and threw all of this there has been one person supporting me this whole time and its ashley you know that girl that i metioned about as beeing the most amazing thing in the world yea her the one i fucked up a great relationship with yup the same one and she is my biggest supporter. I guess the things that we are going threw right now is a test to see if we are really ment to be together, and in my head i truly believe that we are soo. Im just going to have to grit my teeth and get threw it cuz its not easy seeing the one you love with another guy it really sucks but she is more than worth it to me... I love you sooo much ash .

Went to the Red Sox game last night against the Indians and it was the best game i have ever seen. then when we got home my brother got yeld at for buying a dog. Finally im not the one being yelld at.

hey whats goen on i just took a test today and i think i did pretty well and i wrote an essay as well and in a month to the day im seen Chevelle its going to be sick. I finally got to balls to ask this girl i like to go with me and she said yes so that how im doen pretty fucken good. So how the fuck are u?

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