writersblock3's Xanga

vulnerable.

Wed, 14 Feb 2007 04:51:55 GMT

Take my heart

Break it again

It comes to you

Without a mend

It harbors pain

And still hold hurt

But to be with you

Would give it worth

Under

Fri, 22 Dec 2006 03:40:22 GMT

You were out of my league

though you tried to pretend

to salvage my heart

and keep me your friend.

My goals were too high

or your standards too low.

i wasn't good enough.

how could i know?

Tuesday, November 22, 2005

Tue, 22 Nov 2005 19:23:11 GMT

Pretend

You became just enough of me
And I - just enough of you
For us to feign soul mateship

As time wore on
You became tired of carrying peices of my personality
While bits of your character
Became etched into my being

Sunday, October 23, 2005

Sun, 23 Oct 2005 23:28:26 GMT

Over
I thought that getting over you
Would be the hardest part
But I've found that the aftermath
Of that has strained my swollen heart

Bitterness, jealousy, hurt, regret
Have, finally, all gone
What I once felt as "right"
Seems embarrassingly wrong

There's a soft spot that was holding
To your possible return
But that spot is now filled
With blissful unconcern

Monday, August 29, 2005

Mon, 29 Aug 2005 19:42:43 GMT

My memories have become a little more faded
And while it's left my heart a lot more jaded
Than I would have anticipated
I'm glad this love has been sedated

Wednesday, August 10, 2005

Wed, 10 Aug 2005 20:27:46 GMT

To love without reciprocity is a waste of heart.

Monday, August 08, 2005

Mon, 08 Aug 2005 01:17:23 GMT

Sometimes my heart beats so badly when I think about you
that I find it hard to breathe

My mind rushes with images that were
and all that could be

I see everything was supposed to be and wasn't
in you.

Tuesday, January 11, 2005

Tue, 11 Jan 2005 23:07:53 GMT

I am the second
in a line of the many meaningless hearts broken

I despise being second
I don't get the dignity of being the one to
cause your behavior

I, though, recieve the strongest reprecussion of
your initial heartbreak

You will never remember me
You will always remember her
and the path she sent you on
that, unfortunately, happened to cross mine

Wednesday, December 22, 2004

Wed, 22 Dec 2004 21:26:29 GMT

You've come back
You're no longer a haunting in
an old memory
You're here
Flesh and bone

I escaped your presence just long enough
Long enough to forget all you were
Long enough to choose the remnants of your
character that I could choose to dwell on
The bad, terrible, dark parts of your character
that made you so easy to hate

Now you're here, though
In your charming armor
Your contagious laugh
Your man voice
I am angry that it's over
Even though I initiated the end.

Monday, December 20, 2004

Mon, 20 Dec 2004 20:29:32 GMT

I'm just another notch in your belt
A meaningless, emotional welt
A single tear in a sea of past loves
A shot of companionship in the form of a drug