I'm sorry I constantly disapoint you

I'm sorry that I'm not as perfect as you like

I try so hard to be,

everything you want to see.

I try to make you happy and proud

But every day, I manage to let you down

I am sorry I am not perfection

You may even go as far to say, I am destruction

I try to live up to your fame,

But all I ever do is cause shame.

I'm sorrry I can't make you proud,

I'm sorry I am nothing, but a shroud.

I want to hit and scream

I wish this was all just a dream

taht i could wake up tomorrow

and not deal with this sorrow

this knowledge of truth and betrayal

for this, i truly cannot prevail

To know that I wasn't good enough for you

that i wasn't reason enough to be true

to think that i was to blame

brings nothing but shame

to know that you cheated and lied

and to know taht i still want to look into your eyes

makes me want to hit and scream,

i wish this could all just be a dream.

i wanted to be with you and you with me

but everyone else.... did not agree

I wanted to spend time with you

though, through the obstacles... we couldn't make do

we made great plans

that others definitly were not fans

we tried our best

but we were put to the test

althogh we didn't succeed

you will always be with me

in my thoughts and prayers

you will always be there.

you will always have a part

in the play of my heart.

well, it's been a week since i have updated, so i thought it was about time. ummmm, this week has been alright, friday was kinda....... not the funnest! lol but omg, did mara and caitlin look adorable or what?!?!?! i absolutely loved their dresses!!!! wow. lol, well, we lost to lakewood on thursday, but we are goin to kick ass in the tournament, so we're alright! lol, today, we have a game (hopefully) against the other dewitt team! i am super pumped! and my dad even took me driving for a lil bit! yay!!! well, i am goin to go and chill out a for a while before my game! it's at 3:50 for anyone who is bored and wants to come! lol, it should be good! alright, ttyl! xoxoxoxox

Becca