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Name: Scott
Gender: Male
Interests: Woodworking, Model Railroading,
Expertise: Design, Project Management, AutCadd. Client Relations
Occupation: Facility Consulting
Industry: Construction
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Member Since:
3/13/2005
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| Another sleepless nightI can't believe it is already February. Where is time going. It seems to fly faster and faster. The Primaries are interesting, but at this time, there is no way to know how it will end up.
I changed medications for my Restless Legs, and it takes time to build up in your system, so they are keeping me awake. Overall though I am feeling and looking better than I have in almost a year. It is funny how clear things are when you look back after finding out you have an illness, that you understand it started a lot further back than you originally thought. I said it started in Nov 2006, but now I realize that it had to be at least a year before that.
Life is an amazing gift, that God so Awesomely and Divinely crafted, even though we are not perfect in any way and our lives sometime seem so depressing, God is there with us, guiding us, we just have to follow. It is sad that man kind is so bad at Following God's Will. I know that I have blown it so many times, but that never changes the fact that he is there, ready to put me back on track.
Please remember the victims of the Tornadoes and their families in your prayers. Well I guess I will go try again to get at least a few more minutes of sleep.
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| Wonderful Time of YearChristmas true is the most wonderful time of year. As this one passes I am filled with God's Love and Mercy. Why would he sacrifice his son to come to earth to save a retched soul like me. But he did and I praise Him for His love. Even though it is another sleepless night and I am still very ill, it seems less important. God knew before time began as we know it that this would happen and He is walking, no carrying me through this time. Without the Love of my Family and Friends and thier Prayers, I do not know how I could make it. God hears those prayers and answers them. I don't know what lies in the future for me, but The God Almighty does, and that is all I need to remember, He Created it all for his Glory, and I have to give Him the Glory for the greatness of life I have lived. I have the greatest earthly gifts anyone could recieve, Loving Parents, Siblings, Awesome loving Wife and four of the greatest kids ever to come onto this earth. Yes I am Proud, but thankful, because it was God's doing, not mine. I have been a keeper of his Children and hope to continue that role for many years to come. God is Sufficient to meet all our needs no matter how desperate we may feel, He is still there with us, we just have to open our hearts to allow His Love to comfort us during trials and tribulations. May God Bless all my family amd Friends in this Wonderful Time of Year! | | |
| Another night of sleeplessness, but I am feeling so much better than I did earlier this week. The awesome amount of encouragement and calls of concern, have lifted my spirits greatly. I know that my disease is bad, and I understand that I am a very ill person, but God is going to see me through all of this through the Love of my Family and Friends. I am truely Blessed to have all of you. I will be fine, without a doubt. I start the meds on November 8th and should be feeling much better by Thanksgiving. My Immune system will take a few months to get back to somewhat of a norm and the rash can take as much as 6 months to clear totally up. The main thing for now is to get these infections I now have wiped out. My biggest fight will be to keep from getting pnuemonia, but one of the Anti-viral meds they gave me is supposed to help that and I also got the pnuemonia and Flu shots. I am excited for Michael and Paula-Beth as they are about to experience the greatest gift God gives us other than His gift of Salvation, and that is a precious baby Girl. Michael, I hope she look like her Mom not you, lol, just kidding, I know she will be the most beautiful baby on earth to you. Cherish every moment you have with here and always let her know how proud you are of her and how much you love her and she will grow into an awesome young lady. Don't take forgranted her and Paula-Beth at any time and they will always be there for you. That is what I have tried to do with my family, and they are here for me strong when I needed them the most. God Blesses strong men, that have loving tender hearts for their families. Thank all of you that have been praying for me. I guess I had better get some sleep. Scott | | |
| Morning, very earlyAgain I am up in the middle of the night, not able to sleep. I have a meeting tomorrow that I am nervous about and I am sure that is one of the reasons. Also, waiting on test results always get me down. Of course I am coming off the Steriods slowly and that does not help at all. Well, not alot to say, maybe more soon. Pray for me, I need peace about this illness, and I do not have it. I know God will give it to me, but I am impatient. Scott Psalm 23A psalm of David. 1 The LORD is my shepherd, I shall not be in want. 2 He makes me lie down in green pastures,
he leads me beside quiet waters, 3 he restores my soul.
He guides me in paths of righteousness
for his name's sake. 4 Even though I walk
through the darlest valley,
I will fear no evil,
for you are with me;
your rod and your staff,
they comfort me. 5 You prepare a table before me
in the presence of my enemies.
You anoint my head with oil;
my cup overflows. 6 Surely goodness and love will follow me
all the days of my life,
and I will dwell in the house of the LORD
forever. | | |
| LifeGod has his way of teaching us and growing us into what he wants us to be. As I go thrrough this illness and have reached the 110th day with a rash, I realize that with Him in you, there is nothing you can not endure. No matter how dark the day seems, Jesus Christ is the Light that guides our lives, if we let him. We in this world don't always make the best of choices in our lives, but God has a way of bringing us to his will. God has method in all that he allows to happen in our lives and I believe he has a plan for my future that is bright, and will bring Honor and Glory to His Name, Our Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ. God Bless all of you that have and are praying for me. No matter what the final Diagnosis is, you have blessed me with so much love and support. Well, I had better get back to bed. | | |
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